heart's still beating

my heart's still beating, right?

[oldtwds]

hey so i’m moving blogs again, i’m over at @twds now :) 💕 i love you all, and i’m so excited for this fresh start!

[thiccxseas]

No offense summer, but 🖤🎃🍂🕷🔮🕸🌙👁🦇🔪👣⚰️💀🖤🕷🎃🍂🕸🌙👁🦇🕷💀🖤🎃🎃🎃🖤🕷🕸⚰️🦇👁🖤💀🕸🌙🍂⚰️⚰️⚰️🔮🍂🍂🍂🔮🔮🎃🖤🖤🕸💀👁🔪👣💀🖤🍂🎃 🕸💀👁🔪💀🖤🍂🎃🔮🕸🌙👁🦇🕷💀⚰️🖤🕷🖤🕸🔮🕸🌙🦇🕷🎃👣💀🍂🖤💀🕷🕷🌙🌙🎃🍂👣🍂🕸🌙👁🎃🎃🦇🎃💀🔮🕷🌙

[dungeonsanddragonsfifthedition]

bear and bird are friends

[dungeonsanddragonsfifthedition]

sometimes this’ll get a burst of notes and that is strange. it’s nice, too, but it’s strange. i wrote and drew this at three am on a school night, right on the precipice of leaving high school, fearing change and fearing growth, because they were not things that had ever been kind to me. i decided, instead of panicking, i’ll draw a bear. and then, instead of trying to make the bear look perfect, i’ll draw a bird.

and it’s three am on a school night, yeah, so i’m looking out my window at the sky, and i’m thinking, i am so used to not wanting to be alive. but i did want to be alive, right then, and so i thought, why is that? when and how did i get to that point?

so i wrote it down, and i posted it, because my therapist told me that i should share more of my work, even if i think its points are hackneyed and its details are messy. and then, people liked it. which is so fucking weird. and kind. and good. and fucking weird.

basically: thank you for liking this. i’ve grown and i am growing, and i am not so scared anymore. i want to draw more birds and bears, someday. i hope you’ll like them, too.

[jaaryl]

Happy 38th Birthday, Ross! 

[jackafz]

[dykes-deactivated20200607]

when ur scrollin’ thru ao3 and you come across a fic where the title is relatively long, and in all lowercase

[exco]

i’m a horrible texter but i’m also really bad at talking to people in person so i really have nothing going for me

[4seashellsontheseashore-blog-de]

a lot of love and a lot of worry inside me

[jaaryl]

Favourite Character meme + Bruised, Battered, Bloody

Aaron is hurt. I’m more nervous about what Eric will say if he sees my face like this again.

[devoutdean]

Me: feels a cool breeze*

Mood: 👻💀🎃🕸🍂🍁🧡☕️

[jaaryl]

Favourite Character meme + Dress-up

↳ Nine Outfits in Season 9

[yennefur]

video game challenge: female characters [1/7] ↳ ellie williams (the last of us)

[kristina100000]

no but really wouldn’t it be great to look in the mirror and feel absolutely nothing? to have no reaction to what you’re seeing? i’m beautiful, i’m ugly, i’m this and that like what if you just looked in the mirror and thought ‘’this is what i look like. okay, now i’m gonna go brush my teeth, get dressed up and do my errands’’ like imagine that being your life 24/7. i would give the entire world for that amount of indifference. that’s freedom to me honestly

[deadwooddross]

if u could genetically modify distinctly non-human things to urself what would u want holds mic out

[ohstar]

𝚒'𝚖 𝚘𝚗 𝚋𝚘𝚝𝚑 𝚜𝚒𝚍𝚎𝚜 𝚘𝚏 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚏𝚎𝚗𝚌𝚎.

[ohstar]

𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘵𝘶𝘳𝘯 𝘪𝘵 𝘰𝘧𝘧 𝘪𝘯 𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘮𝘺 𝘴𝘱𝘪𝘵𝘦.

[mamoru]

you may not be able to control the plot of your life, or the characters in it, or even the genre, but you can control one thing: the soundtrack. grab some headphones and make it a banger.