wheep little lion

we’ve gone way too fast for way too long. and we were never supposed to make it half this far. I think that God is gonna have to kill me twice. I woke up in my shoes again but somewhere you exist, singing I did it again, I forgot what I was losing my mind for

[okbenjy]

adie finnigan

                        “ … ye look a bit like shit. ”

“ means somethin’ comin’ from me.                                                      so      ya survivin’ ? ”

“  you always this rude ???                     HUH   --- must be why we never talk ”

[okbenjy]

emmeline vance

“you need to STOP doing that–” cupping his face as she drew closer, “stop putting yourself down –i’m not okay with that. i’m NEVER going to be okay with that – i’m not on some pedestal, you didn’t get lucky when you got me – nothing was luck. i’m with you because i love who you are. are their moments where i feel like an idiot and you’re just overwhelmingly KIND? do i get INSECURE? of course – but that doesn’t mean that i’m not good enough–”

“so yes, you’re being SILLY. there’s no version of this where i wouldn’t want you just the way you are–”

the brown-eyed brunet stood there,  delicate feminine fingers cupping his face as his feet kept him body balanced.  his heart was growing WARM with fondness at each word she spoke.  emmeline’s voice velvety and reassuring against his ears.    “  so you want me?  like REALLY-REALLY  want me ? ”  he smiled lopsided,  hands finding their familiar place back on her hips.  he missed that.  touching her.   “ because i think i’d stop acting silly if you said you’d be mine again--- ”

[lindsayslohan]

21 Jump Street (2012) dir. Phil Lord & Chris Miller

[okbenjy]

emmeline vance

“why is that so SURPRISING?” she couldn’t hide her disbelief – it shouldn’t be so impossible to believe that she needed him. merely inches apart as she peered up at him, all she wanted was him, but more than that – she needed him to BELIEVE her. 

“  because you’re you and so strong and beautiful,  and then there’s me-- ”  he spit out,  his insecurities rising to the surface.  letting go of the broomsticks,  benjy tugged roughly at his hair.  he didn’t realize he’d caused it to go in odd directions.  “  i don’t know... its silly. ”

[okbenjy]

emmeline vance

stifling her laughter against the palm of her hand at the sight of his near tumble, straightening her posture as she took a step toward him, not only craving to be CLOSER, but to prevent a fall, “please tell me that, that wasn’t a serious question – i’ve been MISERABLE–” 

“  well— no,  wait.  —you have? ”  he questioned,  his hands blindly gripping against the broomsticks behind him for balance.  he didn’t want to slip again.  “ you’ve been miserable?  because I’VE  been miserable ”  there was shock written all over his face.  he didn’t miss how she closed the gap between them and it caused his heart to race.

[youluvkai]

[okbenjy]

arthur weasley

“mcgonagall caught me trying to turn the soap in the first floor girl’s lavatory into maple syrup.” arthur shrugged, glancing away from benjy as the group started walking again. with all the recent events, the redhead had taken a break from his usual shenanigans. the short time seemed like years to him, though, and he found his talent to be lacking practice. “a double whammy, i suppose. being where i’m not s’posed to be. —sod off.” he added the last comment with a glaring look at the interrupting slytherin.

arthur was known to make brash decisions.   the redhead being as much of a prankster as the marauders,  and benjy had lost track of the amount of times he had tried to warn the weasley boy.   either way,  it wasn’t like anyone listened to him anyway.  A MISTAKE THEY ALL MADE..    “ –-mcgonagall has eyes in the back of her head,  cant get away with anything these days.   good try though.  --can you imagine how angry the girls would’ve been? ”  he chuckled,  kicking at a muddy rock.  shooting the slytherin a mirrored glare,  benjy continued.    “ glad you’re here with me though.  it’d suck to be in my lonesome with all these snakes. ”

[okbenjy]

lucius malfoy

“YES, actually, i do.” lucius mocked, a sly grin forming on his lips. his motives were usually not to make people fear him, or even intimidate them. his main goal was annoyance. it worked verily well. “—in school? no. why would i have my parents get me out of detention, it’s half an hour of messing around with my CLOSEST peers. i do it every other day just to keep me busy.” he teased.

hearing lucius gloat was worse than being hit in the gut by the whomping willow itself.  all he wanted was to wipe that stupid GRIN off malfoys face with his fist,  but then that’d land him in more detention with people like alecto & rita,  and honestly ?  benjy’d rather eat a bucket of acid pops than do that.  grumbling under his breath,  the gryffindor dunked under another set of branches before sending the boy a glare.    “ oh right,  i’d forgotten about your little breakfast club.  —now listen,  SHUT UP.  only i talk lousy about potter,  not you.  got it ?? ”  

[cilly-murphy]

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[arthursweasles-blog]

@okbenjy

[okbenjy]

emmeline vance

her gaze widening as he gave her a tug – into the broom closet they went, “what are you–” spluttering as she found herself against the wall, keeping a few steps between them. 

“OH –” a small smile dancing at her lips, it now made SENSE, why the raven haired boy even approached her let alone made it seem like it was okay. they had fixed it. 

“did you just do this for me?” the quiet question echoing through the silence, “i love you and the fact that you even did this, i appreciate it, but that’s not the only thing that matters. can you get along with him? not even for my sake, but for the team? because that’s what we are – that’s what the group is, we’re a TEAM and we need to have each others backs–” 

his smile was still very much there even when she started questioning his motives.      “  at first,  yeah,  i did it for you.  but then i got to thinkin’ more and i saw how HAPPY  lily was,  and honestly?  i was wrong. ”  shifting his feet and nearly tripping over one of the buckets of dirty water,  benjy recovered.    “  i wanna be a team player.  i want us all to get ready for whatevers coming,  and we cant do it if we’re at odds with each other.  ---look, i’m not saying we have to get back together.  i can wait until you’re ready.  but i wanted you to know that i listened. ”

[okbenjy]

emmeline vance

she was DONE for the day, runes being the last disaster and she was well on her way for a quick nap before dinner – her footsteps moving swiftly until she heard him. stilling – a small frown at her lips as she whipped around –fighting the natural irritation that came with hearing her first name, “benjamin–” cocking a brow as she took a few steps toward him, “SURE–”

he smiled despite the hesitation in her step.   glancing over his shoulder as the last of the students filtered through,  benjy pulled emme into the nearby broom closet.  it was the most PRIVACY  they could get.    “  i talked to james.  and uh, --we left things on a good note.  i still have detention and we aren’t exactly friends,  but he welcomed me back into the group. ”  his voice was obviously nervous with how it wavered at some points,  but he was excited to tell her.    “  ---- so yeah,  i fixed it.  this makes things better,  right? ”

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[okbenjy]

amycus carrow

“fuck off, fenwick. i’m as humble as it gets.”

“  care to retract that obvious lie ?                  i’ve never once thought of you as HUMBLE. ”

[okbenjy]

  I HAVE A PLAN.   ---yes, i have a plan.  the words were on repeat in little benjy’s head as he waited patiently for class to get out.     “  i can do this.  ”  he murmured to himself,  his head hitting the stone wall just outside the room of runes.  he was twiddling his fingers at this point,  but it was the loud creak of the door that got his attention as the first set of students rolled out.  chocolate hues fell on short, brown curls.  and in his awe,  the lioness walked right past him.  --probably not even noticing he was there.  pushing off the wall,  benjy followed the girl down the stairwell,  his steps just a few feet behind hers.     “ emmeline vance, ”   he called out,  his shoes finally hitting the end of the stairwell.   “  ---surprise.  um,  can we talk? ”   // @vancesemmes

[okbenjy]

florence navarra

Florence made no effort to keep in an agitated sigh, adding even a little more to the drama by rolling her eyes. Her following in to the giant’s footsteps was already no easy taks, add ducking for branches and the continuing banter of a Gryffindor to it and her day was official ruined. “Look mister, I really do not care who you like and dislike.” she said loudly, pausing to duck from a sweeping branch once more. “But if you do not shut your piehole about it right now, I swear that I will make you. One way or the other.”

“  why does no one want to hear me talk? ”   his voice came out exasperated,  head shaking at the girls words.  with each step,  benjys boots were engulfed in mud and leaves.  what hagrid had planned for their little detention group,  the lion had no clue.    “  because i’m feeling VERY  unwelcomed right now.  —s’like you lot want to just sulk in silence.  ---and i do not do silence very well ”

[okbenjy]

rita skeeter

rita’s eyes nearly hit the back of her head, mouth opening to feign a barf behind the boy’s back. focus returning to the difficult terrain, the fauna seemed to sense her intense dislike. her tread heavy and each step a great battle. batting at buzzing flies and the branches that seemed to reach for her, rita’s teeth gritted into with frustration.  “ you’re right on the bugs. but i think if you mention potter one more time, fenwick, i’ll actually kill you. you’re not fooling anyone  ”   her voice loud and apparently, unconcerned with their detention’s chaperone. “ this is torture, you know !! “ she called over the gryffindor’s shoulder. “ barbaric, really “ 

“  sorry for feeling the need to share my revelations with you all,  ”   he muttered,  hands still pushing the many tree branches out of his way as they continued their walk.  he was with the GRUMPIEST group ever.  four slytherins and one ravenclaw,  but at least benjy had arthur weasley by his side.  with a huff,  benjy didn’t hide his eye-roll at rita’s melodramatics.  “  ---and i’m being serious,  you arse.   me and potter,  it’s progess ”

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She wasn’t my first kiss but she’s the kiss that mattered, the kiss that made me realize I didn’t want to kiss anyone else. So now my lips belong to her. Just look at them… Her name’s written all over them.

Oko Ninjah (via okoninjah)