BRAINZAP!!

⚧Vee | any pronouns | born 2006 | white | I was made in a lab with no good qualities | on here since 2019⚧

[officefetish]

🎱!WELCOME!🎱

(Wip intro post) (under construction!!!)

This is my personal blog. It doesn't have a specific theme, I reblog and post whatever I want. I don't believe in DNI lists and don't wish to engage in any kind of discourse. I block freely, but I love interacting with people and making new friends, always. I speak English as my second language, sorry for any possible mistakes. I used to go by @/cats-and-dogs-and-cats from 2020 to 2026.

I am 19 years old. I'm autistic, plural (expand on that) and mentally disabled. I use all common pronouns, many neo, nounself and emojiself pronouns (add list) and go by multiple names (add list). I identify as many different, "contradictory" orientations but use the word "bisexual" as a shorthand. I also identify as most genders, including various xenogenders, as well as being perisex (?). I am polyamorous and am in a monoamorous lesbian relationship (do I include my yume bullshit?). I do not believe in any kind of binary when it comes to human experience and I hate bioessentialism.

I enjoy drawing, writing, character creation, worldbuilding, reading books, watching movies and journaling.

I'll use the comments section of this post to mark whether or not I took my meds -_-

[knownqueerbaiter]

strapjobs r awesome bc u can lowkey chew it a little if u want

[bisforbutch]

Chew on it Chewsday

[officefetish]

Washed my antidepressants down with 40% whiskey mhnghngmgnh giggles

[officefetish]

She's gonna tell my mom

[valtsv]

>fandom designated dom top character

>look inside

>overcompensating control freak who would benefit from cnc where they get hunted down and pinned like a butterfly speared on a needle

[valtsv]

i bet using your body as a human shield feels kind of good before it really doesn't

[officefetish]

Washed my antidepressants down with 40% whiskey mhnghngmgnh giggles

[naturalpr3y]

[officefetish]

I'm still trying to make a little intro post (because I think expressing myself more clearly online would help me with my around the clock dissociation) so I tried to start with a simple pronoun list but

I use roughly 300 pronouns because I'm just that woke. I don't think the into post would be "little" if I included even half of them.

[officefetish]

How does one do anything at all

[schizsune]

i love when women clearly have something wrong with them

[33gatinhos]

mandy sketches ( •̯́ ₃ •̯̀) saw 2 + 3

[dozydawn]

[colormush]

[officefetish]

It's really jarring for me to see other young people transition. I get that I'm 19 and there's still time and all, but I often see people my age on hrt/undergo gender affirming surgeries/change their names and none of these things are legal in my country, like it's simply not an option. I'm not even out yet, and I identified myself as trans ever since I was 12. Just 7 years of waiting for something that'll never happen. It's fine though, I guess. I like seeing other trans people happy and I like seeing older trans people start their transition. One day I will, too. Even if I'll be 30 or 40 or 50.

[elierlick]

You wouldn't know it from mainstream media, but cis lesbians are the most supportive group of trans people... even more than trans people ourselves!

Media doesn't present reality: it creates it. The moral panic over trans women in queer spaces is a contrived conflict invented to drive our community apart. But our movements are connected at their core, and we are stronger together.

[officefetish]

Genuinely how does one get off cariprazine the withdrawals are so bad both mentally and physically.

[officefetish]

Normal thing to look up

[wizardshark]

Listen I get it but you CANNOT use "sensory nightmare" as an excuse to avoid essential things. You HAVE to find a way to make it work, such as finding effective alternatives. But you can't just avoid it.

You need to eat some vegetables in your diet or you will become a lich.

You have to wear a life jacket or you will literally drown and die.

You need to be able to exist in public spaces with children.

You have to find a way.