.    No matter how terribly happy he was at being here, at being alive once more.. Robb knew there would always be something missing â as long as his father wasnât here with him, alive and well.. happy. If there was anyone who deserved to be brought back to life it was Ned Stark; his father had always been the best man he knew, honorable, kind, just.. he didnât deserve to die. If there was any justice in the world, his father would also be brought back. Robb knew, that deep, deep down.. no matter how happy he was to have Talisa and his lady mother and Sansa here.. he would have gladly traded his life for his fatherâs if need be. He didnât.. he didnât deserve to be alive. Eddard Stark had always made honorable choices; he had always done the right thing â no matter how much it costed him and⊠he didnât deserve to die the least honorable death of all, to end up in the executionerâs block, as if he was nothing but a mere criminal. It had hurt Robb terribly, the fact that he had not been able to save his father â the man who taught him everything he knew, the man who had fought until his last breath to make the world a better place.. and if Robb could back in time and change it - even if it meant his own death.. he would.
 Without a second thought. Because this was the man who had given him everything, who had made him into the man he was today and.. for him, he would not hesitate. And so, he had put some distance between himself and Sansa, their lady mother and Talisa for a few hours⊠prefering to spend this time alone, because no matter how much he tried it.. he could never, ever be truly happy without everyone in his family here. He thought about Bran and Rickon, mere boys of ten and ten and two.. whose fates were still unknown to him before his uncleâs wedding â they could be dead, for all he knew.. but Robb had always chosen to believe otherwise.Â
The lone wolf dies, but the pack survives. He just hoped that wherever they were.. they were well and together. He thought of Jon; his best friend, the one he had always called brother no matter his last name and Arya; his little sister, the one he had held just minutes after her birth and sworn to their lady mother that he would always keep safe⊠it was unfair, what had happened to them â it truly was. Robb was meant to keep them safe, he was and.. if he would do it all again and give his life for theirs, to make sure they were always safe.. he would. Without a second thought. He had been so lost in the thoughts of his family, of how he had failed to protect them that.. that he hadnât even noticed where he was going, almost bumping into someone, almost sending the man into the ground.
 â My apologies, sir - it was completely my fault, I seemed to have been so lost in thoughts that I didnât even notice where I w-â The words were lost in his throat as his gaze met the other - his fatherâs and he dropped the small bag he had been holding, forgetting about anything and everything but the man in front of him. â Father. â He whispered the world, slowly realizing how right it sounded⊠because he always knew this would happen. His father deserved to live and.. there was still some good in the world if it meant his father was here. â Father⊠itâs me.. Itâs Robb. â He was crying by now - tears staining his vision and everything around him.. but he didnât care. He pulled the other in for a hug, holding him very close. â You have no idea of who much Iâve missed you. â
ned didnât know the man in front of him. the one one who had pulled him into an embrace. the robb he knew was a boy. a mere boy of six. this man, he was grown. a true lord. strong and tall and yet... it was robb. of course it was. ned knew his children. he had recognised him as soon as he saw him.Â
robb was crying. why was he crying? it hurt eddard to see his children cry. even though they were young and cried at the simplest of things. but to see a full grown man, his son, lord of winterfell, cry over him. well... it was heart breaking. so of course, ned returned the embrace. because all though robb seemed foreign to him now, he was still his son.
ârobb...â ned said, voice quiet, as he pulled away from the embrace and placed his hands on robbâs shoulders. âgods be good... look at you.â he smiled, although he was still pained with some sadness. had he been gone that long? it hadnât seemed to be that long to ned. but maybe time slowed here. he did not know. but obviously it had been long enough for robb to grow from a six year old into a man. he canât imagine how badly his family had missed him, if it had turned robb to tears just to see him again. they were strong, starks. they endured. but it still hurt eddard to think about how much they would miss him. did they believe him dead? did they think he had abandoned them? ned would never.
he took a deep breath, smiling slightly at his son. âi have missed you too and i am so sorry. so sorry for leaving you and your siblings. your mother. i--â ned didnât even know what to say. he was just glad he had been reunited with robb. after all this time. âyou are so grown.â was all ned could muster. there were lots of things he wanted to say. to ask. but at this moment, he just wanted to embrace his son. so he did, pulling him back into his arms again. no, it was not the robb he knew. but still his son.