with every passing hour i get more angry. and part of that anger is really selfish. yes the industry killed liam and it fractured a family and it stole a lifelong friend from people etc. all of that comes first obviously because i didn’t know liam but my god. he played such an integral part in defining my teenage years and the industry killed a part of my childhood. i can’t ever look back at one direction photos or videos or listen to their music without knowing that liam is dead. he is part of the reason i met my bestest friends in the whole world and he’s dead now because of a system that was supposed to protect him. and i do feel childish selfish anger about it because now an entire decade+ of my life is altered. i’m angry on liam’s behalf but i’m also angry for all the versions of me who thought i’d have one direction until i’m old and grey
