pice of shit

Im a edgy littel Kid {endjoy} It's a vent blog tw//s3lfh4rm im trying to recover(and it's working) 18 years™

[littelpiceofshit]

Do you hear it?

I think it is the..

...Depression

[littelpiceofshit]

22 and still alive

Didn't relapse even though a good friend died. The second time, grieving felt easier, knowing how to deal with the thoughts of unspoken words, the regrets of unfulfilled promises, and loving the memories as if they are them.

But the pain didn't change. I did.

And I will keep on loving to make the pain worth it. And I will keep on missing you guys.

[littelpiceofshit]

Helloww my mentally ill friends!

Pls be careful reading this blog

TW// : blood, s3lfh4rm, derealization, death, losing a loved one, depression,

Tumblr was one of my only healthy coping mechanisms for so long. I don't use this blog anymore (my mental health, with hard work, is finally in a good place). I still don't want to delete this, too many feelings and memories lie here.

With Love Littel pice of shit <3

[littelpiceofshit]

11 months clean

What has changed?

i am happier

I no longer have to hide my feelings and thoughts

Im on Meds✌️ (For depression and ADHD)

I can see an futur for me

It was hard but it was 100% worth it, I still have depressive episodes but they aren't that bad and I know enough skills to get through it all

You can do it, I believe in you! <3

[angryuserboxes]

// userbox ID: this user will never forget how hurt them //

[littelpiceofshit]

@ that Bitch WHO put her rotten fucking hands on me thanks for the fucking trauma

[littelpiceofshit]

It Just Hit me he is gone isn't he?

I will never see hear feel him again

It hurts god take me and bring him back

[littelpiceofshit]

I hate myself i was a month clean and now i have some fresh new deep scars i hate them i don't want to do this please help me

[littelpiceofshit]

For a sec i thought you are my happines

I cant do this anymore

[littelpiceofshit]

Eyyyyyyy im Alive and fucking 27 day cleannnnn but i don't know for how Long i can take this :)))(

Aaaaaaand how are you?

[prsephonies-deactivated20200815]

when i was a teenager it felt very revolutionary to be cruel to myself. like some kind of slow passive protest against how much everything hurt. i starved myself of sleep and food and tenderness because it felt right. it felt sharp and angry and radical and i wanted to be those things. adulthood is the realisation that the world is already working to cut into you well before you learn how to do it yourself. caring for yourself and others is the real protest

[friedegg]

[friedegg]

[whats-your-name-man]

[cowboyhats]

Michelle K, I Know I Deserve More

[the-halloween-hamster]

I was taking pictures of some leaves and this cat appeared out of nowhere and just walked right into one of my shots….an autumn miracle…

[ryuunoyuki]

Reblog for an autumn miracle

[littelpiceofshit]

Being hyperaktiv and in a depressiv episode is fucking mental

[littelpiceofshit]

Ups i did i again

[thyming-deactivated20220220]

𝐅𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐥𝐲 𝐫𝐞𝐦𝐝𝐢𝐧𝐝𝐞𝐫𝐬 𝐟𝐫𝐨𝐦 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐭𝐮𝐥𝐢𝐩 𝐟𝐚𝐢𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐬:

🌷 𝒀𝒐𝒖 𝒅𝒆𝒔𝒆𝒓𝒗𝒆 𝒉𝒂𝒑𝒑𝒊𝒏𝒆𝒔𝒔

🌷 𝒀𝒐𝒖 𝒂𝒓𝒆 𝒏𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒓 𝒂𝒍𝒐𝒏𝒆

🌷 𝒀𝒐𝒖 𝒍𝒐𝒐𝒌 𝒈𝒐𝒓𝒈𝒆𝒐𝒖𝒔

🌷 𝑨 𝒔𝒎𝒊𝒍𝒆 𝒍𝒐𝒐𝒌𝒔 𝒃𝒆𝒂𝒖𝒕𝒊𝒇𝒖𝒍 𝒐𝒏 𝒚𝒐𝒖

🌷 𝒀𝒐𝒖 𝒂𝒓𝒆 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆𝒅

🌷 𝑷𝒍𝒆𝒂𝒔𝒆 𝒕𝒂𝒌𝒆 𝒄𝒂𝒓𝒆 𝒐𝒇 𝒚𝒐𝒖𝒓𝒔𝒆𝒍𝒇

🌷 𝑩𝒆 𝒌𝒊𝒏𝒅 𝒕𝒐 𝒐𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒓𝒔 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒕𝒐 𝒚𝒐𝒖𝒓𝒔𝒆𝒍𝒇

🌷 𝑻𝒂𝒌𝒆 𝒚𝒐𝒖𝒓 𝒎𝒆𝒅𝒊𝒄𝒂𝒕𝒊𝒐𝒏𝒔 𝒊𝒇 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒏𝒆𝒆𝒅 𝒕𝒐

🌷 𝑺𝒕𝒂𝒚 𝒉𝒚𝒅𝒓𝒂𝒕𝒆𝒅, 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕'𝒔 𝒊𝒎𝒑𝒐𝒓𝒕𝒂𝒏𝒕 𝒇𝒐𝒓 𝒇𝒍𝒐𝒘𝒆𝒓𝒔 𝒍𝒊𝒌𝒆 𝒚𝒐𝒖

🌷 𝑰𝒕'𝒔 𝒐𝒌𝒂𝒚 𝒊𝒇 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒐𝒏𝒍𝒚 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒅𝒊𝒅 𝒕𝒐𝒅𝒂𝒚 𝒘𝒂𝒔 𝒕𝒐 𝒃𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒕𝒉𝒆

[missingvibrance]

have u ever been in so much emotional pain to the point where ur chest starts to hurt and it feels hard to breathe because ur brain is in so much agony to the point where it manifests that pain into physicality to cope with how much it hurts

[catgirlapologist]

isn't it insane though how schizophrenic people are viewed as violent and dangerous by the majority of society when in reality schizophrenic people are nearly 14 times more likely to be on the receiving end of violence than to be the perpetrators...

[catgirlapologist]

schizophrenic person: makes a post trying to raise awareness about the disproportionate abuse and harmful stereotypes schizophrenic people face

yall: "yeah im not gonna reblog this they used the word ins*ne which is so problematic ://"

[truth-spatter]

What the fuck happens that changes these stats to such a massive degree?

[catgirlapologist]

1) schizophrenia hardly ever causes people to be violent so schizophrenic people aren’t more likely to be violent than anyone else

2) schizophrenic people’s autonomy is often taken away from them because of their schizophrenia. because the authorities and mental healthcare providers often automatically assume schizophrenic people to be violent, they’re more likely to immediately react to schizophrenic people's symptoms with violence, without even knowing for sure said schizophrenic person was going to be violent. all of this causes schizophrenic people to be more likely of being victims of violence and abuse. schizophrenic people also have a harder time getting out of abusive households because of the risk of their autonomy being taken away. if a schizophrenic person’s relative or partner is abusive, often the schizophrenic person has no way out of the situation, both because our disconnect from reality can result in us being easier to manipulate, and because the system is built in a way that it takes away our autonomy because of our condition.

[catgirlapologist]

also schizophrenic people and psychotic people in general, please do a lot of research before picking a provider for your own sake, and if they try to treat your psychosis in a way that you think is harmful then don’t hesitate to switch providers. your safety and wellbeing should be a priority over everything else.

[catgirlapologist]

can y'all please reblog this version instead

[20o1-deactivated20240129-deacti]

please never feel guilty for setting boundaries to protect your peace.