fucks sake!

i unzip the back & watch it fall while I kiss your neck & shoulders. don't be afraid to show it all. i'll be right here ready to h o l d you. girl you know you're perfect from your head down to your heels. don't be confused by my smile cause i ain't ever been more for real. woke up & wished that i was dead. with an aching in my head, i lay motionless in bed. i thought of you & where you'd gone & let the world spin madly on...

[ohtrcy]

sticking out like a sore thumb usually doesn’t phase troy yet he really has overwhelmed himself ; what he thought seemed to be a simple task has undone him. picking some pajamas for dolly really couldn’t be this hard, could it? he just wants to give her a small gift, which sounds small enough, though he’s making a mountain out of a molehill. swallowing harshly, he stares blankly at the few options he’s already chosen in his grasp before gradually lifting his gaze. his eyes lay on the first person around and he wanders over, obviously needing direction. “um, ‘scuse me. i really need some advice.”

[ohtrcy]

hcnnessey‌.

— ❝ the corner store down the street has been out of american spirits for like, a fucking week. i think i’m about to lose my shit. ❞ the girl mumbled to herself, frustration permeating her typically monotonous tone. her craving for nicotine had been driving her to the edge of insanity as of late, she had almost turned to tinder for help. reluctantly, she pulled the last of her cigarettes out and fumbled with the lighter in her pocket. the forefront of her brain flashed ironically with a plethora of the smoking kills ads she’d been subject to growing up, but frankly, she wasn’t in the mood for pseudo-intellectualizing her addiction at this point. 

“that is fucking shit. god.” the mere thought of being close to being out of marlboro reds causes troy mild distress for a couple of seconds. the way hennessey draws her last smoke from the packet causes the mechanic to screw his nose in empathy and he’s fiddling with his own packet against his leg. “please tell me there’s a bloody good reason as to why you haven’t gone to another store to get another pack. having to ration is horrible.” the lad comments, flicking the end of his own burning smoke and bringing it to his lips. 

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sunnydefazzio‌.

“it worked, though,” she said. sunny smiled and nodded. “the one and only. i’ve got some pretty morbid shit up my sleeve,” she said. “what’ve you been up to?”

“i do not doubt that after hearing that. makes me wondering what you’re actually capable too.” the older lad teases with a raise of his brow suggesting he’s keeping an eye on her. “i’ve been busy. do you know how many customers i want to tell to fuck off? what about yourself? haven’t seen you around lately.”

[ohtrcy]

do you believe in second chances?

“it’s case by case. depending on what someone did and how bad it’s affected me or others depends on whether i choose to give them a second chance. i hate seeing people getting hurt over and over again because they give too many chances and that’s bullshit. sure, everyone makes mistakes but there are some mistakes that you can’t really forgive. i don’t forgive easily at all and i don’t make decisions lightly.”

[ohtrcy]

what's a deal breaker for you?

“cheating, one hundred percent. cheat on me and i will make your life a living hell. it’s disgusting. if you’re aren’t attracted to your spouse anymore or aren’t in love with them, leave. it’s pretty black and white, there’s no grey area. kids, a mortgage, living in a small town, not knowing what to say to your partner, these are all just excuses and bad ones at that.”

[ohtrcy]

what's your favorite docuseries?

“i’m in the middle of the innocent man on netflix and it’s by far my favourite. i never usually watch docuseries and tend to stick to documentary movies, whether it’s just one part of several, but this one really has drawn me in. i’m tempted to read about what happened to get to the bottom of it now but i won’t.”

[ohtrcy]

what are some of your bad habits? do you try to fight them?

“i definitely don’t fight my smoking, drinking and sex habit because i enjoy them way too much. depends; if i’m happy and it’s not affecting anyone else, i don’t see the point and i have too many bad habits to try and break.” 

[ohtrcy]

what do you say during awkward silences?

“it very well depends on the person and the conversation i was having, really. nine times out of ten, i will make a joke which normally doesn’t help the situation on their end but it gets me out of my awkward rut.”

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sunnydefazzio‌.

sunny let out an annoyed growl as her phone rang for what seemed to be the millionth time today. taking a quick hit from the joint in her hand and exhaling, she put her phone to her ear. “thank you for calling lost souls mortuary where you stab ‘em we slab ‘em, you kill ‘em we grill ‘em, how can i help you today?” she asked in a sickly sweet voice, then pulled the phone away from her ear with a small laugh. “that gets them every single time,” she said, taking another drag from her joint. 

“that’s a little morbid.” troy comments with a snicker, bringing his beer to his lips to take a long swig. her greeting plays over and over in his head a couple of times before he cannot contain his thoughts any longer. “who the fuck came up with that? did you come up with that? that’s absolutely morbid, so morbid.” he rambles, all the while shaking his head and chuckling nonetheless.

[ohtrcy]

fordamien‌.

damien isn’t one for good deeds. he has a strong belief that, honestly, it’s not his place. if it was meant to be done, the world would already have made it happen. although today, when he sees a wallet laying open on the sidewalk something compels him to pick it up and actually try to return it. of course, he has to mentally pat himself on the back first. damien, you’ve truly outdone yourself. what has the world done to deserve someone as amazing as you? absolutely stunning. after he finishes sucking his own dick, he finds the will to tap on who he thinks is the owners shoulder, “hey, i think you dropped this.” his voice is dripping with confidence he certainly didn’t earn, proud of himself for doing almost nothing.  

the only thing keeping troy on the tracks today is the thought of not being far from a couple of beers and a well needed embrace (and a kiss or two) from the missus. with the other managers riding his ass at work and disgruntle customers sticking around like flies to a corpse, it’s no wondering he’s in a sour mood. a cigarette contains his frustrations for a while longer, bringing him to a calmer state. which, thankfully, is perfect timing because the tap to his shoulder and the sight of his wallet in the other man’s hand would have sent him off. “fuck me.” he mumbles around the smoke, shoulders slumping as he reaches to take the wallet. “honestly, that is a representation on how my day is going. thanks mate. you wouldn’t have gotten away with much if you decided to nick it instead.”

[capsgrantrogers]

‘I’m smarter than I look!’

[ohtrcy]

❝ she's poison but tasty.

lady powers — vera blue & kodie shane. //. don’t need nobody — ellie goulding. //. best friend — rex orange county. //. no regrets — KSHMR, yves v ft. krewella. //. sunflower — rex orange county. //. adore — amy shark. //. keep yourself warm — frightened rabbit. //. toothpaste kisses — the maccabees. //. dreams — fleetwood mac. //. getcha head in the game — high school musical. //. love me tender — elvis presley. //. sweet but psycho — ava max. //. don’t be cruel — elvis presley. //. corduroy dreams — rex orange county. //. history — cosmo’s midnight. //. peach. — the front bottoms. //. saviour — lights. //. ride — somo. //. pony — ginuwine. //. ( you’re the ) devil in disguise — elvis presley.

[ohtrcy]

sms ➝ open

NORAH: am i setting myself up for disaster if i postmate myself some donuts tomorrow morning?

NORAH: i never was the type of person to believe in omens.

NORAH: i guess what i'm trying to say is it won't be such a bad thing with company. could you bring the coffee?

TROY: coffee and donuts

TROY: what an iconic combo

TROY: i have to go into work early tomorrow tho so i can make us some coffee there if you wanted to do that instead?

[ohtrcy]

imessage delivered to troy

THEO: literally no one says a thing about the money, not once.. but ig that's probably smart of them

THEO: you'd be a hot commodity in the villa

THEO: it gives me second hand embarrassment when no one steps forward for one of the guys on the very first day

THEO: does it have the theme music???

TROY: they all have to be paid actors so i highly doubt they'd forget they're there for money but that would be funny if they did

TROY: why thank u you're too kind

TROY: yeah that's just plain awkward. and don't they reunite at the end as a group anyway? ouch!

TROY: ... that i'm not 100% sure abt. can't say i really remember the theme music

[ohtrcy]

sms to open.

WYATT: wait... i have the liquor, i just want the company... like to be clear...

WYATT: i wish @ the massage. i was thinking we eat take out and do nothing all night. maybe a face mask.

TROY: well in that case fuckin oath i’m free!

TROY: it’s just my liquor is like a baby to me. it’s precious.

TROY: i do give a mean massage so just take that in and think abt it

TROY: a face mask? you’re gna have to help me with that i have no idea what would be good for my skin.

[ohtrcy]

sms to open.

WYATT: if like... hypothetically... there were SOMEONE out there with a bottle of liquor and a MIGHTY need to have a (slightly) intoxicated movie and pamper night... would you happen to be free???????

WYATT: it's just about 5pm on a saturday so if you say no i'm obviously going to be shocked & offended

TROY: i’m sure SOMEONE has a bottle of liquor but whether they’re willing to share it is the real question

TROY: what kind of pampering are we talking? cucumber on the eyes? foot massage? massage in general?