Depressed Unicorn

Kat (they/them), queer the cynical dark minded Unicorn. Want to die? So do I. Get in the shit bus we're heading to Hell.

[ofinkandflames]

Lesson learned. Don't eat a shit ton of pasta and then try to swallow 3 edibles. I'm so pissed at myself for throwing it up. Good weed fucking wasted.

[bpderanged]

I'm sorry if I'm difficult to deal with. I don't know how to deal with myself either.

[ofinkandflames]

So far I've read 66 books this year. :)

If it wasn't for depression, it would be a hell of a lot more.

[ofinkandflames]

Usually, when I get high I just eat a bunch of snack cakes and watch Ghost Adventures over and over... however last night I somehow drew a rough sketch of a tattoo design and ate six eggs for some reason and the only way I know is because I just found the pictures on my phone. It was the same weed I always use I don't know why it hit so differently. Literally only have the barest hint of recollection.

[ofinkandflames]

Unveiled a tiny bit of trauma today at the therapist. Don't know whether be proud or scared that I accidentally revealed so much.

[ofinkandflames]

I find it absolute bullshit that a manager put me in a shitty situation where I tried my fucking best and now the same manager has denied me the 1 day I requested off for next month. They can fuck off. I should put in a transfer request in. They think that I fucked them over? Wait till I'm no longer there.

[ofinkandflames]

[ofinkandflames]

I have no appetite whatsoever but my stomach won't shut the fuck up. Food is so unappealing when you just want to die.

[wh0isvee-deactivated20250602]

Y'all be like "listen to the voice in your head!" bro that mf wants me to choke people

[allkindsofmessy]

I don't need therapy, I need to die

[ofinkandflames]

Just wanna tell the world to go fuck itself but I need groceries and some goddamn cheesecake. Fuck I hate dealing with people but I guess I'm leaving the house then. At least I can have a cigarette while I drive.

[livingfortherainydays]

[bpderanged]

My ability to spiral without any real reason needs to be studied.

[ofinkandflames]

Stupid pot flavored burps lol.

[ofinkandflames]

I thought being on vacation would help. So why have I locked myself in my hotel room, crying my eyes out, and am so depressed at this point I don't even have the energy to cut or get high? Fuck these fucking emotions.

[ch3rryb1tez]

No one cares how bad you’re getting until it affects them.

[ofinkandflames]

How is it that I'm on vacation and I'm just as depressed as ever? It would have been cheaper just to stay home. Now I'm stuck in a hotel room watching a bunch of dvds because I have no motivation to go anywhere. I'm supposed to get my tattoo tomorrow and honestly I'm not even excited for it anymore.