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svnsctmuses‌:

Ayla always hated having to have this conversation with him. She still deeply cared for him, and wanted nothing more than to believe everything he was saying. She didn’t want to look like a fool for the millionth time. Sighing, Ayla looked at the ground, staring at nothing. “Maybe you should start acting on it and stop talking about it,” she responded, picking her head up to look at him. “I’m not going to keep doing this, Kol.” 

‘‘I’m going to. I will, I swear.’‘ There’s nothing but truth to his words, reaching over to  slide his hand ontop of hers. Just as he’s about to lean over and kiss her forehead, he suddenly hunches over the side of his bed to grab his waste bucket and empty the contents of his stomach-- only groaning as he falls back onto his bed, clutching his stomach tightly. ‘‘Please don’t give up on us. I’ll treat you like the queen you... you are.’‘

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svnsctmuses‌:

Pushing her raven hair behind her ear, she was trying her best to not look at the male. She knew that once she did, she’d end up wrapped into him once more. “But, you always say that,” Ayla pointed out with a sigh. “I can’t tell you how many times you have told me that, you never change and you just want me to believe you. It isn’t going to work, Kol. You don’t have your shit together and once you try – you’ll end up right back down the rabbit hole and I have to pull you out. Like always.”

‘‘--This time I mean it, y’know? I don’t want to fuck this up again, like I’ve fucked up all the other times with you, Ayla. You’re..’‘ Fidgeting with his pillow, he lets out a sigh because he’s trying to hide the fact that as the conversation went on, it was hurting him a little bit. ‘‘You’re the best thing that’s ever happened to me, and I don’t.. I don’t ever want to let you walk out that door again.’‘ He murmured.

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“I know. I’m the best.” Part of her was joking while the rest of her was being serious. “Kol..” Ayla trailed off, moving so she was off of the bed and looked at him. “I thought that we agreed that the whole dating thing isn’t going to work. We’re just – completely different and it just ends up with us fighting. There’s no point in trying again.” 

‘‘Listen..’‘ Trailing off, he sits up some and pulls the pillow to his chest so he’s looking up at her with a raised brow. ‘‘I just-- I want to be with you. I want to give us a chance again, and I am willing to change. I will... I will change for you. I want to be the guy you can bring home, and I want to be the one.. you can.. take to family gatherings...’‘ He trails off, a hand running along his forehead. ‘‘I’m sorry it took me so long to get my shit together.’‘

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svnsctmuses‌:

“Mhm..” Ayla hummed as she listened to the male and watching him fall back into his pillow. She wasn’t going to try and do anything to help him. Like he said, he deserved it. She was only there to make sure he didn’t end up dying in the middle of the night, it wasn’t her job to nurse him back to health. “You do owe me. I also hope the hangover sucks.” 

‘‘I ever mention how you always tend to say the sweetest things?’‘ He mutters, an eyebrow raising as he shoots her one of his sly grins as he gives her a nudge with his hand. ‘‘I owe you the world. I.. want to take you out for breakfast if it’s okay with you. Then I.. I want to take you to dinner?’‘

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Ayla moved her hair out of her eyes, adjusting herself on the bed so she could look at Kol better. “I was thinking about it,” she admitted while bringing her shoulders up into a shrug. “I just didn’t want you to end up choking on your vomit. That’s the only reason I stayed here.” 

A hand runs along his face as he sits up a little more, but groans and falls back onto his pillow-- his hand holding his head with a sigh. ‘’You could’ve let.. I deserve this. I was bein’ an asshole and got.. got like this, y’know?’’ He mumbled with a sigh, doing his best to keep his eyes covered. ‘’Thank you for.. for stayin. I owe you a ton.’’

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A noise escapes him as he turns over on his side, eyes opening. ‘’Ayla? Hey.. yer’ still here..’’ He mumbles groggily, his hands going up to rub his eyes. ‘’I.. was pretty drunk last night. I thought.. you woulda’ left with how annoying I was being.’’

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stargazeriisms‌:

IT MUST BE PRETTY HARD HAVING TO LIE to everyone around you, you know? that had been jae’s answer to her asking if she’d been a good fit about being in rosewick. and truth be told it had only been hard to lie to tommy. she hadn’t meant to fall for him. he wasn’t a part of her original objective. 

she could feel his eyes on her and all she could do was look everywhere else but up at him. she would’ve kept up her lie if A hadn’t outed her. her head was a tangled mess of stray thoughts and regrets. there was a part of her that did regret tommy. her association with him had been rubbed in her face in the end of her run after all. but there was a bigger part that screamed he’s possibly one of the only things she doesn’t regret. 

this was a mistake. she thought she had things better sorted in her head but she didn’t. four words brought her attention back to up to looking at him, her face void of emotions as she listened. her heart hurt as he spoke and before he finished she switched seats taking the one situated next to him she pressed a kiss to his temple.

“ i know. it’s okay tommy. “ her voice was low and she smoothed down his hair, simple little signs of affection. “ it is what it is. “ that was it. it really is what it is, fucked up but still beautiful. “ i’m sorry i didn’t tell you who i was. i didn’t plan on falling for anyone let alone you – you just have a way of weaseling your way into people’s lives. “ she went on with a chuckle. “ i’m glad i met you. “  

HIS WHOLE LIFE had been chaotic, he was used to it. Chaos came with being in Mexico than coming to rosewick to settle down and working his way into the roses. Spenc had been the little peace that had shined a light into his dark world, and he was.. it was such a foreign feeling, but the more time Tommy had spent with her he fell for her. Fell for her quickly.

Throughout their relationship she had always assured him that he could never hurt her, that he had nothing to worry about. Then came the text. It had put him in such a place where.. hell, it felt like he was outside his body while he was branding her and after all this time? Hell, after all this time the scenario had played throughout his head and it ate him alive. 

Even while she had assured him it was okay, he was breaking down. Tommy wasn’t able to hide the  tears this time, a shaky breath escaping him as he leaned against her-- his hands rubbing his eyes to wipe the tears away, shaking his head once more. ‘’No.. no-- no-- it’s not okay. Hurting you.. was the worst thing.. worst thing I have done. I.. I never.. never forgave myself. I can’t-- because... its you. I hurt the.. the person I love.’’ He mumbled, finally shooting a look over to her.

‘‘I’m.. I’m glad I met you too. You gotta.. y’gotta know how much it.. I’m sorry. It fucking hurts me, Spenc.’‘ His hand slides over to rest ontop of hers, entwining their fingers together and hesitantly pressing a kiss to her palm. ‘‘I’m sorry.. for being such a fuck-up..’‘

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svnsctmuses‌:

Laughing, Ayla brought her hand down and tapped Kol’s chest when hearing him stumbling over his words. “Are you alright? Are you wanting me to bring another girl over so you can see us have a little fun?” She teased. 

The thought is hot, it’s probably one of the hottest things he’s thought about. Biting down on his bottom lip he shakes his head almost quickly arms wrapping tighter around her, and pulling her in snug against him. ‘’I don’t no one touching what’s mine, thoughh.’

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svnsctmuses‌:

Chuckling, Ayla wrapped her arms around his neck. “What if – it was a female club? I would have hot ladies gawking at me. You know that nobody else would be touching me, right?”

Woah, woah woah. Slam the brakes. His mind comes to a screeching halt, a hand coming up to rub the back of his head. ‘’What? But.. I... What?’’ It’s probably the only thing that comes to mind. ‘’I know.. but.. It.. I.. It’s.. is it.. . what?’’

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svnsctmuses‌:

“I mean, we both know how much I love getting you jealous. I think this would be the perfect opportunity. And it will help me get better moves for you.” 

‘‘Pros: better moves? Cons: dudes gawking at my girlfriend. I love you, but..’‘ Arms wrap around her waist and he gives his head a little shake, grumbling. ‘‘Nope. I need you to be my lil dancer.’‘

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svnsctmuses‌:

“I could just become a stripper if that would make you feel better.” 

‘‘And have everyone else gawk at what’s mine?  Nah, nah. I like you bein’ my private lil dancer.’‘

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‘’You know how hot it is to watch you dance? Why would.. you torture me like this?’‘

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poisoniims‌:

    “Oh, please, DO spell it, cowboy”, Theo grins skeptically. He wanted to hear it loud and clear, what he had known from the very beginning. The blond wanted to listen how JC was OFFICIALLY anchoring himself to him, because once he did it… there was no turning back. “It would have been quite a mess to clean if I did”, the boy beamed and upon hearing the desired words, Theo showed a littler, yet more significant smile. “It took you some time, baby”, he commented taking a step forward. While the other was taller, he managed to hold up the stare long enough to study all his face. “Just kiss me already, you still owe me some dick”.

‘‘I’m baby now? Another nickname-- finally I get a break from cowboy.’‘ Now it was a foreign feeling, confessing everything to Theo. Hell, there was just something about the blonde.. that he couldn’t quite put his finger on it, it was just something that drew him in more and he wanted all of Theo. ‘‘Then get ready to take what’s yours.’‘ He said with a growl, leaning in to claim Theo’s lips in a heated kiss-- his hands moving to cup the blonde’s cheeks.

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Is that all you got?

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lukemullen‌:

Ryan Guzman in ‘9-1-1’

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poisoniims‌:

“Right and what do you wanna talk about, army boy?”, Theo replied from the bed, his eyes stuck on the book, but unable to even finish the page as his nerves started shaking at the topic his… friend? had suddenly brought up. The boy looked over his reading, blue eyes piercing on the figure in front of himself without blinking as he considered his words in a long ( and hopefully painful ) silence. “So like… are you gay or bi or…? I don’t know if you are apologizing about being drunk or grabbing my dick, but…”, he sighs and closes his book, putting it aside. “There were knives just to the reach of my hand that night, you know? If I wanted, I could have STABBED you, but I didn’t; what do you take from that?”

‘‘Do I really gotta spell it out for you?’’ Arms fold over his chest as he stares at the blonde on the bed, jaw setting tightly. ‘‘I’m glad you didn’t stab me then. Look, I’m glad-- I’m glad you didn’t stab me. I just, want.. I like you blondie. If you’re up for it, I just want to give this.. whatever this is, a shot.’‘