鬱 不安

life is too short to give in. so fight.

[perfectquote]

“To have someone understand your mind is a different kind of intimacy.”

— Unknown

[oliver-the-kid]

[oliver-the-kid]

I wonder if you're still here—

still reading every post,

hoping you'll find me

between the words.

Still searching for pieces of me

because missing me

was easier than letting me go.

[remanence-of-love]

[remanence-of-love]

[undisclosed-desires-3]

:)(:

[oliver-the-kid]

[oliver-the-kid]

I have a knack for making up scenarios in my head that probably never happened.. and then stressing about them so much that I can't sleep.

[oliver-the-kid]

[mefkuud]

[oliver-the-kid]

If I didn't want to be here, I wouldn't be.

[perfectquote]

“Don’t think about what can happen in a month. Don’t think about what can happen in a year. Just focus on the 24 hours in front of you and do what you can to get closer to where you want to be.”

— Eric Thomas

[thoughtcascades]

i am tired of almost. almost happy. almost loved. almost understood. almost safe. almost myself

[quotefeeling]

“And so it seems I must always write you letters that I can never send.”

— Sylvia Plath

[oliver-the-kid]

I've longed for deeper talks

Small talking wastes the air inside a room

But you never waste an exhale of your breath

You speak life and love and joy and all things good

I've longed to feel at home

Oh, I hate my skin, I wanna crawl out of my bones

Only when your hand brushes my face

I don't feel so bad don't feel so out of place

All I wanna do

Is get lost

In deeper talks with you

I wanna

Kick rocks

On longer walks with you

Show you all my favorite songs

Just to hear your point of view

Take my heart where it ain't gone before

You're all I long for

[oliver-the-kid]

I miss you more than words can say.

[oliver-the-kid]

Goodbyes are meant for lonely people

Standing in the rain

And no matter where I go

It's always pouring all the same

These streets are filled with memories

Both perfect and in pain

And all I wanna do is love you

But I'm the only one to blame

And 'cause today

You walked out of my life

'Cause today

Your words felt like a knife

I'm not living this life

[soluksuret]