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My shooting star đŤ Xavier from Love & Deepspace
Why I love Calebđ
Caleb is the embodiment of quiet strength and unwavering loyalty. His love isn't possessive (despite popular opinion). It is patient and powerful, like something that knows its own depth but still waits for your consent to dive in. He's fiercely protective, the kind of person who stands in front of danger without hesitation, yet he also encourages you to stand tall beside him.
What makes him so special is the balance he holds: he leads with confidence, but he listens with respect. He wants you to have your own voice, your own will, and he values your strength as much as his own. With Caleb, you never have to hide. There's no part of you too messy, too broken, or too strange. He meets it all with acceptance, like nothing could ever make him turn away.
Though he's undeniably handsome, almost otherworldly, he doesn't use it to charm or manipulate. The attention of others means nothing to him because his gaze belongs to you alone. "You're the reason I try to look nice and pretty everyday." He only cares about your opinion.
He's misunderstood by many, but he doesn't chase validation nor does he feel the need to correct other's perceptions of him.
Caleb is both fire and refuge. Loving him feels like safety wrapped in passion. A love that asks nothing but the truth of who you are. He is the calm and the storm (such a Gemini). He is steady, fierce, and alive with purpose. He loves with a kind of loyalty that feels ancient, as if his heart decided long ago that it would know only one home and he found it in you. He never asks for devotion but he inspires it. He never demands love, but he embodies it so completely that it becomes impossible not to return it.
Caleb makes me feel safe enough to be entirely myself. He would never flinch at flaws or fears. He would hold them as part of a whole that he already understands. With Caleb there is no shame, only honesty. He would meet your darkness with patience, and your light with reverence.
He would remind you everyday that you are capable of your own fight, which helps you to feel braver.
I love Caleb not because he is flawless, but because his heart is unwavering. A safe harbor. A steady flame. He never hesitates to reassure you, without mocking, or teasing, or shame. Caleb is for the thoughtful, reassurance-loving hearts that want to feel chosen, verbally and emotionally reassured, safe, seen and accepted. I love him so much.
THAT'S CRAZYYYY
SPOILERS!!!!
OH FUCK ME COLONEL CALEB
Holy fucking hell. I need this man biblically.
Friendssssss!!!
Some amazing mutuals of mine created something for me I did not expect. A song about Sylus! I was in tears upon receiving this gift. Not because this is a sad song. No, itâs Sylus. Itâs a song to fuck to hehehe and maybe a potential bgm for a future Sylus audio đ ahem. Anyways, I cried because Iâve never been the object to anyone elseâs inspiration before and itâs just. Overwhelming. (And I guess Iâm just a shy cry baby that canât handle affection. Lmao)
Anywayyysss because it is meeee. I did add a Sylus Voice line and ugghhhhh. Whyâs he just so hot??!!
Without further rambling here is:
Deep Space by BlackFeathersFalling & ZaeBae
I love this song!
Anyone else stuck on Sylus orbit 140?
I am genuinely tweaking bro. Like I think my protocores are pretty good too. This is driving me insaneee.
UPDATE:
đđđđâ¤ď¸â¤ď¸â¤ď¸â¤ď¸đđťđđťđđťđđť pleaaaassseee look at @omgidklolwtf âs commmentttt. Literally took two attempts after their advice and I beat the level. đâ¤ď¸ thank you soooooo freaking much
Zayne Appreciation Post
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My relationship with all the boys before Caleb was a slow burn. I was indifferent at best towards most of them. Like any relationship, understanding, appreciation and regard is something that develops slowly. As I saw more, I understood more. As I understood more, my feelings grew. As feelings grew, appreciation blossomed. After playing for almost a year, I have come to hold each of the LIs in a special place of my heart.
Zayne on first glance appears cold, stoic and uncaring. He is easily cast aside as âboring.â He is harsh, critical, and often short in his communication.
Beneath the surface is a gentle, adoring, loving man. He is deeply protective, but trusts your judgment. He does not second guess your decisions but rather will stand beside you and support your choices.
What I have come to love and appreciate about Zayne are all of the little moments. He does not easily give his emotions away. When he laughs, makes a joke, is affectionate or teasing, it feels incredibly special. Because it is reserved for only you. It is reserved for the quiet spaces where he can show more of his tender side. Zayne is stoic, professional, highly respected and regarded as a doctor, intelligent, calm under pressure and dominant. He is capable and assured. He is your rock. On the surface, Zayne loves quietly. There are subtle signs but there is no pomp and circumstance. He feels no need to prove himself to others.
Zayne is someone who needs reassurance and physical touch. He does not often make the first move, especially not without some encouragement from MC. For example, in Business Trip, mc is disappointed when Zayne does not show his feelings after fetching her from the station. He reserves his affection for private moments. Once he hears MC tell him âI missed you,â he immediately moves towards her with affection.
One of my favorite things about Zayne is the way he supports, reassures and demonstrates his pride for us. I have personally found some of his words to be so healing. Because Zayne does not easily give praise, it is all the more special when it happens. He has said some things in game that have actually healed a tiny part of my heart that has always felt inadequate and unloveable. Here are some of my favorite lines:
âI will always respect your decision. I believe in you.â
âIf you were there, I would have always made time for you.â
âYou must be confident about your own choices.â
âNo one could be happier or prouder than me.â
âYou alone are enough.â
âI will never let the girl I love be brave on her own.â
âYou have me.â
âWhether or not you have insomnia, you can call me any night you want.â
âI wonât leave. Iâll stay right where you are and watch over you.â
âYou can sleep now. Iâm here. I will always be here.â
Calebâs phone call đ evermore vows đ
Iâm not a Xavier girl but this was one of the most beautiful shots from the whole livestream. I thought the Xavier girlies would love to see itâ¨
Are you fucking kidding me??? Yes Caleb!
This outfit is so ethereal! My MC looks so gorgeous I canât đđŤ§â¨
Happy Birthday Caleb!!!
I made Caleb an apple rose cake đ
Here is the cake I made him in gameâď¸
If I could say what I wanna say, Iâd say I wanna blow you away. Be with you every night. Am I squeezing you too tight? If I could see what I wanna see, Iâd wanna see you go down on one knee. Marry me today. Am I wishing my life away? On these things Iâll never say. đś
đđ§ CALEB'S HEAVEN IN YOUR MOUTH
You want to give Caleb his reward for being a good boy.
He makes sure that you'll get all his cum in your mouth, every last drop.
He is so fucking hot I swearrrrrr đ
I could not sleep last night (yay insomnia) and I couldnât get this song out of my head. It reminds me of the LADS boys so much! đâď¸đ§đźđŚââŹđ enjoy the edit I madeđ
Praise from Calebđ
I am ovulating and absolutely feral for Caleb right now so I was thinking about all the things he would say to praise you while giving him some oral attention. I would simply pass away if he said any of the following to me:
âAtta girlâ (my personal favorite especially when heâs all breathy and close omggggg đ I specifically imagine him with a fistful of hair, bucking his hips teheheheđ¤)
âThis is all for youâ (this man could step on me and Iâd say thank you, more please đ§đťââď¸)
âYou know exactly what I likeâ (Caleb has a voice line âyou know my body as well as I doâ which is so intimate!!! đ )
âYou were made just for meâ (hello?!!?!? đ)
âMy perfect girlâ (especially if he looked me right in the eyes while saying it đgoodbye Iâve gone to heaven)
âYou did well my loveâ (while he cleans us up?!!Pleaseeeeeeee gimme one night Caleb I would sell my soul)
âIâm yours/youâre mineâ (claiming each other over and over and overrrrrr)
âPlease donât stopâ (especially in that whiny, desperate, begging voiceâŚbark bark bark I am on all fours CaLeBbbbBbbbb)
Let me know what you imagine him saying to you. Calebâs voice is literally intoxicating to me. I could listen to him read the dictionary but if I heard any of these oh my lord I would evaporate.
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Trappedđ
Synopsis: While cleaning out the attic, Caleb x MC find themselves caught in an unexpected storm. The wind howls, the power cuts out, and they're locked upstairsâtrapped together in the dark with nowhere to run or hide. Outside, thunder crashes. Inside, the silence grows heavy. With each flicker of lightning, the attic is briefly bathed in pale lightâjust enough to illuminate the years of longing, hesitation and unspoken emotion lingering between them. There, in the shadows, with the storm raging around them, what was once buried begins to riseâand the feelings they've both tried to silence finally demand to be heard.
Content: slow burn, first time, intimate, female mc, confessions of feelings, yearning, heavy consent, long read
The attic was musty, cluttered, and far too warm for a day off, yet here she wasâknee-deep in dust and boxes, trying not to complain too loudly.
âHow did I let you talk me into this?â she muttered, pushing an old box aside with her foot, a fresh puff of dust invading the air like it had been lying in wait for years. âThis is not how I pictured us spending our day off together.â
Caleb didnât respond right away, too absorbed in whatever he was kneeling over. Dressed in a cutoff tee and well-worn jeans, he looked far too good for someone rummaging through childhood memorabilia. His arms flexed slightly as he shuffled through old photographs, his focus absoluteâuntil he found something that made him grin.
âFor this, pipsqueak,â he said, eyes gleaming as he held up an old Polaroid. âCome look!â
She rolled her eyes, but her feet moved before her brain agreed. Itâs always been like that with himâdrawn in without resistance. Like silk clinging to summer skin. There was something in the way he lit up when he found something sentimental, like a little boy finding buried treasure. A tender kind of charm in the way he discovered thingsâsomething childlike, unguarded and impossible not to love. She knelt beside him and took the photo he offered.
The image struck her immediately. A young Caleb, already towering over her, flashing a peace sign. And there she was, beside himâgrinning, not at the camera, but at him.
She felt the blush rising before she could stop it.
âWell well,â Caleb teased, peeking at her reaction. âShould I take this as proof that you had a crush on me back then?â
âYou can take it however you want,â she huffed, though the corners of her mouth betrayed her with a faint smile.
He pinched her cheek, laughing. âYour secretâs safe with me, pips.â
She was about to tease him back, maybe mention the time sheâd found his sketchbook full of her portraits, when the lights flickered. A soft hum of tension filled the air before the power snapped off completely.
Then, thunder.
A deep, rolling growl creeped through the air, followed by a flash of white-blue light across the atticâs skylight. Rain followed almost immediatelyâheavy, drumming, wild. The sound was nearly deafening against the sloped roof.
She jumped, instinctively grabbing Calebâs arm. Storms had always frightened her, ever since she was little.
âItâs okay," Caleb said gently, already wrapping an arm around her. His voice was that warm, steady place she always found herself running to. Her safe haven. âCome on, letâs get the lantern.â
He led her toward the attic door, but when he turned the knob, it didnât budge.
He tried againâharder.
âUghhh,â he groaned, pulling back and glaring at it. âI swear I fixed this already.â
She blinked at him, suddenly very aware of the thunder rattling the windows behind her. âYouâre telling me weâre stuck?â
âI mean⌠yeah. Unless youâve developed superpowers recently.â
âMy phoneâs downstairs,â she muttered, searching her empty pockets.
Caleb sighed. âMine too. Guess we wait it out.â
Another crack of thunder shook the house. She covered her ears, eyes screwed shut.
He was at her side in an instant, both hands coming up to cup her face, his thumbs brushing away invisible tears.
âIâve got you. I swear, Iâm right here. Youâre safe.â
She buried her face in his chest, trembling. He held her tight, pressing his lips to the top of her head. âWhat do you need?â he whispered. âJust tell me, and Iâll do it.â
âI donât know,â she said, her voice breaking.
âCards?â he offered, desperate to ground her. âWe could⌠build something. Or I could sing to you.â
She groaned and tugged at his shirt. âNo! Something else!â
He was silent then, his eyes searching hers, his worry palpable, growing by the second. Caleb tightened his jaw but tried to keep his posture relaxed, present, steady for her. She glanced up at him below a sweep of dark lashes. Her pink lips parting slightly as if she would speak. Her fingers twisted in the hem of his shirt, the energy in the space transforming into something else.
Her heartbeat drummed wildly in her chestâswift and loud, as if the thunder might hush to listen.
Caleb peered down at her, his breathing coming in short, shallow bursts. Suddenly all too aware of her proximity. He swallowed hard, cocking his head slightly to one side, appraising her.
She unconsciously pulled her bottom lip between her teeth. The taste of longing settled on her tongue, her eyes fixed on her childhood best friend. No longer a boy but instead a manâcalm, encouraging, bright. Caleb.
"You're beautiful," she said, surprise flashing across her face when the sound of her words filled the room. Had she said that out loud?
Caleb chuckled once, brows lifting just a little, caught off guard by the compliment. He never dared to hope moments like this could mean moreânever assuming genuine affection. Caleb brings the back of his hand to her forehead, frowning with mock concern.
"Hmm, no fever. Maybe just delirious," he teases. "Should I be worried?"
She swatted at his hand and stepped back, but he caught her wrist with ease, his thumb brushing softly over her skin.
"There's nowhere to hide now, pipsqueak," he murmuredâhis voice low, teasing, edged with something that made her heart flutter.
In the dim light, Caleb's eyes shimmered like twilightâa dusky, luminous purple, the exact shade of sky just before the sun dips below the horizon. Not quite night, not quite day. That fragile, fleeting in-between where everything feels magical...more alive.
His eyes flickered with something deeperâlonging, restraint, desire. A thousand unspoken thoughts swam just beneath the surface, all of them meant for her.
This was not the first time her and Caleb tested their limits. She knew Caleb would never cross that line, even though she wanted him to. She wondered if he could see her as more than just a friend. She stepped forward once, twice. Her hand resting on his chest, close enough for their breath to mingle.
"Who says I'm trying to hide?" She challenged. Leaning into him, his muscles solid against her. "Why don't you kiss me?"
Caleb's eyes flared, his posture stiffening. It was all the permission he neededâand yet, still, he hesitated.
"Coward," she huffed.
As she began to withdraw her body from his, he hooked her chin with his thumb and finger, drawing her gaze up to meet his. "Coward huh?" He said, searching her eyes for any sign of regret in her question.
He leaned forward slightly, bringing his mouth closerâher eyes bouncing between his eyes and his lips. He chuckled then, the corner of his lip curving into a smirk. "Are you going to be a coward now?"
She did not speak...instead simply shook her head once, swallowing hard.
"I need to hear you say yes, Pipsqueak." Caleb spoke through shallow pants, the edges of his restraint beginning to fray. "Are you sure you want to cross this line?"
"Kiss me, Caleb" she mouthed, barely above a whisper.
Caleb wrapped his arms around her then, bringing her body fully into his embrace. Her breath caught in her throat, eyes fluttering shut at his approach.
It didn't happen with fireworks.
It happened in stillness. In that hushed, trembling space between heartbeatsâwhere the air was thick with everything they'd never said, everything they couldn't say until now.
They stood close, breaths tangling softly, like gravity had finally stopped pretending. Caleb's hand lingered against her cheek, fingers gentleâreverentâas if she might vanish if he touched her too quickly. His eyes searched her delicate features like he was trying to memorize every second before it shattered.
No more hiding. No more pretending.
And thenâhis lips met hers.
Soft. Slow. Devastating.
The kiss wasn't hurried. It didn't need to be. It was the kind of kiss that tasted like years of restraint breaking apartâlike every stolen glance, every unspoken word, every brush of fingers that lingered too long but never long enoughâall spilled into that single, soul-stealing moment.
He kissed her with such gentleness it made her chest ache. His lips were soft, cautious. Like he wasnât kissing her for the first time, but the only time. Like this moment mattered more than anything.
Her heart stuttered, then soared.
A soft moan escaped her, the sound to Caleb was sweeter than symphony, softer than silence. Like the answer to a forgotten question. Like recognition wrapped in revelation. Like home.
His breath caught against her mouth, and for once, Caleb wasn't in controlâhe was dizzy, undone, kissing her like she was the only thing that had ever made sense.
It wasn't just a kiss. It was a promise. A quiet vow whispered between lips and silence: You were always mine.
She place her hand against Caleb's chest, his heart beating erratically beneath her. He stopped instantly at her touch, drawing back to look at her. "Are you okay? Was that okay? I mean...I..." Caleb stuttered. His composure ruffled from their first kiss. What felt like destiny made flesh. "I've thought about doing that for a long time," he admitted quietly, bringing her hand to his lips, kissing her fingers softly.
Still a little breathless from the kiss, she raises on her toes to press her forehead to Caleb's. Skin buzzing with energyâwith desire. She moved with purpose then. Her fingers curled into the fabric of Caleb's shirt, anchoring herself. She looked upâinto those twilight eyesâand found them wide open for her.
She spoke honestlyâ"I've waited so long for this...for you." She swallowed, heart thudding.
Caleb stared at her, partially in awe and also disbelief. "You have all of me, if you want that." He tucked a lock of hair behind her ear before cupping her face. "You've always had me."
The space between them was thick with heat, with meaning, with the kind of trust you only offer once. She reached for his hand then, placing it over her heart.
"I want to give you all of me." Her words hung in the airâsoft, brave, trembling with meaning.
Caleb didn't move at first. His hand was still over her heart, feeling the quick, honest rhythm beneath his palm. He looked at her againâreally looked. Like she was made of light and stardust and all the things he never thought he deserved. His eyes, that luminous twilight violet, held both fire and restraint.
"Say it again," his voice quiet, earnest.
She blinked, lips parting. "I want you, Caleb."
He exhaled like he'd been holding his breath for years. His fingers slid up to cradle her jaw, slow and worshipful, like she was something sacred. A relic touched only by the devout and faithful. He leaned in, brushing his lips across her cheeks, her temple, her jawâevery touch wrapped in devotion.
"Are you sure, pipsqueak? Not just about thisâabout me. I need to hear it." He pressed his forehead to hers. "Say the word and I'll show you how long I've been waiting."
"You dummy," she said through a soft smile. "You're the one."
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Caleb watched her closelyâwaiting, always waiting. He watched as she stepped forward, closing the distance between them.
Watched as she raised on her toes, eyes burning through him with a look he imagined countless times. She wrapped her arms around his back, her hands pressing against himâgentle and reassuring.
Caleb's trembling fingers touched her lips with a feather light sweep. Her bottom lip tugging slightly against the pull of his thumb. She kissed his exploring fingertips, eyes never leaving his. Calebâs breath hitched. He looked like a man standing at the edge of everything heâd ever wanted, too afraid to fall.
"More," she whispered.
Caleb lowered his head, his dark hair falling across his eyes. He nuzzled against her, pressing his nose to the column of her neck, breathing deeply. The scent of vanilla, sugar and something uniquely her and utterly intoxicating. A low moan in the back of his throat sent shivers up her spine as she dropped her head back, granting him better access. He left a trail of kisses along her neckâdevoted, attentiveâalmost like he was asking for forgiveness with every touch. His hands moved slowly, hesitantly, like he still expected her to change her mind.
"Caleb," she breathed, barely loud enough to hear. She leaned into his touch, inviting him to explore. To take. To claim.
And stillâstillâhe held back. He moved like every second was sacred. Like heâd waited years for this and needed it to be perfect. Needed her to be sure.
"Pipsqueak..." her name a prayer on his lips.
Her gaze collided with his, sincerity, surrender, love shone there. Like he held the key to her heart. The only one who fits where no one else ever could. The look between them was intimate, aching, like confessions spoken in the quiet between heartbeats.
She reached for him, locking her fingers around the back of his neck. Caleb's hands found her hips then, grounding himself, tethering himself to her. When she pressed her body flush against Caleb's, his body jolted in response, hips rocking forward involuntarily. He groaned, deep and quiet, his restraint beginning to unravel.
"Are you sure? I...I don't know if I could stop once we start." His grip on her tightening, sinking into her softness.
"This is my answer," she said pulling him in for a kiss that shattered every wall between them. She opened for him and Caleb moaned into her mouth, sweeping his tongue inside, claiming her in a kiss that consumed her.
Her hands began exploring his body then. The feel of his body under the glide of her fingertips sent bolts of electricity through her. The tender bud of nerves between her legs pulsing in answer. She clamped her thighs together tightly, wanting to savor the moment. Caleb watched her as she roamed. She made slow sweeps across his collarbones, down his arms. The heat of her palms sending warmth through Caleb. His chest was heaving in shaky, shallow pants. Being touched by her after years of imagining the feel of her, the sound of her, ignited the need he had kept buriedâcontrolled. Until now. His desire for her was deep, insatiable.
She worked her hands down Caleb's chest, pausing momentarily over his racing heart. Down further, along his muscular stomach.
She stared at him in admiration and desire, the way someone who truly feels him would look.
His body was carved in the quiet fury of starsâchiseled like a sculpture born of gravity and fire. Strength lived in every line of him, not just in the way his muscles moved beneath his skin, but in the way he carried the weight of silence, of pain, of love too big for words.
His chest, broad and steady, felt like homeâlike the safest place to rest a storm-tired heart. His shoulders, cut from stone and oath, looked like they were meant to carry the worldâbut he only ever wanted to carry her.
Veins traced his arms like rivers of promise, pulsing with quiet intensity, and when his fingers touched herâcalloused, preciseâit felt like something sacred. A man made of discipline and sacrifice, but kissed by softness in all the places he tried to hide.
He was beautiful in the kind of way that made you forget how to breatheânot because he asked to be seen, but because her soul recognized his soul. Entwined. Meant to be.
He wasn't just a body. He was a vow made flesh. A storm, a shelter, a galaxy folded into a man who somehow looked at her like she was the masterpiece.
In that moment her feelings cut through the silence, his defenses. No longer able to hold back. The kind of intimate, soul-reaching confession that left him still and breathless, like the world just stopped to listen.
Her voiceâsteady, soft, but heavy with truth. "Caleb, you look at me like I matter in a universe that's forgotten how to care."
The space between them was still but electric. A sense of belonging, something ancient and real, overwhelmed her. She spoke her truth to Caleb, given to him like a gift he never thought he deserved. And when her hands rise to cup his face, he doesn't flinch. He closes his eyes as if her touch is the only thing holding him together.
Her thumbs brush the edge of Caleb's jaw as she leans in, close enough that her words fall against his lips like a vow.
"Maybe we've been circling each other across lifetimes," she whispers, voice low, trembling, "always finding our way back, no matter what."
Her fingers press a little deeper, grounding him.
"Maybe that's why it's always felt like I already knew you. Maybe we were always meant to burn in the same sky."
His breath stutters. His wallsâevery shield, every scar-hardened edgeâbegin to fall, not with force but with awe. Because for the first time, he isn't just being loved.
He's being chosen.
Caleb stares at her like he's seeing her for the first timeâand also like he's been seeing her in every dream, every battle, every moment he thought he was alone. He leans into her hands. A flicker of fear passes through his eyesânot because he doubts her, but because he's never been this close to something that could actually stay.
His hands come up, gentle but trembling, and he wraps them around her wrists like she's the only thing tethering him to the moment. His forehead drops to hers, and for a second, they just exist in silenceâhearts racing in sync, breath mingling, everything else forgotten.
He takes a shaky breath before speaking. His voice low. Hoarse. Barely there. "I'm never letting you go."
And finally, it all breaks loose. The tension, the ache, the years of longing written in every breathâwas held long enough.
All at once, his mouth crashes into hers with the force of everything he's never said, everything he's ever felt. There's no hesitation, no careful unravelingâjust a raw, desperate need to feel her.
Their lips collide like a storm finally breakingâteeth clashing, breath stolen, hands tangling in hair and fabric and need. Her fingers clutch at the back of Caleb's neck, pulling him closer.
He groans into her mouthâlow, ragged, like her kiss is undoing him from the inside out. His hands roam her back, her waist, not possessiveâanchored.
They kiss like time doesn't exist, like their mouths were always meant to find each other after lifetimes of silence.
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(Next part coming soon)