; personal shit.

[screaming--agony]

Dear Diary,

How can I feel nothing yet cry as if my soul is breaking?

[yesterdayshistory]

waking up to nothing

feels like it’s the end

[abnormall]

[stay-close]

Sometimes I find myself sitting in one spot for hours, staring at nothing, thinking of nothing, feeling nothing, and, most disturbingly, caring about nothing.

— Mahbod Seraji, Rooftops of Tehran

[neckkiss]

Donnie Darko (2001)

[omgpersonalshit]

I want to fucking disappear

[omgpersonalshit]

Even after 2 years I still do…

[omgpersonalshit]

3 years

[omgpersonalshit]

I want to fucking disappear

[omgpersonalshit]

Even after 2 years I still do...

[fighting-ghosts]

[wishing-for-deathx]

I never really understood why kissing was such a big deal. But then you kissed me. And oh boy, I never wanted to stop. Feeling the sparks through my entire body, that feeling was surreal. I could do that for days and days on end. You tasted so good, kissing you was one of the most addictive things I’ve ever done. But now you aren’t here to kiss me. You’ve got me wishing that we’d never kissed.

What if nobody makes my heart flutter the way you did?

[bargainbarbi3]

“I loved you in all the ways I could never love myself”

— maybe that’s why it was so hard to let go //

[wishing-for-deathx]

He wasn’t a bad person. But if he isn’t bad I can’t hate him. And if I can’t hate him, I can’t move on.

I’d rather hate myself than hate him.

[suicide-hesitation]

[for-him-diaries]

“Despite the world telling me not to, I loved you anyway.”

— P.G.G

[wishing-for-deathx]

You lied to me. You hurt my feelings. And yet for some reason I was walking on eggshells around you. I was apologizing for how I was feeling because of your actions. Like I did something wrong? Fuck you for making me apologize when you were the one who ripped my heart into two and handed it to me.

[onlinecounsellingcollege]

“Don’t go back to what broke you. Remember why you left.”

— Unknown

[wishing-for-deathx]

If thinking about you and replaying our memories in my head is the closest thing to having you then I’ll do it no matter how much it hurts me.

I’ve always been a masochist.

[onlinecounsellingcollege]

“Sometimes it takes a heartbreak to shake us awake and help us see we are worth so much more than we’re settling for.”

— Mandy Hale