June: Purple/Blue
29th: Red/Pink
Moon: Waxing Gibbous(63%)
“If someone ever tells me it’s a mistake to have Hope? Well then, i’ll just tell them, they’re wrong! And i’ll keep telling them until they believe. Now matter how many times it takes.”
“Sounds good to me!”
“?”
“If you think you can do it, Do it! I mean you found your reason to fight, yeah? And y’ain’t runnin away anymore, right? So there’s nothin holding you back! Anyway, now it’s time to get your ass in gear and go Full Steam Ahead!”
“^u^ Thanks a lot, Kyoko.”
I do hope you’ll all forgive the use of the english dub. When a day comes that features Kyoko and Madoka, I often talk about Kyoko’s place as a symbol of the culture magical girls formed and how it effected Madoka’s view and ultimately lead to her final wish. But I find i’ve neglected to mention how strong that influence really was.
When Madoka became hope, she spoke with two friends before her wish was granted; Mami, who introduce her to the world of magical girls.. and Kyoko, who solidified the realities of it. But where mami offers late caution, Kyoko only encourages her Determination.
We are never made clear if these were truly the girls’ spirits, or if this was Madoka’s internal mind affirming her decision to her. In the case of the latter, this truly speaks to the respect Madoka had for Kyoko, even after everything she’d seen from her. From the very beginning, Madoka was so determined to believe that magical girls could all get along; that if they worked with Kyoko instead of fighting her, it would be better for everyone! She believed that even when Sayaka made it clear how brutal their fight truly was; She believed that when the girls were about to fight again on the bridge; She believed that even after Sayaka had become a witch, and her belief was finally rewarded, with Kyoko offering her the very thing she was so certain would be the best answer: working together.
I Have also neglected Madoka’s effect on Kyoko throughout the final timeline, and this is a grave error on my part. Because while Kyoko may represent the culture of Magical Girls everywhere, the horrible ways you excuse inhuman decisions and work only for yourself.. it is only because her situation has forced her into that mindset. Kyoko was not wholey a bad person, and no matter how much she mocked the mindset that Mami had instilled in them, she took note of Madoka’s belief, and her relation to Sayaka.
Madoka was the one who verbalized that magical girls should be working together, even when she herself was not one. Madoka was the one who inadvertently revealed the true nature of their soul gems, a truth that deeply disturbed Kyoko. And when a truth Kyoko could not accept showed itself - the death and despair of Sayaka Miki - Madoka was the one person Kyoko was certain would help her, no matter how insane and unlikely their plot was. And when the hope of that situation faded, Kyoko fully acknowledged the mistake she had made; despite how she had treated humans before, she wanted Madoka to get to safety and not suffer for her own stupidity.
Madoka and Kyoko aren’t the strongest pairing by a long shot, but they are deeply tied together in their story and in their aspects. And really, this shouldn’t surprise anyone; Sacrifices are most often made in Hope, and Hope often drives one to Sacrifice. This can’t be more clear than the above conversation, the final moments of Madoka’s humanity. Through her massive Hope, Madoka made the greatest Sacrifice she could, erasing her existence and becoming only a concept. In this moment, the muse of sacrifice can say nothing more than Full Steam Ahead, and Madoka is fully ready to accept this fate.
Sacrifices are often a necessary component to seeing your Hopes realized. It can be extremely hard, and we often fall into Despair when it seems like our actions have been for nothing. But they are never for nothing. All of the despair that was felt across all of those timelines didn’t mean nothing, because Hope refused to let it. No matter how bloody the crawl, no matter how much pain is endured, as long as Hope and Determination push you forward, your Sacrifices will not be forgotten. Progress is made on Hope’s stubborn patience.
It may feel like the world is truly falling apart sometimes, and that everything you’ve lost has been pointless; that it’s hopeless. But this isn’t true. If the existing system is built to lead to despair and make your hopes pointless, then you break that system. if the world falls apart, then so be it; you’ll create a new one with the shattered pieces. A better world where your hopes can shine. When you do that, all of that pain, all of that sacrifice, it becomes the story of how you got here.
Please, if you are feeling despaired in these insane times, i beg you to think of all the progress that’s been made in the world over the course of human history. All of the fights that have been won, all of the struggles that have bloomed into a more beautiful world. Now look at your worries again.. these are fights that have not yet been won.
The majority of magical girls before her did not get to see what the world they created would look like. But every last one of them lead to the world that created Madoka Kaname. As long as you keep your hopes burning fiercely, they will be realized. even if you don’t see them, you have to believe that someone will carry your torch. It’s the very nature of the world that Hope will continuously change it, and move us towards the future that we so furiously strive for.
And sometimes, you will have to consider what sacrifices you are willing to make to see that future become a reality.