I can't even say that I still miss you, and it isn't that I'm still in love with you because I'm not. It's that it still hurts. That the sting is still here. I have accepted the fact we will never be together again let alone happy together. I'm okay with that thinking back on all the bad. But if you were to be with someone else it would tug on my heart strings if you were able to be happy because we tried everything to get there. And it sucks that I couldn't get that part of you. I got the worst part. Its different if you aren't able to change. Because then I'm not missing out and I wouldn't care. Im still hurt though. And again it's not because I miss you, or want you, it's because you damaged me so bad. And the wounds have not healed quite yet
