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abeldunbar:

abel was completely lost in adrian’s touch ; the soft kisses, his body cradling abel’s in his arms. his words snapped him out of it again, making the younger boy look at the other with widened eyes. “ what ? ” he muttered slightly in confusion as he let out a gasp at the squeeze of his bum. he let his grip on adrian go, landing both feet back on the ground.

once abel released him of his hold, adrian’s eyes shifted to the box in his own hands. opening the little black box back up, he was quick to remove the ring and throw the packaging to the side, landing somewhere in the snow. looking back up at his fiance, the man couldn’t help but smile, extending his hand, asking for abel’s.

abeldunbar:

all abel was possibly thinking about was kissing adrian, holding him close and loving him until he couldn’t anymore. so he did ; kissed him, held him, loved him. until he had to break away to catch his breath, however his hands still tangled in adrian’s hair. “ i love you, ” he muttered quietly, and leaning in to nuzzle his face into the crook of adrian’s neck, “ i love you, i love you, i love you. ” he continued the words constantly. “ i still can’t believe this. you’re really going to marry me, ” the younger boy muttered, shaking his head a little as he looked over at adrian.

he had been lost in the moment completely, simply basking in the attention abel was bathing him in, returning kisses and hushed out ‘ i love you’s ‘ to the younger boy. but when the promise of marriage had been spoken, adrian’s eyes lit up once more, fingers gripping tighter on the box that was held by his fingers. ‘ shit, baby. get off me — get off me — we forgot something. ’ grinning up at the curly head of abel’s, he urged the boy by playfully squeezing his behind in his hand.

dontbeshybabyqueer

This is my boyfriend, isn’t he handsome?

#abel.#too pure

abeldunbar:

it was a moment of pure happiness. the younger boy was beaming, holding onto adrian for dear life, and he wasn’t planning to let go anytime soon. “ you better, ” he just muttered, as he felt his fiance pulling away slightly. “ i still can’t believe this, ” he just muttered, a faint chuckle leaving his lips. he just leaned in again, pressing his lips to adrian’s again, a bit more needily this time, as his fingers ran through the blond’s slightly messy hair.

the man easily returned the kiss, lips falling carelessly againt his lovers. he wished he had the idea to request the guard to at least take pictures of them, a video even better, so they had something visual to laugh at years later, but in that moment, he allowed himself not to care. instead grazing his lips against abel's passionately, hands tugging on his body to pull him impossibly closer to his in their position.

abeldunbar:

as adrian’s arms wrapped around his waist he simply leaned into the touch, gently kissing the boy’s lips. his arms were soon enough both wrapped around his fiance’s neck, tightly pulling him in. soft kisses were repeatedly pressed against the other’s lips, barely able to kiss properly due to the enormous smile painting his lips. “ i know, ” he whispered back, gasping a little however as the other lifted him up completely. abel simply nuzzled closer, wrapping his legs around adrian’s waist as his face was pressed into the other’s neck. “ i love you. so much. ”

placing one hand under abel’s behind, the other still held him tightly against his body. the ring that was safe in the little box clutched by his fingers was forgotten for a moment, instead adrian savored the moment, pecking abel on the lips repeatedly. ‘ holy shit, i’m gonna marry you so hard one day you won’t even know what’s coming, ’ the widest grin that was possible to muster was evident on his lips as he pulled away just enough to get a look at the younger boys face. he didn’t know if it was possible to feel any more love than was circulating through his system at the moment, but he didn’t even need to know. he had all he needed in his hands, in the most literal way possible.

abeldunbar:

adrian’s initial reaction after the few seconds of silence, drew a soft laugh from abel’s lips. there had been a glimpse of fondness showing in his eyes as he looked over at the blond. maybe his answer to the question should’ve been thought through more. he was only eighteen, adrian only twenty one. they had an entire life in front of them, nothing had to be rushed. nevertheless, he hadn’t been more sure of anything else before in his life. so he glanced up at adrian once again, feeling the tears burning in his eyes. “ you know my answer is yes, you idiot, ” he muttered quietly, curling his hand around the back of adrian’s neck to pull him in for a kiss.

with the others answer, adrian released a small sigh he didn’t know he was holding, instantly accepting him into his hold when the boy fell around his neck, lips attaching to his boyfriends — now fiancés. ‘ holy fuck, baby. ’ he managed to mutter against his lips, pulling him tighter in — arms wrapping around abel’s waist, tugging him up to stand from their odd positioning. ‘ holy fuck. ’ his words louder this time, adrian felt ecstatic. soon he was quite literally picking the smaller boy up, spinning them around in a circle, reluctant from letting their lips part, simply smiling widely against the other pair.

nomoregoldfish

#face.

abeldunbar:

“ you know i’d never get tired of you, ” abel mused quietly, “ so prepare to keep saying it forever. ” he smiled, the hint of the curve of his lips gracing his features, as his eyes met adrian’s. everytime the older boy told him he loved him, he felt his stomach flutter again. and maybe it was ridiculous, that even after years adrian didn’t even have to try in order to make him flustered, but he was okay with that. especially if it came with the countless kisses. he just leaned back into adrian’s touches, kissing him back softly.

the never released grip on his chin forced the younger boy to look up at the other, however he didn’t think he’d even look away. there was a fondness in his eyes, even more so once adrian started speaking. abel himself was silent, simply listening to every word falling from adrian’s lips. listening to the first time they met, to the first time they kissed. he could remember it so clearly, the longing stares coming from the breathtaking boy who seemed to be making fun of him all the time. however even abel was unable to not look back, unable to not kiss him back after adrian had finally kissed him. he could remember clearly how the butterflies exploded in his stomach, how all he could think about for a week straight was adrian. the realization that adrian felt the same still came as a shock to him.

nearing the end of his story, maybe abel should have known. what was about to happen. but he was oblivious, his mind was clouded by the most beautiful words, unable for the younger boy to think straight. until the moment adrian let go of him to drop to one knee. instantly abel’s mouth fell open, and although the boy was still speechless, he felt the tears welling up in his eyes. for a couple of seconds he just looked at adrian, caught up in sudden burst of love, before it hit him. his own ring in the pocket of his jacket. “ adrian, i — wait, wait, ” he muttered, as a smile broke out onto his face one realization hit him. his hand started fumbling in his pocket, before pulling out the small box of his own. he looked back at adrian, the hugest grin plastered on his face together with his teary eyes, before he dropped to one knee himself. “ only if you’ll marry me too. ”

what was he even expecting? he had no idea. the decision was drastic, a huge step in his life, as well as abel's. they were both so young, the younger boy barely eighteen, but still he was here, on his knees in front of him, a ring presented to him in his palm. then it him him. he was about to say no. the tears in his eyes, the plead to wait -- adrian was left with an agape mouth, kneeling in front of the love of his life. he could feel tears swell in his own eyes, but the man refused to let go of them, blinking quickly a couple of times to get rid of the embarrasing expression of his feelings -- but before he knew it, the other was mirroring his actions, his own box stuck firmly between his fingers. ' b - baby? ' adrian asked confused, even after the question was asked. his eyes -- or his ears, they couldn't believe what was going on in that moment. while he was somewhat upset at his boyfriend for ruining the moment, but at the same time, a sudden surge of love drowned upon him, even if he was left speachless. the only thing he was capable of was shifting his eyes back and forth between his eyes and the box in his hands, he simply didn't know what to say. ' baby - asked you first, ' his stubborness was back, as he couldn't formulate any other answer to abel.

abeldunbar:

adrian’s words were slightly confusing, however the younger boy opted to push it to the back of his mind and simply nod, as to indicate he’d promise. he wasn’t sure why he shouldn’t freak out, or what was going to make either of them freak out, but he just held tightly onto adrian’s hand as he let himself be pulled further into the gardens, blindly trusting the other. he smiled softly as they reached the middle, adrian turning to face him making the smile grow more. “ if i say no, will you keep saying it ? ” he muttered softly, as he looked up at adrian, he always loved hearing it — over and over again, those three little words coming from the other. “ i love you too, ” he then just muttered, pecking adrian’s lips quickly as he couldn’t resist.

‘ even if you say yes, i will continue saying that over and over again, until you get tired of me. and when you do, i’ll say it once more, just for good measure. ’ his words were accompanied with a cheeky smile, as he took a step closer to the boy, so they were pretty much flush with each other. his forehead resting against abel’s, he had to take a couple of breaths before he could start speaking again ‘ i don’t think i will ever get tired of telling you how much i love you, baby. ’ while one of his hands gripped abel’s, adrian used the other to raise his chin up slightly, so he could easily place his lips against the younger boys, repeatedly. even when he pulled away, he kept holding the others face, eyes scanning his expressions, looking out for something — anything that could tell him that it was a bad idea. but the moment he looked into the blond’s eyes, he knew it was worth it. even if he received a negative answer, even if the other hesitated. he had to try.

‘ you know... i can perfectly remember the first time i saw you. back at school. i could be wrong, but i think you were a sophomore back then, this young, bright faced baby with big hazel eyes. my friends wouldn’t stop teasing me about staring at you constantly, they even asked me if i was in love with you — i had to deny them — i never collected the courage to actually talk to you, instead of teasing you in the hallways — i wouldn’t be surprised if you thought i was making fun of you. and then — that one party, where i got so high i couldn’t see further than my nose — but i managed to see you across the room, and with the high induced confidence i came up to you — i was just planning to tease you some more, but something about those innocent, frightened eyes and those inviting lips of yours — ’ with those words, his fingers that gripped his chin eased their hold, thumb skimming over the soft, cold lips of abel’s. ‘ i couldn’t help but kiss you. i swear to god, my idiots of friends couldn’t stop making fun of me for weeks after that — that i kissed a fourteen year old with no intent of sleeping and dumping you. but i was whipped — so fucking whipped, baby. ’ skimming his nose against abel’s, adrian couldn’t help but place his lips against his boyfriends once more, reliving the memories that seemed to go so far back.

with another soft peck, adrian was pulling away again, having to stop himself from just attacking the other with repeated kisses over and over again — realizing that the feeling o being whipped for abel never truly went away. ‘ i —— i hurt you so much after that. over, and over again. i couldn’t let myself believe that i was in love with someone, and i chose to try and forget about it — even if it meant i hurt you, and myself in the process. but god, baby, even after countless of people and countless of idiotic ideas and shit that i’ve done, you manage to lure me back in with your beautiful face. i’m taking like a mad man right now — but i have something to ask you. —— i don’t know what the future will bring to us what will happen in ten, twenty years, even tomorrow. but i know that this decision i won’t regret ever in my life, and i firmly believe that you’re the only person that can bring the better of me out, and i can promise you i will try my best to be the best for you. ’

releasing his hold altogether of the boy, adrian was soon dropping on his knee in front of abel, disregarding the wetness he felt from the snow under his leg — instead taking out the small box he had hidden on the inside pocket of his jacket, black velvet framing it. ‘ baby — will you do me the honor and marry me? ’ his eyes focused firmly on the boy he was proposing to, shaky fingers flicking the box open — revealing a golden band, simple, but engraved with beautiful markings.

’ you gonna have to promise me not to freak out, ’ the man muttered under his breath, not even sure if the younger boy was able to hear him – or if the words were even directed at him, or himself. there was no secret he was freaking out quite a lot on the inside, and it was growing as they approached the destination. he lead the boy further into the gardens, and soon they were faced by the systematic garden portion of the area, the place where he had spent most of his childhood. leading the other through one of the passings into the middle of the little garden, he himself took the time to look around, noticing that the guard had done a pretty good job per his request. due to the pretty cold weather, his idea of a small picnik wasn’t to be executed, but one of the benches was wiped clean, ready for their arrival. once he had prominently dragged the other to the middle, adrian turned his whole body to face the blond, grinning at the boy. ’ i love you so much, you know that? ’

' well -- i wouldn't have been against carrying you, you know. ' the grin on his face seemed prominent by then, but the man couldn't help himself. when you're in a ( to some extent ) foreign country with the love of your life, it's difficult to not be overfilled with joy and affection, and adrian was sure he was going to smother the younger boy in it before their trip was over. if it were for him, he would have spent their time in the beautiful hotel looking over the eiffel tower, simply enjoying each other and the perks of room service. but at the same time, adrian wanted to show his boy the world, at least a small piece of it while he could. taking abel's hand in his, his steps now were quicker, rushed a bit, but he made sure he wasn't dragging abel behind him in the process.

basking in the position they were in for a couple of moments, adrian looked down at the blond, adoration and affection written clear over his face. ' if you want to stay in this position, i'm gonna have to carry you, baby. ' light laughter left his throat, bending down once more to press their lips together, fingers tightening behind abel's back to press them together tighter.

' what, i can't kiss my boyfriend whenever i feel like it? ' adrian laughed lightly as he engulfed the smaller boy into his chest, hands wrapping around his body. their lips met once more, soft and gentle together. abel's kisses were the perfect distraction, making adrian melt into his boyfriend with every one of those. pulling away just enough that their lips were marely grazing each other, adrian mused against abel's lips. ' i have to show you something. '

it might have been not the best time of the year to be visit the botanical garden, the ground covered in a thin layer of almost melted snow. it hadn't been particularly cold, but they weren't able to appreciate the beauty of the flowers and trees that usually bloomed in the spring time. however the bare trees were a beautiful contrast to the fairy lights that awaited them, and adrian wasn't about to complain. the flask of hot cocoa he had prepared previously clang against something in his background with every step he took, making the man fix the straps every couple of minutes -- the sound distracting as anxiety flushed over his body. he filled the silence of their surroundings with simple and pointless stories of the times he had spend in the garden, in hopes that the nerves that were evident in his body weren't clear in his voice as well. he feared that in the previous days he had given himself and his plans away, but even if he had, he received no comments about it from abel, which was calming on the opposite for adrian, either the boy was too ashamed to ask and he was intending to say no to whatever adrian was planning to say, or he didn't want to ruin the surprise. they neared their destination quickly, only making adrian look down at his boyfriend with a nervous smile, stopping them for a moment so he could press his lips against abel's for a short kiss.

the moment they passed the gates, adrian felt like a child again. a playful grin on his face clear and evident, slipping a couple of bills into the hands of the caretaker, muttering a gentle ’ takk, ’ to the middle aged man. small lights illuminated the pathwalk of the bothanical garden, fairylights clear in the distance per his request to the garden, surrounding the area that was the most important to his plan for the evening. ’ i spent most of my childhood here, with my mother. we used to take fold out chairs and she would draw the flowers –, ’ the man recalled his childhood memories, tightening his hold on the fingers of abel’s.

portbriarhq

the blond grasped onto his boyfriend’s hand a little tighter as they strolled across the sidewalks of an oslo at night. most of the light coming from the street lights next to the sidewalks, he blindly trusted adrian’s knowledge around the city. being in norway, knowing the city was such a big part of adrian’s life, felt special to him. “ where was it again where we were going ? ” the boy muttered quietly, as he turned to glance up at the other with a faint smile playing on his lips. excitement was tingling in his stomach as he shoved his free hand into the pocket of his jacket, partially to shed them from the cold, but also for his fingers to brush past the box holding the engagement ring he bought the other. just to make sure it was still there, just to remind him to find the right time to pop the question.

okadrian-blog

they had visited many places previous to coming to norway. they had travelled to rome, attempted to climb the eiffel tower, only to give up and ride the rest of the way up, saw the many and beautiful lakes of slovenia -- but there was one place that adrian was most excited to visit. his home town. the place he had spent most of his childhood. the small house he had shared with his parents while they lived in the country was vacant, open for when he and his father decided they needed a feeling of home and flew out for a few days. they had seen many beautiful places around europe, but oslo was still the most precious place for his heart, and he knew this was where he wanted to do it. the decision was there for him to make, and he had finally made it -- the fifth time he had attempted but was stopped, he knew he had to man up and stop being a coward -- he had nothing to loose. ' botanske hage, ' adrian spoke in a hushed voice, not wanting to disturb the silence that had surrounded them. ' the systematisk garden to be more exact. ' he had called in the garden, questioning them if they could open the gates for them just for a few hours after closing -- for a couple of hundred kroners, of course. it was of walking distance from the home they were staying in for the days they had in norway, and that was exactly where they were headed.

his lips formed into a smirk at the others agreement, nodding lightly. ' such a good boy for me, ' adrian coo'ed, letting go of the hold he had on his chin and brushing his fingers lightly through his hair. this was a conversation for another day, when both of them were calm and collected enough to talk about it, but simply, it was the only smart thing adrian could muster about it in general.

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