sex & drugs always help

lexi | ga |

[diaryyun]

[fakearchivist]

Young Goth and the Virgin Mary parallel pray in a cemetery in Puerto Rico, 2005.

[throwbackblr]

Space Jam (1996)

[ruinedchildhood]

[your-local-snyxiemear-deactivat]

ONCE TOLD ME-

[lee-vc]

THE WORLD WAS GONNA ROLL ME!

[i-am-thevoid]

I AINT THE SHARPEST TOOL IN THE SHED

[0alila0-deactivated20230616]

SHE WAS LOOKIN KINDA DUMB

[toytalababy]

WITH HER FINGER AND HER THUMB

[hifiblu]

In the shape of an “L” on her forehead

[nerdtasticsarcasm]

Well the years start coming and they don’t stop coming

[themanwhodividesby0]

Fed to the rules and I hit the ground running

[classofthetoptrash]

Didn’t make sense not to live for fun

[thebonedads-deactivated20210413]

Your brain gets smart but your head gets dumb

[ohimjustpeachykeen]

So much to do so much to see

[zaylove]

So what’s wrong with takin the backstreets

[frnkieroismydaddy]

You never know if you don’t go

[clownskincare]

You’ll never shine if you don’t glow

[jesus-0fsuburbia-deactivated202]

HEY NOW

[bee-stealing-leg]

You’re an all star

[elder-cabbage]

Get your game on, go play

[inugirl]

HEY NOW

[keichanz]

YOU’RE A ROCKSTAR

[eternalnight8806-3]

GET THE SHOW ON, GET PAID

[wnq-writers]

You know what? I’m done. I’m done with anyone who cant make up to me, or make time for me, I don’t deserve that, I deserve people who care, who check up on me, no, who want to check up on me, people who can’t let me stay mad at them, who’d always wanna make sure I’m happy, loving myself and living my life, who support me and lift my standards so high because they really wanna make me feel all loved and heard, with everything in them, they’d always inspire me to be better, to do better, to love myself and to see beauty in it, and I’m unimaginably grateful i can actually say i have this kind of people in my life and i swear i’ll hold on to them as tight as I possibly can because honestly, i would never want to let anyone like that go

Never let go / highlypoetic  (via wnq-writers)

[unusedable]

i saw you today for the first time in three months. you looked so gorgeous, i didn’t realize how badly i’ve fallen for you until today. you sat there, glancing at me once in awhile. i made sure our eyes didn’t make contact as i took glimpses at you secretly. our eyes met. my heart was beating out its chest. i forgot to exhale. i haven’t felt this way towards anyone in a long time, i kind of missed this feeling. but not in this way, knowing that you don’t want me in the way i want you. and that makes me cry, it kills me every single day and night.

diary entry 1. (via woahjawlines)

[oh-fuckkkkk]

We lived in a world of shades of gray and black. Patches of white sprinkle the landscape. They say there is such a thing as color, you just have to fall in love to see it. I, personally, have never been in love. I’ve never been swept off my feet by prince charming, or swooned over some boy who held open a door for my entry. That was, at least, until you showed up. The dumb boy who is in love with Jurassic Park and anime. With your shaggy hair and stupid smirk that caused deep dimples to appear in your cheeks. I swear I had never seen blue until I looked into the oceans that are your eyes and in that moment I was drowning. I wasn’t sure if I was seeing things or not, for everything else was still black and white. That was until I saw the coral kissed cheeks of the girl down the street after saying goodbye to her boyfriend. Colors were slowly coming into my world. Flooding my vision with neons and pastels. Every time we’d be together a new color would somehow appear, and I knew you saw it too. The way your eyes would drift to something distant. Amazement shown clearly throughout your features, as a large smile would spread across your face. The colors we’d see were never the same though. You’d go on and on about the shades of purples and oranges while my world was made up of blues and yellows. After a few months all the pieces started coming together. Blues, purples, greens, they were everywhere. Although all these colors were amazing and gorgeous something was missing and you knew it too. I remember the gifts you’d give me being beautiful colors with patches of grey. I couldn’t figure out why these colors weren’t showing up, but somewhere in the back of my mind there was a small thought as to why. People have told me red is the last color you see. Red the color of love, passion, and courage. We both knew we were meant for each other but neither of us had admitted it yet. Out of fear I kept my mouth shut. I didn’t know what it meant to be in love, but I’m assuming what we had was as close to true love as anyone could get. I remember the day I finally saw red. We had snuck out your window to sit on the roof. The chilly February breeze making me scoot closer to you for warmth. Eventually we ended up in each others arms watching the sun slowly set. I looked up at you to see your eyes fixated on me rather than the setting sun. I recall you slowly leaning in towards each other, a tender kiss softly placed upon my lips. As we pulled apart the words left my mouth without giving them a second thought. “I love you.” Your eyes went wide but soon softened as the word I’d been waiting so long to hear finally left you lips. “I love you too.” In that moment my vision blurred and refocused. I looked out at the sunset and gasped. Magnificent shades of red lined the horizon. I looked up at you and smiled. In that moment I couldn’t have been more content with the direction my life was heading.

@oh-fuck-i'm-gay

[knbpoetry]

When I see you, my mind goes blank. When I talk to you, I forget what I was going to say. When I’m beside you everything feels okay, But I know this dream can’t last. I could never keep you, even if I tried. You’re always slipping through my fingers, You’re always just out of reach. When I hear your voice, my heart races. When we hug, I hope you won’t let me go. When I look in your eyes the rest of the world fades, But I know I’ll never have you. You say you’re in love with her, I truly hope she loves you too. I hope she will love you as immensely as I do. When I think of you, I can’t help but smile. When you need me, I drop the world to run to you. When I told you how I felt I wasn’t afraid, But I know I can’t keep feeling this way. I can tell she makes you happy. You’ve begun to have less time for me. It’s just too bad you were never able to see. Whenever I was with you, I felt so safe. When I talk about you, I daydream of your face. When I’m alone now I wish for you to appear, But I know you will no longer be here. I wanted so badly for you to know. You were the one who brought me back to life. So, for you, I’ll let you go.

-K.N.B. (via learningtoliveagain7896)

[businessofwomen]

Good looks on Girls™: • oversized denim jacket with patches and pins • dress shirt + bowtie • flower crown • long sleeved shirt + choker • glasses!!!1!!!!!!! • lacey lingerie • tank top+ basketball shorts • all • every look • i’m not straight

[karmasa-bitch]

There is a lack of hickeys on me and that is saddening.

[racksley]

I kissed her as if I needed air and she was the only way to get oxygen, My mouth moved across her skin so much that I think I got too much air, in need of my lungs being filled, I couldn’t stop I kissed her as if I was never going to see her again but I needed her to understand she was permanently a part of me, It didn’t matter that I would actually see her again for breakfast in the morning My lips found hers and time stopped, The world around us didn’t exist in that moment, We weren’t two people on planet Earth, we were just us We kissed like we were starving bodies, and in all truth in a sense that’s exactly what we are Nothing more or nothing less, only kissing I kissed you five minutes ago and oh how I can breathe.

ARH // kiss air into my lungs (via racksley)

[racksley]

They asked me to write about a time I broke something.  All I could think about was my own heart.  I remember breaking my own heart to satisfy hers. Somewhere along the roads we traveled together, I stopped looking at my reflection in the window and started choking over every chance to look at hers. Her lips always tasted of the salt from her tears, I always tried to suffocate myself on them. So when she broke her own heart, I broke mine trying to replace it.

ARH // To My Future, Stop breaking your heart for the satisfaction of others (via racksley)

[racksley]

11:11 came and passed but I didn’t wish, Not for tomorrow to come or for the sun to rise, Not for riches to surround me and happiness to find my soul, There wasn’t a single wish, Not even for me to have you, You see, I felt you were too good for any wish, Wishing for you seemed objectifying in a sense, and if I ever had the opportunity to make you my girl I wanted it to be on my own terms, with my own made luck, If you feel for me, then I wanted it to be honest, pure, You’re not an ordinary girl, and I’ve never been much for getting everything I want, but I won’t wish for you, I won’t ask upon a star or a time to provide me with your presence next to me, I’d rather work hard and earn every second of your time, 11:11 means nothing, but you mean something.

ARH // Time holds value but you mean more (via racksley)

[theorydictatespractice-deactiva]

So last night my girl and I were laying down on her bed and just talking and she said something I hope everyone gets to hear one day like that shit straight up made my heart come out of my chest, in all seriousness she turns to me and goes, “whenever we go out together, I watch people look at you, I watch how their faces change the minute they see you, and I don’t even feel jealous or angry that they’re giving you attention, instead I’m internally yelling ‘yes, keep fucking look at her, isn’t she the most beautiful thing’ and I get so excited because I’m the one who gets to be with you” and I thought about it for a long time in silence and I couldn’t even say anything back because there was absolutely no possessiveness in her tone, and that is so fucking rare

[youknow-me-not-my-story]

God damn

[whenyourealizeitsme]

[youraveragegayyy]

someone please come kiss me like that

[imthe7deadlysins-deactivated201]

Fuck me, shove me against the wall and grind your body on mine. Let you hands explore my body, kiss me roughly and bite my lip. Push me down on the bed and whisper all the things you want to do to me in my ear. Make me moan and my legs shake with anticipation and need. Make me arch my back and grab at the sheets as you suck and bite your way down my body. Leave your mark on me.