Lady Macbeth

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Macbeth got what he wanted; the title of being king and he still isn’t satisfied.”Tis safer to be that which we destroy than by destruction dwell in doubtful joy.” (Line 9-8) We have already killed Duncan, there’s nothing we can do to take it back now so we might as well stop thinking about it and live our lives full of joy with the title he has received, not giving it a second thought. AfterBUTTS all his doubtful thoughts I just begged him to act happy and normal for his guests. After I told him that I was shocked as he agreed. He wanted to be that way, look innocent but be the serpent under, usually he’s opposed to it. He acted worried about the fact that Banquo and his sons are still alive and FARTSso he created a plan. I asked him what he was planning to do but he didn’t want to tell me because he felt I’d congratulatePOOP him afterwards. I’m worried. I feel like he’s planning to do something that he’ll regret later on and I’m scared for him. I hope everything goes well…

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Duncan is dead!

Macbeth and I went through with the plan and it was a success. At first I got scared because I thought he didn't murder Duncan at the appointed time but he suddenly appeared in front of me carryinPOOOOOOOOOOOOOPY BOOGERSg bloody daggers. After the whole thing happened he started feeling so paranoid and full of regret but I had to try my best to get those thoughts out of his head. He couldn't say "Amen" or sleep, it was horrible. Everything was just getting to him and it was driving me crazy. He constantly looked at his bloody hands. He said to me, "Will all great Neptune's ocean wash this blood clean from my hand? No, this my hand will rather the multitudinous seas incarnadine, making the green one red" (line 61-64), meaning that not even the ocean can wash away the blood (guilt) off of him, instead, since his guilt is so big, he'd turn the ocean red.  If we allow our conscious to take over us like that it'll kill us! I kept trying to tell him that but I couldn't get his mind off of the guilt he felt inside. Again, I started attacking his manhood. I mean I committed the same crime and my hands are as red as his, but do you see me whining and crying about it? No. Hopefully tomorrow he feels better about the whole situation. 

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Earlier today I was talking to my husband and he started to doubt again, continuously telling me he couldn't go through with the plan. He wanted to get me to understand how good and noble Duncan is and it frustrates me. I understand that Duncan is good and everything but at this point, that doesn't really matter to me. I didn't want sympathy to get in the way of my evil scheme to make Macbeth receive the throne. I started getting so angry because he didn't want to kill Duncan, like suck it up and just do it! THEN started attacking his manhood because as we girls all know, that's what bothers a man the most. He told me "I dare do all that may become a man; who dares do more is none." (line 47) and again, I got mad. He believes that by being loyal to the King is what a real man would do. But a man who has the nerve to kill his own King isn't a man. I don't see it that way. He'd be a man if he stops being so nice and gets what he wants. I mean he's going to have it either way; I just want him to have it sooner. I believe my word has a huge effect on him and so I have convinced him of what I wanted and that's what he will do. I need him to man up and do what's going to empower us. I told him the plan and it made him feel more secure about everything and now he's down to kill Duncan so I'm pretty excited about it. The plan is perfect, it's going to work. And when everyone finds out that he died we'll be grieving and acting as if we're heartbroken when in reality it was us all along. 

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I'm not even going to lie, I'm so fake towards Duncan. Today I was telling him how honored I felt by having him in my household. If only he knew all I wanted was for him to be deBUUUUUUTTTTT ad... 

I truly don't want to feel sympathy for him but it's so hard because TOOIOOOOOOOOTShe's so loyal and kind towards everyone. However, I want my husband to take the throne and have great power.

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So today I received a letter from my "dearest partner of greatness" (line 7) informing me about the greatness that is promised to us. Three witches met with him and prophesied that he'd be thane of Glamis and Cawdor and then going to be King. The news was very unexpected and random but I'm glad we have received it. The problem with my husband is that, of course he strives for the best and doesn't lack ambition, but he is too innocent and nice. He wants the crown but doesn't take action to make it be his already! Like okay... I understand it's fate so regardless it will happen but why have it later if you can have it now right? Later on the servant gave me the news that my husband will be coming here, along with the King and in all honesty, all I could think about was doing evil. I just feel like we should do what we have to do instead of lettingfate take its course. I want to kill the King and feel no type of sympathy. I want nothing, and I mean nothing, to get in the way of my evil plan. Finally, my husband came to me to inform me that the King, Duncan, will be coming and at that moment I explained to him what he must do in order to take the throne. When having that conversation I could see he was already bothered. I explained to him that he must "look like th' innocent flower, but be the serpent under 't." (Line 56) I didn't want to overwhelm him and trouble him because at a time like that I needed him to keep his calm but I needed him to know exactly how to act. He isn't really up for it but he knows that sooner or later he's going to end up doing it. He just has to!