you live and you learn then you die.

stressing. smoking. traveling. moming. sky gazing. reading. trying. 🐱🌌🌙🌊🎶🔮

[ohwhatamess]

Tumblr is the only place I can let out my emotions. I dont wanna bother my friends. My family would worry. My husband is too busy. It's just doesnt work. I dont work, literally and figuratively. I dont know what to do. As winter approaches my depression gets closer as well. I want to write a novel, about my life. But not my life. I had a strange life. An abusive father. A loving family. Friends. Drugs. Adventure. Idk I have done alot. But not really. Idk I'd like to write. But I'm not sure how to publish? Idk. Well see. I want to though. Write about my life. Hopefully find an answer. Idk. I need one. I want to know my meaning. Purpose. Have adventure. Love life. Right now I'm just flowing and I dint want that,I want to live. I need to. I'm falling. I need help. My mind plays trick on me. My life doesnt feel like mine. life goes too fast.

[ohwhatamess]

I'm living a life that's not my own

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You are the song I’m singing, you’re my beautiful Melody.

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“Have you any dreams you’d like to sell? Dreams of loneliness Like a heartbeat, drives you mad In the stillness of remembering what you had And what you lost”

[ohwhatamess]

Growing a baby is cool and all but I miss wine, working full time, and being able to get tattoos when I want.

[ohwhatamess]

I just want happiness. Travel. And to raise a strong, smart, feminist daughter.

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The Day After Halloween

Americans:

The Rest of the World:

Me: 

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She’s coming and that’s not training.

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Allow yourself to grow. 

inspired by @literahti

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[ohwhatamess]

Life is pain. Then you die.

[ohwhatamess]

I feel as though I'm living the wrong life. It's like my compass broke and I lost my way. The life I live is beautiful as all life is but it's not mine. I feel as though I should be somewhere different, someone different. But life has already gone by, it's too late

[ohwhatamess]

I just want to travel. Be comfortable with life. Not struggle. These simple things seem simple but oh so difficult to achieve. I dont want to wish my life away because I hate it so much. I want to live and experience life. Explore.