Theodore Finch @ohdear-imslowlydying - Tumblr Blog

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Osamu Dazai, The Setting Sun

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I wish I could talk to someone without feeling like a burden

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🤪😅😂

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“What scares me the most is how much I think of suicide, and how I never talk about it.”

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tfw-adhd

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i am bored of life

I want a reason to be again

Should I cut again?

Or getting drunk tonight

Being high seems nice

I Just wanna die

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If only you knew how much I wanted to die……

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“ I don't like telling my problems to other people. They always make me feel like my problems are not important or make me feel stupid to have these kind of problems. In the worst case scenario they say ‘ You will get over it soon.’ like they give a damn about helping me.”

Me

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I feel so left out. I don’t know why, but I feel as though people don’t actually like me. So I slowly distance myself from people and eventually I have no friends.

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Suicide prevention is not easy.

“Just tell someone” they say. “Just open up. ” “Even if they don’t understand they’ll still help you. ” “It all gets better when you let people in. ” “Seeking help is much easier. ”

“tell someone so they can cheer you up”

It’s all bullshit. It’s not fucking easy. How am I supposed to tell someone that for the last few weeks all my mind can concentrate on is my own death and how to tell someone and what would happen if I do. How do I tell someone that I need to go to hospital immediately before I fucking kill myself, because lord knows a few counselling sessions is going to fix this. What if my parents can’t afford hospital, or what if they don’t understand how serious I am. What if I don’t want help at all, what if i do want to kill myself?