from the very moment monique laid eyes upon him, ali shah was the one person in the entire castle that made her wish that she was more. she wished that she was more social, more attractive, more of everything. she wanted to be everything he could have wanted, but she never could imagine ever living up to her imaginary standards. for months, she was almost certain that he was glancing at her just before she would longingly stare at him. unfortunately, the caribbean beauty had little to no experience with romance and couldn’t tell if she was looking into things or not. over the past few weeks, she had stepped up her advances, leaving the prince short notes and doodles, anything to coyly confess her affection.
as the cold months came to smother out the warm breezes and bright days, the more monique found herself growing restless. she made an effort to speak with him more, to try her hardest to win his attention, and it seemed like it was working. somehow, the brunette had convinced ali to venture out into the cold, frozen wasteland that lay rest outside of the palace, a marvelous feat that she couldn’t have been more excited about. she had asked him to meet her in the courtyard, hoping to avoid the wondering glances that would have been passed their way had they walked out together. bundled up from head to toe in thick, warm winter wear, the brunette sat beside the fountain. black, curly hair and the dark red coat that covered her body were both stark contrasts to the pale grey and white that blanketed the world around her. puffs of snow flew up into the air as she kicked at the white ground while patiently waiting. for a brief moment, she pondered whether or not she had made a mistake in asking him to join her. perhaps it was the cold that nipped at her bottom that made her uneasy, or maybe, just maybe, it was the nagging fear of rejection that made her stomach churn.
there was something about her, something that ali couldn’t put his finger on. he’d seen plenty of girls both in his life, and around the castle, but none of them struck a reaction the way monique did. he could look at her for hours and be captivated by even the smallest things she did. he could only hope that maybe, just maybe, she shared his sentiments. he wasn’t girl dumb, at least, not completely; he’s had his fair share of relationships in the past, but ali was never all that great at reading signals. from their interactions so far, he wanted to think that he wasn’t reading into it and seeing something that wasn’t there, but he didn’t want to form any conclusions just yet. in all honesty, he wanted to be everything she wanted, and then some. even if she hadn’t aided his crush with her notes ( that he secretly saved ), he still would have hoped that one day he could be something to her.
winter came in a rush. there were no warnings, no memos, nothing. but it wasn’t like ali was complaining; he always loved the colder season, and the little weather shifts that came along with it. to make it better, monique had invited him to share the moment with her. he dressed himself in several layers to conserve heat, all while trying to make it seem like he put forth an effort to look nice for her, which in the end just consisted of him dressing entirely in black –– glasses included. in his eyes, everything about today was perfect. but as much as he wanted to tell himself that this would be the day he’d finally confess his feelings for her, he knew that once he was standing in front of her, he’d overthink it and end up not saying anything at all. that all became reality when he saw her by the fountain, it was like a massive wave of nerves hit him at once, which only seemed to get worse as he slowly approached her. he couldn’t fathom how someone could be so beautiful. ❝ nice weather we’re having, huh? ❞ he asked, then regretted it immediately after for obvious reasons. ❝ well, not nice, i mean, maybe not for you, but i really like snow. uh –– ❞ he took a second to form a coherent sentence, one that made him sound like he had a solid grasp on the english language. ❝ how are you? ❞