I think going forward my activity here is going to be rather sporadic. I’m not sure how long it will run or if it will be indefinite. But what I do know is that most times when I come on here I find myself lacking joy and confidence in myself and my abilities. Perhaps it’s just because I’m very biased about my opinions about Tumblr RP from many years of roleplaying, but regardless it still stands. Because it’s made it very tough to be on here despite my absolute adoration for Ferdinand and the want to explore him more as a character and develop him. But it’s been coming at the price of being depressed and feeling like a job more than a hobby.
So for the sake of myself, all blogs I run will be very sporadic with activity. I will probably also go through followers and drafts in order to make these blogs a happier place for myself. And this is honestly not a decision I’m making lightly. It’s something I’ve told myself I need to do for years now, so I think it’s time to try and hold firm to things that will help me feel better and happier. Cause I love the friends I’ve made on here and the fun we share, but I also have to realize for myself that it’s okay for me to step back and to make boundaries for my comfort.
That being said, I’ll probably edit my rules or just do little things here and there to make stuff more comfortable. And if that means anything drastic I’ll let you guys know! But seriously though, from the bottom of my heart thanks for everyone being so kind and patient with me. ♡















