She chuckled to herself, happy to have some appreciation shown for her own jokes ( she was quite proud of them, after all ). But the amusement wavered a little as the conversation took a more serious turn — not that she minded. Blake may have been worried about “harshing the vibe” ( she made a mental note to tease him for using that phrase later ), but Piper had never really been one to avoid serious topics of conversation. It was all a part of life. Besides, hadn’t she expected some more somber conversations when she’d offered her number to him? It was only natural after such a sudden and unexpected loss, and better he talk to her about it than keep it all bottled up.
TO: BLAKE YOUNG
Uh huh… I could see how schmoozing would be one of your greatest
strengths. Let me guess, you send everyone gift baskets? And here I
thought I was special. 😉
If you can dream it, you can do it!! ✨Isn’t that the saying? Not sure
that’s a goal you’d want to aspire to, though.
We are, yeah. My brother lives out in New York, so I don’t get to see
him as often as I’d like, but I spend a lot of time with my sister and her
family. We got really close after my mom died a couple years ago and
we realized we were on our own.
It happens… It’s easy to get caught up in what’s going on in your own life.
Even easier to assume that you’ll always have tomorrow to talk to someone.
And no matter how much time you have with the people you love, it’ll never
be enough.
I probably can’t be a proper judge, and forgive me if I’m overstepping,
but I’m sure your sister loved the time you two did have together.
How long had it been since Blake had enjoyed a real, deep connection with someone? Especially a woman, no less. How long had it been since he’d let the blinders fall away and faced his fears, his pain, and all his shortcomings? It was difficult, but easier with Piper. She made it easy.
There were so many things he wanted to tell her, but they were likely inappropriate considering the situation. Blake wanted to tell her she wasn’t like any woman he’d met in a long, long time. Blake wanted to tell her when he’d bought her the gift basket, he’d taken time to hand-select every pastry that went into it. Blake wanted to tell her he wished he could have seen her face when she read the card and found out it was from him. Blake wanted to tell her he fought back and forth over sending flowers, too. But he didn’t because at the end of the day, boyfriend or no ( he was still convinced she must have one ), the truth was Blake didn’t deserve someone like Piper in his life. He’d done nothing to deserve someone like her.
TO: DOCTOR PIPER SUTTON
You’re not overstepping… you might actually be the
only person I’ve talked to about this. Everyone I know,
I know through work and they’re so wrapped up in work
they can’t take five minutes to try and understand me when
I try and talk about this stuff. It’s just not our style I guess.
It’s good you’re close with your siblings. I’m sorry to hear
about your mom, that must have been really hard.
I just wish I could have been there more, but I guess that’s
what everyone thinks when someone leaves them so abruptly.
I turned my back on my family for the most part. Skipped a
lot of Christmases, thanksgivings, sent cards and money
thinking that’d make up for me being absent. Ignored calls.
Any way I could be a bad, absent brother or son, I pretty much
was. I got worse after our parents passed. I couldn’t handle it.
It’s too late to do anything about it now, except be there for
Addison… so I’m going to do everything I can not to mess that
up. Even if it means an entire lifestyle change and career change.
I can’t mess this up.