* / lunar lacrimosa.

𝘢 𝘥𝘺𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘭𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵 𝘢𝘮𝘪𝘥 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘳𝘭𝘦𝘴𝘴 𝘴𝘬𝘺 ...

[enshijou]

... tell me, what does the shining world look like from on high ? 

death is not the opposite of life, but a existential part of its poignant symphony. it is the lonesome voice that calls out in the middle of the night, the spectral heart being a cenotaph shadowed by sacrifice.

ind. highly sel. and canon - divergent portrayal of ryoji mochizuki from the persona 3 series. persona rpc adjacent. heavily inspired by greek mythology, non - localised medias & personal headcanons. as woven by posi. established 13 / 4 / 19. please read all pages before interacting.

huge credit to jolyne ( @darkadelic​​​ ) for such a gorgeous header ! 💙

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whispering prophecies of death alongside : foolshoujo, orphilos, magarula, lunaete, lunaetis, svpernovae & sleuthprince. 

[shiemi-blog]

[chzzzcake]

mr. mochizuki is still living in my heart rent free

[corvidcrowned]

LIVING 💥 DEAD 💥 GIRL💥

[enshijou]

there. my secret deeds done for this morning. 🤫 i'll probably be lurking for the remainder of the day / weekend, undecided if it is time to go on another little impromptu trip. knowing myself, i probably will succumb. i do love my travelling. i also regret to inform that fire emblem has also seized my brain for the last few days and i can't put it down...

[lunaetis]

AT THE BEGINNING OF THE END ; WHERE THE NIGHT MEETS THE STAR ; I SEE YOU eden & ryoji ( @enshijou ) // art commission by : Tori

he was like me. your eyes met his in the dark, yet something about him called out to you. the way those azure hues glowed in the dark seemed to match the liquid gold in yours that later became almost impossible to look away. beings made for tragedy, ones that were created to bring the end. you didn't like to call it fate, this meeting, for it felt like neither of you had no choice in the matter. after all, when he smiled at you as you placed your hand onto his outstretched one, you knew for sure it was you who made that decision. that the cold fingertips of his a striking contrast to yours and they made you hold them tighter all the same. you didn't like the face he made when he looked up at the sky. the face that spelled of melancholia as though he was alone in this very world. it made your heart ache, but it was so hauntingly beautiful that you couldn't tear your gaze away. whenever you look out into the vast canvas of the galaxy, you were counting the time you could return to him for you knew he would be looking up at the sky with only the moon as his companion. you despised the idea of leaving him alone. as you traced the ring he gave you on your finger, you made a promise to yourself to return to him. and with the streak of light across the night, you came back as promised. you'd always find him no matter how dark the sky is, for he is the night to your star.

[inkpressedpetals]

[em1e]

what made u guys pick ur url's !

[enshijou]

i would post a little promo of my own if i did have a half decent one to hop on the mutual bandwagon, but number one, i am old, two being that i am awkward despite the length of time it has been and three, i think i am just comfortable with my writing showcasing what i am all about. 🙂‍↕️ that, and i think as the years have gone by, i have grown a bit more self - conscious for no reason at all but my brain telling itself that it is not allowed to. alas, lack of confidence prohibits me. i say this when i have finally obtained the confidence to chase after what i would like to do. the duality of thoughts...

there is a little part of me that wants to be brave and venture out more as i did when i was younger, but maybe i am just better sticking with my current environment as it stands. 🙂‍↕️ oh, to be stubborn. i think i like being that little sneaky and subdued presence on dash as time has went on, giving support in the background.

[magarula]

please speak with words that go beyond the heart…   ❥     a private, canon divergent yukari takeba of persona 3, penned by theo.   ©

[vinditia]

As for what comes next... would you do the honors?

[ . . . ] #𝐕𝐈𝐍𝐃𝐈𝐓𝐈𝐀 —— an independent, mildly selective & mutuals - only writing blog for EITO AOTSUKI, 'the voice of reason' or 'the angel of death'. 18+, established june 2026 and highly crossover friendly. hated, loathed, despised and deeply loved by lia. [ . . . ] art credit.

[enshijou]

5 birthdays, 80 hours of work, upcoming trip to london and further planning for japan in october and the gentle whisperings of a potential two new muses in my mind, all in the space of this week and next. such a busy schedule. i probably should contemplate a little multi at this stage, but i dare not abandon this bloggo. i have invested far too many years that i have grown deeply attached. this will always be the primary bloggo. i never, ever thought i would ever have another muse and here i am with three others already, with a potential two more.

[enshijou]

thank you z, for encouraging me ! i truly do believe we were destined to meet for a reason !!! yet another little mention of an idea and concoctions begin... all of my blorbos, current and future, are now forever yours. they are in good hands with you. 🌟🙂‍↕️🤝

[enshijou]

5 birthdays, 80 hours of work, upcoming trip to london and further planning for japan in october and the gentle whisperings of a potential two new muses in my mind, all in the space of this week and next. such a busy schedule. i probably should contemplate a little multi at this stage, but i dare not abandon this bloggo. i have invested far too many years that i have grown deeply attached. this will always be the primary bloggo. i never, ever thought i would ever have another muse and here i am with three others already, with a potential two more.

[enshijou]

what does your heart look like ?

your heart is a bird struggling to get loose. your heart can never hold still. it pounds against your chest frantically, always turning your sights to one thing after the next. when was the last time you were certain ? the last time your life was stable ? maybe this is how you prefer things. on the move constantly, not tied down to one person or place. you chase one goal after the next. can you ever really feel complete without a place to land ? shouldn’t you build yourself a nest ?

✧ —  tagged by : @vinditia ! ( thank you, thank you ! )

✧ —  tagging : please feel free to steal from me.

[spoiky]

Friend inside me

[foolshoujo]

FOOLSHOUJO; you who wish to safeguard the future, however limited it may be, will be given one year; go forth without falter, with your heart as your guide.   / private & mutuals only, crossover & oc friendly. org est. 2k14, rebooted 2k23. evoked by modorelin farllee. NON-RP BLOGS DNI.

[spiraphobia]