i swear i’m still here i’m just trying to get my delphine muse back
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i swear i’m still here i’m just trying to get my delphine muse back
fadedsolace:
V A C A T I O N H I A T U S ;;
okay guys so I’m just making a post to say that I most likely won’t be here at all until around the 20th of august because I’ll be going around England with my family. from the 20th, I’ll be staying at my godmother’s house until I get to move into Loughborough ( for my Erasmus year ) somewhere around the 19th of September, so I’ll still be here ( although maybe not so much, at times ) between 20/08 and 19/09, afterwards, my activity may be a little spotty for a while. but yeah, I won’t be here from TODAY / TONIGHT until the 20TH OF AUGUST — there will be a queue going, although there aren’t that many posts, but it’ll most likely last the whole of my hiatus. ♥ I may pop in from time to time but if I do, I’ll use that time to queue up more posts for you guys! I love you all ♥ feel free to send me messages, I’ll reply to them via tumblr mobile whenever I have wifi!
EDIT FOR DELPHINE: on delphine I don’t have enough drafts / replies so queue anything but from time to time when I have wifi I’ll try and reblog and maybe reply to some things if ever I have the time to do so! ♥
“I can’t take this any longer. Help me.”
meeeeeme
the blood from just under her stomach was trickling faster and faster onto the floor nowand delphine was kneeling there on the floor trying to SUPPORT the woman’s head because she HAD to stay awake. she’d already alerted their medical team but with the rapidity of theblood flowing she had to do something else.
“ sarah — SARAH look at me, alright… — sarah. uhm — okay… we’re going to do something… ”
oh she’d been in bloody situations — with dead people. this, however, was sarah, pretty much alive ( she’s alive, of course she’s alive ), and here was no way delphine wasgoing to allow her to die. the blonde had started panicking because the last time she haddealt with blood this much was when cosima had abruptly fainted whilst meeting monsieur duncan. the two injuries weren’t the same though — no, this one was a gunshot — shehad no experience with gunshots ( delphine, stop thinking STOP, THINKING. )
“ look at me — LOOK… — look at me, please, sarah — you have to stay awake. I’m going to press down on the wound, to stop the flowing, alright? —-— sarah ? ”
her hands were shaking — she had never done this before. delphine brought one of herhands to her face and wiped away a strand of her hair, not noticing the blood on her knucklesthat was now also spread onto her cheek. ( tu peux le faire — n’y pense pas, c’est tout, n’ypense pas ). delphine put a hand on top of the other and hovered over sarah’s wound beforepressing into it, wincing as she did so.
“ help is coming — just —- please stay awake. your sisters need you. ”
If you don't rest, you won't heal
it’s a meme !!
“ — oh, non non. I’m fine. ”
sure, delphine, bien sûr. of course you’re fine. you’re just going to get up from thishospital bed and continue teaching to hundreds of students, painlessly, and with nostruggle at all. — but first, at least TRY sitting up. so she did — and regretted it almost immediately.
“ you know — on second thought, I’ll just stay here, heh — nobody disobeys the doctor, right? ”
ja-ws:
honestly the best cover of any song ever
SEND MY MUSE ONE OF THE FOLLOWING
“You. Me. Cuddle. Now.”
“Don’t move, I just got comfy.”
“I’m scared, hold me!”
“I bit my lip. Will you kiss it better?”
“Tickle war has been declared!”
“Bunny pyjamas, really?”
“I’ve never seen so many kittens in one place.”
“Come on, just one bite.”
“How do you accidentally buy sixty birthday cakes?”
“I never imagined you were so… ticklish.”
“You’re so huggable.”
“You’re under arrest for being too cute. Put your hands where I can hold them.”
“Have you fallen asleep on me?”
“Am I dead?”
“Another one?”
“And what if I don’t?”
“Are you afraid of God?”
“Are you crazy?”
“Are you lost?”
“Are you really that shallow?”
“Are you sure it’s okay?”
“Are you sure there were no…
“How do you really feel about me?”
“Can’t you pretend to love me this once?”
“Would you care if I was gone?”
“Don’t you know the hell I go through to keep you safe?”
“I can’t take this any longer. Help me.”
“Deep down, you’re scared. Aren’t you?”
“You’ll stay alone if you push others away.”
“How many lives have you taken with your own hands?”
“Just for today. Please.”
“You’re the only one who’s never called me that…”
“We can make it work! Let’s run away together, you and me!”
“I… have loved you this whole time.”
“Treat me as you see fit. I’ll still protect you. It’s my role after all.”
“Maybe it’s too much for me to expect kindness.”
“You give me meaning, even if you take it away.”
“Please… hold me. Don’t say anything, just… hold me.”
“Woah, when did you get that?”
“Who did this to you?”
“How many time have I told you to be more careful?”
“You’re saying this was an accident?”
“What a shiner!”
“If you look like this, I’d hate to see the other guy.”
“I’m not buying it, you don’t walk into a door and get a bruise like that!”
“Does it hurt when I touch it?”
“Let me kiss it better.”
“If you don’t rest, you won’t heal.”
“Another fight?”
“What happened to your face?”
“I don’t think your arm is meant to bend like that…”
“Let’s get you to bed.”
“Let’s get you to the hospital.”
“Why are you so calm about this?”
“You’re bleeding!”
“What are friends for, ey?”
“So, instead of helping you, they ran off the moment they saw what was happening?”
“You need to look where you’re going.”
“I’m not accusing anyone, I’m just saying it looks suspicious.”
“Do you want to tell me what really happened?”
“Don’t move! You’ll faint!”
“I’ve got some bandages, wait a sec.”
“You’re the clumsiest person I know.”
“I won’t let you be on your own, not when you’re like this.”
“How could you be so careless?”
“I can’t even look at you, you promised not to get into any more fights!”
“H-how many of them were there?”
“Do you want to build a snowman?”
“The past is in the past.”
“I’m where I’m meant to be.”
“I know you!”
“A dream is a wish your heart makes.”
“People down here think I’m crazy, but I don’t care.”
“For once, it might be grand to have someone understand.”
“Just look at the world around you!”
“Someday my prince will come.”
“If you had the chance to change your fate, would you?”
“If you cut it down, then you’ll never know.”
“But you’ll never know me.”
“Don’t you dare close your eyes.”
biolxgy:
cosima whines a little, and turns to face her properly before draping herself over delphine’s lap. she hums happily before settling herself there, her head on the couches arm. “i was hungry, and it was not my fault.”
it’s not like she can push her off her lap, or anything. and it wasn’t like she wanted to, anyway. physical contact had always been important to her — so she just gently places her hands on cosima’s thigh so she doesn’t wall onto the floor. “ mhm — of course... ”
biolxgy:
she lets out a small sigh, before trying to think of another tactic that will work against her girlfriend. she glances at her and nuzzles her neck. “how is it my fault? it’s the chips fault.”
ah — this time, she takes a sharp intake of breath. delphine wasn’t expecting it, so she places a hand on cosima’s arm to try and push her back and look her in the eyes, “ — YOU insisted on eating fast. ”
biolxgy:
cosima groans, agitated. delphine usually breaks at that face. she’s become immune, or something. “delphine, it’s not even badly burnt. like, i just ate a chip that happened to burn the fuck out of my mouth. just– one kiss, and then i’ll stop.”
delphine grins — it’s probably the only time she’d be able to resist this cheeky one, but it was totally worth it. her reaction is the one she wanted — she raises her brows, “ non. — this is my final word, cosima. it’s your fault. ”
g33kych33ky:
It’s just as the sun starts to set that they decide to meet again – Cosima’s heart – no. Nothing’s there, but she can hear the echo of a pounding just there, in her ears, a shy whisper. Is this what people with amputations feel like? Truly, this is the most literal case of phantom limb syndrome she’s ever heard of. (It’s – kind of funny. Sort of. Her mouth quirks up only a little, like a twitch. She has to find humor in this, or she’ll die. Again.)
She’s early. It’s weird, the idea of kind of always late, kind of always sorry Cosima being early to anything. But there’s nothing here to occupy her time anymore. She’s been alone with her thoughts for far too long, and the very prospect of company is almost too much to bear.
Okay. Deep non-breath. It’s fine. This’ll be okay.
Nerves are on high alert regardless of her lame self-pep talk. It’s not quite centered on Delphine, more so on her ability to see Cosima. (She can’t bear this, the waiting, the fear.)
She looks over her shoulder, spots a head of curly blonde hair. (Okay, she made it, that’s step one…)
“Delphine…?” It’s practically a whisper, something so timidly hopeful that she just prays it doesn’t seem desperate. God, please see me. Please see me. Can you hear me?
I don’t know what I’m gonna do if you can’t. I don’t know what I did to get you to see me in the first place, but now I can’t lose it.
she has literally parked her car in the middle of nowhere, and she’d be lying if she said she wasn’t just a slight bit scared. because in all honesty, she thought she was out of her mind. yes, alright, maybe she wanted to take a risk for once, maybe she wanted the unexpected — but what could she even do if the unexpected turned out to be some serial killer on the loose, ready to kill her as she arrived at the location that cosima ( oh mon dieu, what if that wasn’t even her name ?? ) had given her.
but oh if she keeps thinking like that, delphine will back away any second now, and drive back to her apartment in true fast and furious fashion. nothing keeps her legs from walking, though — not even the paranoia she was currently drowning in. non, her legs were taking her to the middle of the field, as if there were some kind of magnet there that she was attracted to.
seconds later she spots a brunette — cosima. delphine’s breath quickens, as does her heartbeat, because she really wants this — this adventure, the risk, an actual friend — all of it, but she also really doesn’t want to end up in some guy’s trunk at the end of the afternoon. she can’t turn back now though, cosima has already spotted her. next, she hears her name and delphine is only a few steps away. she smiles a coy smile, a rather frightened smile — but a SMILE nonetheless.
“ salut, cosima. ”
biolxgy:
“but—” she stops, staring and pouting. she could only really think about pulling that card. there’s no other way she can try to make her feel bad for refusing. “please?”
“ non, cosima. ” she knows what cosima is trying to do. that face would win her anything. “ you’re not allowed to give me that face — non non. ”
biolxgy >> continued
“ mhm — no. more. I don’t want to hurt your... injury. ”
“I burned my tongue.”
meeeeme
“ wh— cosima?
“ no more kisses for you, then. — ONLY on your nose. that should teach you for eating dinner too fast, hm. ”
Come back! Even as a shadow, even as a dream.
Euripides, Herakles (translated by Anne Carson)
Are there any bloopers from Evelyne worth noting?
Evelyne is literally flawless (see: hair, accent, smile, etc.) so probably not.
But we will ask.
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