Roses sprouting from my ribs and smoke falling from my lips

Sirius. He/him. Shedblrs resident pretty boy.

[ohyouragefullittlefucker]

ok guys. This post has been a long time coming.

I think it’s time I expose him for who he truly is. I have been hiding his secrets and covering for him for too long. @/severaldisordersinatrenchcoat2 pretends to be woke online to garner attention and support but behind closed doors he is EXTREMELY bigoted and homophobic. I’ll post screen shots if anyone wants proof.

[dumb-teenagerx]

ddlc themed ask game ! 3 questions and 3 statements per character uh the poems dont match the questions

questions:

Dear Sunshine: whats comforts you

Bottles: do you plan on recovering?

If it wasn't for you, I could sleep forever.: whats the worst thing that happened to you?

statements:

get out of my head: all i can think about is you

i gently open the door..: DIE DIE DIE KYS I HOPE YOU SUFFER

%: i love love love love love love love youuu (/p or /r)

questions:

Ghost under the light: do you prefer daytime or nightime?

The Raccoon: do you have a favorite game?

Beach: do you have favorite people?

statements:

do you accept my confession?: i want to go out with you/r

i do enjoy tea though..: i see you as a calm person

book: please take care of yourself

questions

Eagles Can Fly: whats your least favorite subject/ favorite subject?

Amy Likes Spiders: whats your favorite anime / manga?

Because You: whats your dream gift?

statements

cupcake: youre really sweet

Poof: weirdo (/pos or /neg)

Pout: youre suck a tsundere! /j

questions:

Hole in Wall: favorite song?

Save Me: do you get jealous easily?

Happy End: *free question*

statements:

poem: i want to save you

script: i hope everyone you love leaves you

friendship: *free statement*

[ohyouragefullittlefucker]

”you sound….stable?”

“…like….yeaaaa.”

[ricochetyears]

funny how everyone assumes sirius is a sex god when there’s a particular nerdy 6-feet-something guy out there who always reduces him to whimpering mess

[vinntriloquism]

hallucinating tumblr notifications again guys, am I a chud

[c0rpseofc0rvid]

I don't even smoke weed but I would if it meant I could blow the smoke into someone else's mouth tbh

[ohyouragefullittlefucker]

UR BACK!!!

INDEED

[wheelie-sick]

if you don't understand why people with schizophrenia spectrum disorders & bipolar sometimes don't want to take meds or stop taking meds and you're not one us:

please understand that our medications are destroying our bodies. please understand our medications are not safe, they come with very serious side effects. please understand our medications alter our personalities, our emotions, the very core of who we are.

being on these medications is a difficult decision. yes our disorders can be very serious and life altering, they are not easy to live with. some of us decide that these side effects are worth it, that living with fewer symptoms is worth it, but not everyone has the same priorities. not everyone has the same view of their condition either.

it's easy to look at us and say "well if I had your disorder I would choose medication any day" but it's so much harder when you are actually the one being poisoned by a drug that might save your life in the short term but also could kill you in the process. it's so much harder when you are the one who feels like a zombie, who has had every spark of joy scooped out of them in favor of controlling psychosis, mania, etc. it's easy to judge when you don't have to live the life you're deciding we must.

[tumsuckadicmblr]

Every year, I see people posting about wearing sweaters during the summer heat, prepping to die during the summer. Well, dont worry, I got chu <3

As someone that's been a $h-er since I was 10-11yo, here are some tips to surviving the summer heat 🩷

⊹₊⋆☁︎⋆⁺₊⋆ ☀︎ ⋆⁺₊⋆☁︎⋆₊ ⊹

#1: Please buy urself some Arm sleeves, Gloves, Tights.

These are a life savers during those hot summer days. You can buy them at any Party city / Spencers / Hot topic / Amazon/ Aliexpress / etc...

(( They have so many more options, textures, fabrics, lengths- Spencers has some fishnet BODY suits which cover ur whole body <3, + so many different colors!!!))

((( First two pics r from a Party City website, the next two r from a Hot Topic website.)))

OR u can make ur own out of some old tights, cheap ones from the dollar store, etc... This way, u can control the lengths, rips, add accessories, do whatever <3

OR You can even get those cheap compression socks from the dollar store and cut them to the length of what ur tryna cover.

((( I find these good for swimming. They dont move and are so thin and breathable that I dont itch after swimming in them, they just feel like another layer of my skin lol.)))

Tights, even the mesh ones, help make ur leg/thigh scars a LOTTT less noticeable, with plain tights ur scars will look like normal snags in the fabric. With Mesh tights, ur scars will blend in with the designs.

((I've worn lace, mesh, ripped, thick tights, fur tights, etc... Even my thick scars dont show underneath the patterns, some of them even hid my tattoos lolz!!!))

#2: KEEP HYDRATED!!! Make sure u keep up with ur electrolytes!!!

Even if ur taking a break from $h 4 the summer, ur body is still healing. Make sure u keep hydrated, especially if ur wearing thick / layered clothing!!! Passing out is not fun!!!

Keep a Gatorade, or other electrolyte drink with u. Keep hydrated while drinking these!!! 3L water everyday!!!

(( ^^^ For some people 3L is too much, please take a min to understand ur body and find out how much water YOU should be getting in a day!!! <3)

#3: A great investment is some cooling rags / ice packs / things like that.

Your scars may be affected when ur body gets too hot. It hurts when ur scars start to burn or itch. THATS when the ice packs will come in handy!!!

One pack on the scars that are hurting and another on the back of ur neck to help keep ur body cool!!!

Yes, if ur body gets too hot- it can affect ur scars- ESPECIALLY if u have nerve damage!!! The pain is not worth it. Please get urself some cooling pads!!!

#4: COTTON / SPANDEX / NYLON clothing!!!

Spandex clothing is amazing for scarred skin!!! Very breathable and some clothing will have a cooling effect- GET THEM!!!

sometimes the tightness of wearing gloves and sleeves get too much, especially on those very hot days, a baggy spandex long sleeve/other clothing is amazing!!! They sell cooling undergarments at Sports Check, Canadian tire, and other Outdoorsy Stores.

Baggy shirts + boyshorts r my go-to summer fit. That way I can layer it with gloves/arm sleeves + tights. ((Honestly the only fit ppl will see me in during the summer!))

((( I have a spandex and polyester pullover That I where during the summer *+30° / +80°f* Cuz the spandex in the sweater has this cooling effect. It literally savesss my arm during those hot days!!!)))

#5: Keep up with ur fiber!!! AVOID SCURVY AT ALL COST!!!

What's scurvy?: Scurvy is a disease caused by a serious vitamin C deficiency. (typically 2-3 months deficiency of vitamin C.)

Severe scurvy can RE-OPEN OLD SCARS. This is why Fibre is incredibly important!!! ((Scar tissue is made up of collagen, in a vitamin C deficiency it will break down the collagen in the old scars. causing them to reopen / including: stretch marks.))

They sell fiber supplements at Walmart / London Drugs / Pharmacies / etc... It can be in many different forms: pills, dissolve powder, gummies, etc...

That's all i can think about rn, but if anyone has any more tips, please include them!!! Being a SH-er during the summer is hard aff, even in R3c0v34y, even if ur just taking a break. Summer is a bitch to all lolz.

[pirateprincessjess]

“Covid game me narcolepsy” no you fucking pervert it didn’t. You’re just a weirdo with a gross fetish. Covid didn’t make you suddenly want to fuck dead people. Keep that shit to yourself you gods damned weirdo

I have type 2 Narcolepsy. Studies have shown that serious viral infections can cause people to develop Narcolepsy if they are already genetically susceptible to having it. This includes covid. That is what happened to me.

You on the other hand might want to google the difference between Narcolepsy and Necrophilia….

[junglejim4322]

I’m gonna be real this might be a contender for one of the best posts of all time im going to be thinking about the anon who thought narcolepsy was necrophilia for months

[st4rrl0va]

i lab wagging my imagiary tail when im happy

[sketched-mess]

Probably not even going to kill myself intentionally it's gonna be some bullshit like "slipped on an ice cube and cracked open his skull like an egg"

[sketched-mess]

Probably not even going to kill myself intentionally it's gonna be some bullshit like "slipped on an ice cube and cracked open his skull like an egg"

[pleadtothestars]

reblog this post for a piece of web decor ( stamp , blinkie , button , gif , png ) that i think fits your blog or your vibe !!!! feel free to specify what type you want , or if you want a silly one or a pretty one

[caintooth]

you have to love trans women more than you hate transmisogyny, you have to love jews more than you hate antisemitism, you have to love Black people more than you hate white supremacy, you have to love Indigenous people more than you hate colonialism, you have to love the disabled and mentally ill more than you hate ableism, you have to love. you have to love.

[ohyouragefullittlefucker]

[sincerelyemery]

03. moonwater + bitchkiller