Marisol Garcia

Just a random teenage girl with a laptop,phone,and spare time...

[coral]

“The sad truth is the truth is sad.”

— Lemony Snicket, The Hostile Hospital (via coral)

[n0tyourlover]

[animalsnaps]

2000’s R&B is actually the best thing ever

therelatabletexts (via therelatabletexts)

[officialmarisol]

Frida Kahlo quotes for the signs

Aries: "Feet, what do I need them for if I have wings to fly."

Taurus: "Take a lover who looks at you like maybe you're a Bourbon biscuit"

Gemini: "Nothing is worth more than laughter. It is strength to laugh and to abandon oneself, to be light. Tragedy is the most ridiculous thing."

Cancer: "I paint myself because I am so often alone and because I am the subject I know best"

Leo: "I leave you my portrait so that you will have my presence all the days and nights that I am away from you."

Virgo: "The most important part of my body is my brain. Of my face I like the eyebrows and eyes. Aside from that, I like nothing. My head is too small."

Libra: "I love you more than my own skin"

Scorpio: "I want to be inside your darkest everything."

Sagittarius: "Nothing is absolute. Everything changes, everything moves, everything revolves, everything flies and goes away."

Capricorn: "I'm in agreement with everything my father taught me and nothing my mother taught me."

Aquarius: "I wish I could do whatever I liked behind the curtain of 'madness'. Then: I’d arrange flowers, all day long, I’d paint; pain, love and tenderness, I would laugh as much as I feel like at the stupidity of others, and they would all say: 'Poor thing, she’s crazy!' (Above all I would laugh at my own stupidity.) I would build my world which while I lived, would be in agreement with all the worlds. The day, or the hour, or the minute that I lived would be mine and everyone else’s - my madness would not be an escape from 'reality'".

Pisces: "I drank to drown my sorrows, but the damned things learnt how to swim."

[thelovejournals]

I would just like to be where you are; I would just like to trust you and love you and be with you. Only with you. Inside of you, around you, in all conceivable and inconceivable places. I would like to be where you are.

Frida Kahlo, The Diary Of Frida Kahlo: An Intimate Self-Portrait (via thelovejournals)

[numbteenagers]

I think about dying but I don’t want to die. Not even close. In fact my problem is the complete opposite. I want to live, I want to escape. I feel trapped and bored and claustrophobic. There’s so much to see had so much to do but I somehow still find myself doing nothing at all. I’m here in this metaphorical bubble of existence and I can’t quite figure out what the hell I’m doing or how to get out of it.

- mh (via numbteenagers)

[queenbeelibra]

signs after a hard break up

Aries - “Fuck it, why should I care?”

Taurus - “I don’t really think anything of it.” (secretly cries, a lot. hides feelings.)

Gemini - “I hate him/her!” “I still love him/her.”

Cancer - ( cries a lot. doesn’t talk about it. )

Leo - “Fuck this I have eight other hoes who want me, that bitch was barely worth my time.”

Virgo - “There was probably a good reason. But fuck them.”

Libra - “lmao but they still like me as a friend right”

Scorpio - “BREAK UP SEX?”

Sagittarius - “Okay…” (doesn’t respond well to being asked about it)

Capricorn - “My life’s probably better without them.”

Aquarius - “I’m pretty fucking hurt to be honest.”

Pisces - “I care about you still. But I don’t want you. You’re a dick.”

[depression-stays-but-you-dont]

I’ve never felt more empty.

(via depression-stays-but-you-dont)

[fxck-every-1]

Do you know what? You can pretend as much as you want that I wasn’t the right girl, that I did shit to you that was unforgivable, that I was a horrible person but the truth was I was the best thing that ever fucking happened to you. I’ve loved you unconditionally since year 8, through every girl, through every fight, through every fucking tear, I loved you. I dropped my fucking everything to make sure your little something was okay, I loved you beyond the stars, I sheltered you, I fucking did everything that was beyond my limits to see you smile and you’re going to realise that. I swear to god you’re going to realise it one day when you’re with her. She’s not going to yell like I do, she’s not going to laugh like I did, she’s not going to cherish you like I did. She won’t get mad at silly little things, she won’t annoy you, she won’t invite herself over 24/7, she’s not going to spend your money, she’s not going to beg for you to buy her food, she’s not going to get in trouble for you, she’s not going to become apart of your family, she’s not going to walk like I do, she’s not going to talk like I do, she’s not going to kiss or tease you like I did, she’s not going to fucking love you like I did. And at that point it’s going to hit you so hard that I was the right girl, that I was so perfect for you and that I went through so much to be there for you. Yeah okay, I may not have the prettiest eyes or be talented and I may be a hell of a bitch sometimes but I can place money on the fact that I’ve loved you through thick and thin and i pray that you’re going to realise that sooner or later because I will not wait forever. My hearts attatched yes but I can’t waste my everything on a guy that doesn’t appreciate it, and the day you realise, I hope it’s a day where I am still waiting because when I leave its my last straw. And you will be losing the best girl that you’ve ever came across, I can do so much for you, I will go through anything to prove that to you, but she’s there grabbing all your attention. It’s going to hit you and I might not be there to pick up all your pieces like usual because fuck if you’re the wrong guy for me, I can not wait to meet the right one because they are going to get everything I’m willing to give you and you’re going to take notice of that.

something lil (via fxck-every-1)

[nwumb]

Some things i wish had the courage to tell you, when you left. // We almost made it happenings Pt 1.

[nwumb]

“We are less than something but more than nothing” // We almost made it happenings pt.2 My Writing & Edit.

[girlinsightposts-blog]

[th-ugh-life]

he’s the drug i never expected to get addicted to

and fuck the withdrawal is hitting me hard (via th-ugh-life)

[loveserum-deactivated20191021]

I asked my mom how she dealt with my dad leaving all the time for all of his business trips And she told me it just made her miss him more I guess when you left I thought you were leaving so that you could come back and tell me how how much you missed me That you realized that you fucking love me But we’re not my mom and dad this isn’t a movie So when I called you at 4 in the morning To tell you that his mouth doesn’t taste as good as yours your girlfriend picked up And she was whispering because you’re a light sleeper Which I didn’t know because you told me that you like sleeping alone I guess what I’m trying to say is that we’re not my mom and dad and this isn’t a fucking movie I know that you won’t call in the morning

Somebody asked me what made me move on (via veincold)

[fxck-every-1]

The truth is, I’m hopelessly in love with you. I said it many times to you, and I’ll say it many times about you. I’m crazy, I’m obsessive, I’m needy, I’m protective, I don’t care. I fell in love with you, and now I don’t know how to fall out of love. Now I don’t know where to put the memories, how to shake the thought of you and the truth is I fucking miss you. God damn, I want to hate you, I want to feel my blood boil at the thought of you, but I have nothing to hate you for. All you ever did was shower me with love, how could I hate you for making me happy? How could I hate somebody so innocently perfect? I miss you, I miss us, I miss the way you used to look at me and I miss the way you talk. I miss your stupid walk and your gross facial hair, I miss the tiny little things that I used to tease you for because now I don’t get to laugh at them. I took everything for granted, I took our entire relationship for granted because I made up in my head that it was forever, that for once a boy wasn’t lying to me. And I was so damn stupid to think that, to fall in love as if there was no tomorrow because of course you were going to leave and of course you were lying. What do I have that is so special? Nothing, I got nothing. And now you’re gone, gone for good and I’m left here not knowing what the fuck to do. Not knowing where to place all this love and not knowing how to smile on my own. You carried me through so much and dropped me like I was nothing, like everything we went through was all just a dream, and I guess now I’m living a fucking nightmare

I’m missing you (via fxck-every-1)

[yesixicana]

My dad became a US citizen today.

As much as I rage about this imperialist country, I cannot belittle my dad’s enthusiasm and joy when he called me to tell me the news.

He was so excited because now he can petition to have my abuelita come to the US and be able to see my tio whom she hasn’t seen in over 20 years.

As many ups and downs we both have had, my dad is such a g! With only a third grade education my dad gets shit done!

[a-flightlxss-bird]

Fucking kill me