(dammed.)

recgonize that i could be the eye, the eye of the storm. originally est as cfpariahs in 2017

[ofpariahs]

                                          S H O W T I M E

                       ❤ & ↺ if interested in writing with joker from persona 5

personals do not interact

[zkac-deactivated20200610]

*makes a jerking off motion every time someone with authority talks*

[fillianore-moved]

that trope when a character has had nightmares for years and years and has basically learned to survive on four hours of sleep, and then they get to sleep through the night with no bad dreams once their so is next to them because they feel calm and safe after so long… it always makes me very very soft :(

[ofpariahs]

@cinderworn​

  the trees in inokashira park were starting to change color. from green to orange and brown. vibrant to dull. he could kind of relate. a world that seemed to speed by around him at one point almost seemed to twist at his fingertips. like he could easily wrap it around a finger and control it. the power to reshape society. to save people. to change the world. it seemed so impossible at first, but recently the idea felt real. as the others worried about fame and popularity, akira had become distant. his goal remained unchanged. he only wanted people to believe in the phantom thieves because he wanted them to feel protected. he wanted people to know they could rely on them to ease their burdens. but slowly, the string from his fingertips slipped away. and now he found it wrapped around his throat. 

  it was funny, when he first got to tokyo, he only ever heard that he was some evil criminal in school. constantly, people whispered. and now, it’s the same. they just don’t know it’s him they’re talking about. he can’t get the image out of his head. okumura’s death. it was like a bad dream. and for a long time, he wondered. what had he messed up? why? what had he done wrong? was it because of the self-destruct on the spaceship? had they gone too far? the guilt weighed on him. he was a piece of shit, sure... but he didn’t want to kill him. he didn’t want to put haru through that. and now... he isn’t even sure he can trust her. or anyone. if the police talk to the others, what will they say? nothing on purpose, but mistakes could happen. what about mishima? he still believes in them, but it was likely he could slip up. 

 his mind raced at all times. every single person could be watching him. everyone who knows the truth could turn on him. he can’t sleep. he can barely eat. the guilt and fear morphed into something he couldn’t handle. and he can’t even talk to morgana. it would just worry him and the others. he was the leader. he had to be strong. he had to be sure. but he wasn’t. he was just a dumb kid that was in over his head. 

 and now, kasumi had invited him out. she knew the truth and she didn’t even like the phantom thieves. did she think he killed someone? he was jumpy. worried she may have called the cops. despite the fact that he trusts her. he knows she wouldn’t hurt him. but something in his mind keeps replaying a scene of him being arrested. he rests his elbows on his knees, burying his face in his hands. calm down... he tries to take slow breaths. he knew the risks when he started doing this... and yet here he was. 

 when he hears soft footsteps close by, he raises his head up. he doesn’t get up from his seat, but he does look at her. he wishes he had the strength to even force a smile, but it doesn’t come. he just hopes she doesn’t notice how worried and sleep deprived he looks. 

 “ah, hey kasumi.” he subconsciously averts his gaze from her. “sorry, i got here a little early. guess i got lucky with the train.” a weak and forced chuckle. “what’s up?” 

[bringsruin]

ᴵᵗ'ˢ ᶰᵒᵗ ᵇᵉᶜᵃᵘˢᵉ ᵗʰᵉ ˡᶤᵍʰᵗ ʰᵉʳᵉ ᶤˢ  brighter / ᴬᶰᵈ ᶤᵗ'ˢ ᶰᵒᵗ ᵗʰᵃᵗ ᴵ'ᵐ evil / ᴵ ʲᵘˢᵗ ᵈᵒᶰ'ᵗ ˡᶤᵏᵉ ᵗᵒ pretend                             That I could ever be your friend

                           ᴵ ᶜᵒᵘˡᵈ ᶰᵉᵛᵉʳ ᵇᵉ ʸᵒᵘʳ ᶠʳᶤᵉᶰᵈ ᴵ ᶰᵉᵛᵉʳ ᶰᵉᵉᵈᵉᵈ ᵃ ᶠʳᶤᵉᶰᵈ ᴵ ᵈᵒᶰ'ᵗ ʷᵃᶰᶰᵃ ᵇᵉ ᶠʳᶤᵉᶰᵈˢ

[littlemusings]

[aaestheticbabyyy]

“I don’t know what’s real anymore”

[deviika]

Finja Brandenburg // unknown

[phntmhrts-deactivated20220225]

𝐓𝐀𝐊𝐄 𝐘𝐎𝐔𝐑 𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐑𝐓 !

                                                                    — stolen by rei. 

[thoughtkick]

“There are some people who could hear you speak a thousand words and still not understand you. And there are others who will understand without you even speaking a word.”

— Yasmin Mogahed

[aliienatcd]

Just to be clear - 

        Even if we have never interacted, you are more than welcome to send me memes. Sentence memes, text memes, questions about my muse. It’s a great way to start something new between muses. If you want to interact, but none of my starters are interesting, send me a meme. If you want to know my muse better, send me a meme. If you just have nothing better to do and want to see if something will develop between our muses, send me a meme. 

[rpsourcedmemes]

Send 🗝 to force my muse to talk about a topic they never want to speak of

We all have a chapter we don’t read aloud, use this to free that bottled up emotion.

[daihaiba]

his whole life in one hand

[naughtyandnicerpmemes]

Reblog this if you don't mind if male muns play female muses, female muns play male muses, etc.

[ashberrrry]

serotonin where you at tf?

[satyriconmp3]

the best love language is being irritating

[satyriconmp3]

i will annoy you because i love you <3

[ofpariahs]

//I feel bad that I hc akira's birthday to be in like December but I'm too attached to the hc to let it go now