joxeia @ofseafroth - Tumblr Blog

anyways i’m not going to engage with any of y’all anymore:) y’all can continue to anonymously post and message me (at least i am not hiding). this whole thing gives chronically online and that is something i’ve worked too hard on no longer being. i have a life that i love and enjoy offline. i’m deleting this app again so unfortunately, whatever it is y’all want for me, you’re not going to get. i know what i’ve said and done and at the end of the day, y’all don’t have to like me and i certainly do not like y’all. i can, with certainty, say that i never have and never will be so obsessed with a random person online. enjoy the photo dump!

I know u feel like ur under fire right now, n having ppl infiltrating ur server is rude. The truth of this entire situation that I've been seeing is simple: I've seen the way u talk to ppl from back when I was in the server, if ppl r talking about how u've bullied them or how they're posting stuff w/ ss about u and ur friends, it's because u did something to them. And don't deny it, because u have done shit. U expect ppl to let bygones be bygones when u refuse to do the same (ur entire post w/ss proves it) u r extremely rude right off the bat. You treat ppl like they're not humans with feelings n lives n their own problems, but then turn around n act shocked when they treat u the same? The hypocrisy is astounding. Nobody should be telling u to take ur meds, thats ur choice, but at the same time if ur not taking them and u r pretty open about having bpd, ur behaviour makes sense but it doesn't make it right n doesn't give u an excuse to treat ppl like shit. Everything ur dealing with rn is backlask for the bs u've been pulling in this fandom since u were 15. While personally I no longer am part of it, and honestly probably will never be again, this one's on u. U can't expect ppl to to just forgive n forget when ur still harping on to any1 n every1 who will listen about anyone who has ever dared to cross u. So maybe think about that. U may not be evil incarnate, most ppl arent, but u've been acting the way u have and u're just getting the same treatment back and whining about it.

unless you post solid proof of me actually attacking people and not just defending myself i do not want to hear it. y’all have continuously made these baseless claims about me because y’all expect me to be nice in every single situation even when people aren’t being nice back. i have never had a single person genuinely tell me in midst of a conversation they did not like how i was speaking because i would 100% own up to it then. if i am such a mean and terrible person, leave me alone! i have never gone so far as to create a whole blog to hate on anyone in this fandom. i have never continuously come at someone the way y’all come for me. i am also not looking for any of yall to forgive or forget because i am not asking you for forgiveness. y’all can dislike me all you want, that’s okay, but this blog shit is borderline harassment but it’s okay cause it’s me.

hii i finally managed to get back into this account and i originally wasn’t going to do this because it feels ridiculous but the more i think about what is being said about me, it grosses me out.

before i address anything, i wanna say i will not be allowing anyone else to join the uc server. idk how to turn off invites or if that is even possible but if you join the server, you will be automatically banned. i’m tired of being infiltrated by people with ill intentions.

firstly, i want to remind y’all i am just a person. i am not a celebrity, influencer, or author (yet…). i’m not sure why i have this much power over people who can easily choose to ignore and block me. instead i have had multiple people infiltrate my server to find things to talk shit about. it’s completely unhinged.

i have been in the fandom since i was 15. there are certainly things i should probably apologize for. i was very much hot headed and loose lipped and spoke first without thinking about people’s feelings. i’m choosing to acknowledge that but i will not apologize for it. i have proven time and time again that every single “bullying” interaction i had was because people had chose to attack me first. i stand 10 toes down on my actions but when i call these people out, you guys choose to act as if you did not provoke me first or did not see me being provoked first simply because you dislike me. i am not a timid person and i am not afraid to stick up for myself.

second- i think yall have really built up the relationship i have with rotty. while i do consider him a friend, we are not as close as y’all try to act like we are. the last time i spoke to him one on one was when he took the series down. before that, it was years. again, i love him as an author and i consider him a friend for sure but i think he would agree we are just not that close. when it came to the jo x hades oneshot, i started jokingly tagging him to write one shots of random ships i had. it wasn’t just jo and hades. when he agreed to do so, that was HIS choice. i had no idea what he was going to write and i had no idea he was going to make it canon. i did not proof read it. it does not matter if you think hades would never act like that or jo would never blah blah blah- at the end of the day, these are rotty’s characters. rotty is the author. these characters do not belong to y’all. i am not rotty’s lapdog, i’m not his puppeteer or vice versa.

third- this is a small tidbit but ridley is an IRL of mine. when they came to visit, we decided to ask the (tarot) cards which characters would bottom for me. i want to remind yall these are fictional characters. i am not fucking them. you saying these characters would be disgusted by me in this context is absolutely fucking insane. they are not real! and to act like i’m preying on these characters because some of them have experienced SA- please shut up. these are fictional victims but even REAL victims are allowed to be sexually active. and they are. now on the topic of seven- i definitely fucked up there. when we got to him, i was running out of characters. he was the first to pop up into my head and i completely forgot the fact he’s a teenager.

fourth- telling me i need to take my meds or get on meds is EXTREMELY ableist. i am open about my struggle with my mental health but i hate to tell y’all- i am the most healthiest i’ve been in my life. i have friends i love, i see my family, i love my job, i live in my own apartment and pay my goddamn bills. trying to throw my mental health in my face is disgusting.

fifth - at this point, i’m running out of things to address so speed run: i don’t care if you don’t agree with my opinions- i have a whole channel dedicated to hot takes. i do not surround myself with people who agree with every single thought of mine. i do not have a rape fetish. rotty is not my minion, i am not theirs.

a lot of y’all act like you know me so definitively just because you’ve interacted with me twice. you guys do not know the first thing about me. please move on. having a blog centered around me (because yes…it is. i’m mentioned in almost every single post), is very absurd.

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i don't use tumblr AT ALL but i think this is the one place i can show screenshots where everyone will see them.

i am tired of holly, ria, the original tumblr poster, and whoever this SadisticCupid is pretending theyre not at any fault for the recent idiotic drama.

holly is a person who is have had a falling out with some years ago. 2020, i believe, when the server was first made. the situation entailed her getting upset over a friend and i making jokes about white people. both my friend and i are half white. she claims i called her a cracker, i don't remember, so i wont deny or confirm that. she sent her friend ria to harass me on my message board after i made an all poc server. it immediately sprung into an argument of course and i blocked ria after ria compared me to my abusive mother. i have not spoken to her nor kept up with her until 2023.

however, holly joins my server AGAIN pretending to be someone else. she ends up leaving again after sharing art of UC ocs and i went "those are some white ass names" immediately following a compliment of her artwork. ss below. she leaves, she rejoins and claims she was bullied in the server. this was after she wouldnt let people promo the server on the UC insta and said the server was filled with bullies. i immediately took that accusation seriously and asked her to point out who bullied her because when we went back in the conversation, there was only that one thing i did. as soon as we pulled out screenshots, she began claiming she was bullied in dms and couldn't remember the conversation. she leaves AGAIN. she rejoins and a mod immediately recognizes her. when called out, she denies that shes the same person until i finally tell her i know its her. we have a conversation in the dms, every thing is resolved.

amidst a conversation about lucifer's flaws, specifically the rape of hades, holly jumps in and begins calling hades a whore. we all know how much holly likes lucifer. we tell her to stop calling him a whore, it was weird with the conversation we were having, and another member even explained it further.

she slut shames cain. i tell her to stop with the slut shaming. i have a rule in my server to be respectful on how you speak on fictional characters bc while they are fictional, there are things in the series that reflect real life situations. i.e : rape. i told her i dress similarly to cain. the constant slut shaming was just not a good feeling.

now the stupid business with the one shot. i have said repeatedly how i do not care how people feel about the one shot whether you like it or not. there was some valid criticisms esp with the first publication that i cannot have an opinion on because i did not read the pre edited version. we had screenshotted some comments that we felt were dramatic and found funny. not once did we come after anyone who genuinely had criticism about the one shot. she comes in out of no where and tells a mod to shut up and move on. of course we are not going to respond well to that. NOT ONCE did anyone treat her similarly when we disagreed with her. ill add screenshots as well.

i will also add screenshots of the conversation i had with the person who wrote that one tumblr post and anything i think is also relevant. claiming i manipulated them into taking my side is crazy.

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more screenshots i forgot.

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