Okie

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It's been two years so I thought of restarting my studyblr. And here's an intro post!

🤓I am Okie.

📚Sophomore pre-majoring Physics at uni, considering a minor in biology but I can't leave math either so idk.

👓I'm 20 yo. And that doesn't feel real to me.

💊I have bipolar type 1 so college has not been a smooth sail but good for the plot!

🪶'm also really into literature. I don't read as much philosophy as I'd like to though.

✍️I also write sometimes. The quality is debatable.

🧶And I switch to new hobbies every third week.

💜I identity as she/her. Probably in the acespec. Probably demi. Idk.

That's me!

📖Currently reading:

Orlando by Virginia Woolf

Myth of Sisyphus by Albert Camus

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Thought I'd get back on here cuz now I'm in uni and moved out into a big city and all that. Here's my new study set up until my roommate moves in, and a nice new sky.

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Textbooks with less than 500 pages my beloved 🖤

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All the exams are done and now it's me and my thirty days before college against my ever expanding to do list. Also the world.

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I have my uni entrance exam the day after tomorrow. I'm dead.

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Missed it with a gallstone diagnosis

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Alright I haven't been active for long, but now I'm planning to start again, since with another entrance exam this Saturday I can officially be free of 12th grade texts. Plus, I got into a college though not my first choice and I'm waiting for the results of the last exam I wrote, which, if I didn't screw up, would get me into one of the places I'm hoping to get into. Anyway, now there's a backup plan. Either way, classes will start by August and till then I'll have time for my little side adventures.

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I have my uni entrance exam the day after tomorrow. I'm dead.

[severely-caffine-addicted-deact]

my toxic trait is that I think my life will turn out to be like my favourite sitcoms

[sabersunrise]

So no one told you life was gonna be this way

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Was in a slump today (dear brain went on its monthly

hibernation), didn't do much except

10 pages of trigonometry

A chapter of electrostatics

Some morse code practice (does it even count?)

40 pages of the brain book and

Walks (tried listening to feynman lectures while at it, one and a half lecture down)

Ps: check out linear algebra videos on 3b1b they're ✨

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Weird graph from a stolen code

Today

Went for a walk

Studied half a chapter of combinatorics

Finished a chapter of chemistry

Played with random graphs on python (now look at the caption, XD)

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Re-Studyblring

Long time no see, good people of tumblr (this part of Tumblr and I was lurking around and here and there, well whatever, I'm back!)

So I'm on my gap year! The college I went to wasn't what I had in mind and when it got too unbearable (let's face it, it wasn't a great place), I dropped out. College drop out baby! Yeah, that's something. So far I'm enjoying this. I learn, and study and maybe write...also go for walks (that sky is what greeted my this evening). Chaos aside, today I:

Finished a chapter of Maths (started on Monday, I went a little slowly, guilty)

Studied a chapter of Physics

Read 30(ig) pages of Brain from Inside out

Lots of wordle!!

Went for walks

It was still chaotic, let's work on that from tomorrow.

PS: Check out that sky picture it's soooo pretttyyyy

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Losing my mind over this

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another ‘reblog if you’re an active studyblr’ post!

I’d like some new blogs to follow, so please interact with this post if you’re a studyblr! Bonus points if:

you’re based in the uk

you’re starting uni

you post primarily notes

you’re a stem/physics student!

Thanks in advance & good luck to anyone starting a new school year / education adventure!

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Hey all I'm back. It's been some time. But now I plan to get on with some CAT prep, not sure how long I'll stick with that. Probably it's a new obsession, and short lived. Anyway, college will start soon and that's something. So let's hope I get back to doing, stuff. Also got my 12th board results and I couldn't be happier. Good day all!

[angelwiththeguninyourhand-deact]

homoromoacecase:

freckles-mylove:

on-the-outside:

that-multi-fandom-mess:

squishmallow36:

callas-pancake-tree:

stopstealingtomatoes:

crymeariveronceagain:

number-1-kotlc-fan:

lady-hunkyhair:

stopstealingtomatoes:

crazedfangirl14:

duckymomo002:

fiadh-bell:

ikissjesse:

phoenix-tries-to-write:

baileeblanc:

hunterxassasin:

msmadrigal101pt2:

riptide-123:

overly-dramatic-artist:

queercafe:

herkiss-theriot:

darknstormyseas:

red-will:

la-clementina:

sfruggler:

Rules; Tag 9 people you would like to know/catch up with. Tagged by @purpledrain, the queen of swords

Last song: Sweetheart by Allan Rayman (on repeat for a week now)

Last movie: Tom at the Farm (I’m a sucker for psychosexual trauma studies and blood)

Currently reading: Rereading Cain by Jose Saramago

tagging @rosymirth @la-clementina @gul-jaan @thedearidiot @ectrica

Tagged by @sfruggler

Last song: Lopin along through the Cosmos by Judee Sill

Last movie: Beauty and the Beast (1975 Czech version) check out rarefilmm.com

Currently Reading: Kafka on the Shore by Murakami

Idk if there are 9 people on here I want to know better but I will try. Tagging: @autisticwife420 @borednotboring @a1redelalm3na @redrosesforthedevilswhore @rat-tail @red-will @fiberglassinsulation

Tagged by @la-clementina (ty!)

Last song: A House in Nebraska by Ethel Cain

Last Movie: Benadetta (based on a true story about a 17th century nun who had a lesbian affair. The movie itself itself is kinda out there, for example, some body horror of the Catholic sort. I didn’t finish watching in the first siting because it was late, so I don’t know how it ends…yet)

Currently reading: Passing by Nella Larsen & also Heartstopper by Alice Oseman

Tag 9 people you would like to know/catch up with:

@grendels-mother @haetshepsut @poiink @sleepanon @darknstormyseas @medieval-canadian  @fatlarde @tx-libra @hypnotized-so-mesmerized 

tagged by @red-will ahhh thank u!!

Last song: posing for cars by Japanese Breakfast (am on a jbrekkie binge as I just read Crying in H Mart oh boy)

Last movie: Princess Protection Program :) I watched it all the time growing up!!! A classic and a comfort movie tbh

Currently reading: House of Light by Mary Oliver, Soft Science by Franny Choi, and the new Rebecca Roanhorse book came out today aaaaaa

Tag 9 people you would like to know/catch up with:

I barely know nine people but here goes: @herkiss-theriot @oxidisers @a-plain-bad-heroine @nihilismhatepage @darlingohsweetdarling @theravenkin @m0thb0nes @crimesnewronan @darlingohsweetdarling

Tagged by @darknstormyseas

Last song: cute thing (FTF) by car seat headrest. I could talk for hours on end about this album and this song god I love it

Last movie: I think mean girls? I don’t watch a lot of movies but I watch mean girls a lot because it’s my comfort movie and I love it a lot

Currently reading: Her Name in the Sky by Kelly Quindlen, One Last Stop by Casey McQuiston, and the Watchmen graphic novel

I can’t think of 9 people but I’ll tag @queercafe @eastforwinter @ladyqueerfoot because we’re all recent mutuals and I like ur posts (and queefcafe is my new bestie)

agged by @herkiss-theriot

Last Song: Sidelines by Phoebe Bridgers because I’m nothing if not predictable (although I listened to Home Video in its entirety more recently now that i think about it but since it was on DVD last.fm didn’t track it)

Last movie: oh my god i haven’t watched a movie in weeks. maybe turning red?

Currently reading: Project Hail Mary by Andy Weir, The Making of a Musical by Lehman Engel

Probably don’t know 9 people on here but @overly-dramatic-artist @chocostarlights @herpetta @hellativity

tagged by @queercafe

Last song: Fantasy by Mariah Carey (always stuck in my head)

Last movie: lmao I have no idea, it was probably either Encanto or Moulin Rouge

Currently reading: the Decameron by Giovanni Boccaccio (for a class, its actually been pretty fun to read) and One Hundred Years of Solitude by Gabriel Garcia Marquez

Ahh I probably don’t even know 9 people… @tunafishprincess @aroacevaljean @lesbeebs @riptide-123 @t0biass

tagged by @overly-dramatic-artist

Last Song: 96,000 from In The Heights 

Last Movie: i dunno if it was the last movie i watched or not but i watched Aladdin on Friday

Currently Reading: Alex and Eliza: A Love Story by Melissa de La Cruz

lets see if i can make it to 9 @rxaes   @nodos-still-breathing @wifeofbean @msmadrigal101pt2  @froggydobegaytho  @sesamestreet47  @camilosunshxne and thats all i can think of 

Tagged by: @riptide-123

Last song: Make up by Ariana Grande. (And the Light Is Coming)

Last movie: Low, just watched Encanto (this morning).

Currently reading: Honestly, I’ve read every single book on my bookshelf so nothing (I have like 80 books).

Idk If I can do nine, but I’ll try: @dos-oruguitas @dol6res @hunterxassasin @tigreost @nodos-still-breathing @kimmyluvg @encantomybeloved @iyahpostsstuff

Tagged by: @msmadrigal101pt2

Last Song: Heather by Conan Grey

Last Movie: Spiderman: No Way Home

Currently Reading: Warrior Cats A Starless Clan: River

Tagging: @camilosunshxne @r0ck3n1buk11 @sweetaeyoung @duckymomo002 @eahravinqueen @baileeblanc (I don’t think I’m gonna hit nine 🙃🙃)

Tagged by: @hunterxassasin

Last Song: Harleys in Hawaii

Last Movie: Hunger Games: Mockingjay Part 2

Currently Reading: The Camp Buddy by: @msmadrigal101pt2

(I hate books :>)

Nine Tags?!: @camilosunshxne @sweetaeyoung @duckymomo002 @maddieramos @the-ice-frozen-ground-red-rose @ivegot-daddy-issues @ikissjesse @lemx-n @phoenix-tries-to-write (if you’ve already done this, sorry lol)

Tagged by @baileeblanc (ty! <33)

Last song: The Fall by Lovejoy

Last Movie: Call Me By Your Name

Currently reading: There is always a light in dark spaces

Tag 9 people you would like to know/catch up with:

@duckymomo002 @ikissjesse @sweetaeyoung @camilosunshxne @camilos-mivida @febreezecommercial @sitorrothekitsune @strengthsapprentice

i only have 8

tagged by @phoenix-tries-to-write !! <3

last song: perfume by lovejoy

last movie: idk tbh 😭 probably storks

currently reading: little women

tag 9 ppl u would like to know/catch up w: @phoenix-tries-to-write @fiadh-bell @baileeblanc @yejilvrs @duckymomo002 @merymikey @totallynotjolene @jjk-ily @joonsweed <3<3<3

tagged by @ikissjesse (ty!! <3)

last song: Dear Fellow Traveller by Sea Wolf

last movie: oh man I’m not sure. probs the original Mulan

currently reading: Harley Merlin and the Stolen Magicals, The Girl from the Other Side, The Great Gatsby

tag 9 people you would like to know/catch up w/(dk 9 off the top of my head rn): @ikissjesse @isabelurgfshere @theoneandonlysimppp @sweetaeyoung @thenationsangel @duckymomo002 :)

I’ve gotten tagged so many times for this but never had the energy for it so now I’m here.

Tagged by: @hunterxassasin @baileeblanc @phoenix-tries-to-write @ikissjesse and @fiadh-bell

Last song: Nothing left to lose by Jeremy Jordan and Eden Espinosa

Last movie: The Lego Movie

Currently reading: Reflection Disney twisted tale

9 people to tag: @nocturne-the-raven @hiroyuki27 @kailoveswom3n @bethieswhimseys @j-jinko @ikissrobaire @crazedfangirl14 @queenofurheart @camilos-mivida

(all of my other friends have been tagged)

Thx for the tag! @duckymomo002

Last song: Istanbul (not Constantinople) by They Might be Giants

Last movie: Catching Fire (I didn’t finish it tho)

Currently reading: The Unlikely Hero of Room 13B

9 people to tag: @stopstealingtomatoes @myminddefiesreality @sophiespockets @axels-corner @camelspit @ichor-on-my-hands @lady-hunkyhair @books-over-boys @rajenkinswrites

Thx for the ask!

Last song: Counting Stars *chef’s kiss*

Last movie: Spiderman no Way Home *sobs*

Currently reading: Legacy lol again

Tagging: @bleeding-letters @lady-hunkyhair @myminddefiesreality @bonker-bananas @crymeariveronceagain @fintan-pyren @callas-pancake-tree @vulpineslair @kaykayrose19

Sorry if you’ve already been tagged haha but I still added you so I look like I know more people lolll

Thanks for the ask!

Tagged by: @stopstealingtomatoes (check your wattpad account hehe) @crazedfangirl14

Last song: Eternally by TXT

Last movie: Hidalgo (really good, recommend for horse lovers)

Currently reading: Percy Jackson Sea of Monsters (I know I’m 23 and I’m just starting PJO)

Tagging: @crymeariveronceagain @btssmutgalore @gingerthemoonlark @gaystuffandmarvel @justanotherkeefefan @number-1-kotlc-fan @sophiespockets @ot7lunaarmy-myg @twixxxpie

Well im the latest of late i was on vacation (forgot) didnt bring my phone and then lost it when i got back so haven’t seen this till now and now im rambling anyyywwwaaaay

Last song: I Know You Want Me by Pitbull

Last movie: The Hobbit: Battle of Five Armies

Currently Reading: uummmm idk, mostly just waiting for Stellerlune to come out🤣

Uh yeah thats about it

Tagging: @sosodraws @crymeariveronceagain @sophielovesbooks

thanks @number-1-kotlc-fan for the tag!

Last song: Bad Habits(feat. BMTH), by Ed Sheeran. Guys no you don’t understand i’ve always thought Bad Habits was SUCH a Bakugo song but like add in rock music and screaming? it should only be interpreted as a Bakugo song from here on out.

Last Movie: The Secret Garden(1993) The book to movie inconsistencies will never cease to bother me despite how cute it is.

Currently reading: um. A 149k Link/Zelda angst fic. Highschool au. Slow burn, hurt/comfort. I don’t even play Legend of Zelda. I don’t know how I wound up here. Again. I’ve already read this fic once.

tagging: @stopstealingtomatoes @bring-the-storm @smoltolmuffin @k-j-23 @dream-hunny @fintan-pyren @ anyone else who wants to! :D

Thx for the ask!!!

Last song: Burn the House Down by AJR (honestly love that song tho cibifubjknj)

Last movie: Thirteen Going on Thirty. I LOVE that movie ngl

Currently reading: Trying to reread kotlc cuz I rlly need to (especially cuz I don’t remember what half the words mean) but working up the energy to go through that emotional roller coaster is gonna be hard

@bleeding-letters @lady-hunkyhair @myminddefiesreality @crazedfangirl14 @keefe–sencen @callas-pancake-tree @bonker-bananas @ anyone else! You ALL are welcome, and I would have tagged ya if, you know, I could remember your url lolll

Thx for the tag!!

Last song: How Do You Feel by The Maine

Last movie: uhh Turning Red i think? i dont watch movies very often lol

Currently reading: As good as dead, Neverseen, the Paper and Hearts society

tagging (no pressure ofc): @perhaps-it-was-never-before @awkward-gay-flowers @squishmallow36 @thefruitsaladdemon @constant-sapphic-breakdown @stellar-lune @nothing-valued @anyone else who wants to!!

Ty for the tag!

Last Song: Safe and Sound by Def Kev and Sendi Hoxha

Last Movie: Turning Red

Currently Reading: A Tale of Witchcraft by Chris Colfer and Stars Above by Marissa Meyer

tagging: @kamikothe1and0lny (do you recognize the song? It’s on one of your speedpaints :) ) @poppinspop @orionalumn @that-multi-fandom-mess @ever-squish @gingerthemoonlark @nothing-valued @tiergan-andrin-alenefar @perhaps-it-was-never-before

thanks for the tag!

Last song: Memories by Conan Gray

Last movie: Ant Man? i think

Currently reading: Rereading Pride and Prejudice

@crystallinewalker @aregeesetrulyevil @moonysideofthesun @nomynamedoesnothaveay @kaifinnakill @on-the-outside 

THANK YOUU

last song: astronomy by conan gray

last movie: MULTIVERSE OF MADNESS

currently reading: rereading leah on the off-beat for the millionth time

@freckles-mylove @summ2 @pastel-pan-ghost @rayyyy06 @nomynamedoesnothaveay

thanks for the tag!

last song: mirrorball by taylor swift

last movie: le journal d'aurélie laflamme (translates to aurélie laflamme’s journal). i was watching it in french class for a project.

currently reading: the hawthorne legacy,, and some things i still can’t tell you: poems.

@quakeismyhero @existentialcrisis-servedhot @homoromoacecase @yellowvxbes @literatureisdying @m1ss1ng-1n-act1on

Last song: Toxic covered by Reinary.I’m addicted to the song, the music,the vocals AND its Gay!!

Last movie: Multiverse of Madness

Currently reading: I don't😅 I mean reading long Tumblr posts is still reading🙃

@dans-exposed-ankle @silverysnake @fluffylionthoughts @introverted-wannabewriter @angelwiththeguninyourhand

last song: chapel // nicole dollanganger

last movie: dune (the soundtrack was chef’s kiss and somehow i liked dune even though i dont prefer fantasy sci-fi)

currently reading: alex’s adventures in numberland // alex bellos

@stfusoya @letspraywestayyoung @tis-the-boards-season @spacey-wallflower @irisesforyoureyes @repwhore @iamnotaware @slytherinmysoul @studywithlocaldumbass

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last song: respect // bts (a namgi subunit per day fixes your life)

last movie: parasite (i have not recovered)

currently reading: when i grow up i want to be a further list of possibilities by chen chen

@averwonders @ramayantika @the-procrastination-god @okie-studies @mrs-tomato-head-again

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Last song: This is me trying

Last movie: Django Unchained

Currently reading: The Seven Husbands of Evelyn Hugo

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Rant time

Haven't been active here lately. The gap between posts are getting longer symbolising my motivation fading thinner and thinner. Had another episodic sadness last week. And now I'm doing....well, better. I'm getting too much sleep, eating properly, started exercising and studying. I also read regularly and write. So, life must be good. But it all feels so shallow. That nothing means anything anymore. Sometimes I label myself a cynic. And sometimes I question why all of this have to be. Life isn't hard, and I feel like am floating. I miss the zest I had. The interest. The enthusiasm. I'm not anxious. I don't think about the future at all. Everything feels so distant. And gone. Everything feels like sand, slipping through my fingers. No hopes, no regrets. Life goes on.

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Was in a slump for a month(😐). We had preboards which didn't go too bad, and the farewell. That's goodbye to school. Been debating my next step, whether or not to go to uni that is. Seeing everyone else all sorted out is more than a bit saddening and downright demoralising. Also, been going through a real roller coaster of emotional ups and downs, and by that, I mean really messed up. Doctors say it's all gonna end with time, and I'm like...waiting? Also, I've been focusing on my writing a big. Sorry for all the info dumping. And today

I learned two chapters of chemistry

Made a mind map for organic chemistry