Omnidice Music

Passionate about Music and Life

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Origin of a Songwriter : Pushing your own casket to the grave

Currently Listening : @taylorswift Ready for It?

Living as a solo child with no siblings to argue or turn to, made me realized that Life can get lonely sometimes. I was sent to the psychiatrist by our school administrator twice if I would die lonely by myself. honestly, I'm not afraid to die by myself, I accepted my fate but if the world knows you can throw my body to the river without mourning.

I lost my parents at an early age, and I'm now an orphan ( I can sign any adoption papers hehe) being solo child gave me freedom, to know myself and what happiness means, but it doesn't mean I want to be alone for the longest time. it made me realized that working as a group, sharing your wisdom and knowledge is the best thing in life.

I think that's the emotional void it needs to fill, I'm blessed and lucky to have friends whom I can count on, sharing our journey across countries, As time goes on, they will change when they have families and priorities.

My best friend for 20 years (is also a solo child ) who has a family on his own, he was listener to my music, he described my music as "pushing your own casket while dead" it doesn't made sense for me but when he heard Adele " Someone like you" he said to me that " that's what I'm talking about, it's so sad that your pushing your own casket while dead"

still, it doesn't made sense? why would you push your own casket while you're dead?

(I’m just sarcastic)

but now I realized that loneliness consumed my soul was translated to my music. you're on your own when you die and bury yourself to the ground. that's what he described my music. dark and morbid

for years, I was trying to connect to the local music scene by submitting my composition to music contest, never won and they never reached out. but it invigorated the local music industry with compositions and new artist to shine.

All I want is that collaboration and connection to music which the sum of the parts is greater as a whole

when I see solo children growing I always tell them to create a sibling or raise them with brothers and sisters, or else they will write songs "pushing your own casket to your grave"

it also stopped me from writing songs, that I had to rewire myself to write more of an energetic pop song that celebrated life, not death

Proud to be an AI - Asian Instrumentalist hehe

I really want to show my alma matter they're wrong. I'm a team player and I will not die by myself.

I'm open to collaboration :

hit me up on DM on instagram :

www.instagram.com/omnidicemusic

or

email me : [email protected]

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I apologized..

Listening to Linkin Park - Thousand Suns ( The Album)

"Now I am become Death, the destroyer of worlds" quoted Oppenheimer

Deep inside, when we had an argument with my friend about what's the best Linkin Park journey. for me, the best Linkin Park Album and what moves me is the Journey from Minutes to Midnight going to Thousand Suns.

I love straight up, raw and cohesive concept albums. It showcase how the emotional journey the band has been.

Days after my dad died, I picked up a DAW and a MIDI controller to pour my emotions. thus The Gradient Project was born, it was out of releasing my emotions on what my dad should be proud of. what I can share to the universe and what I'm feeling that day. it was so RAW, the creativity burst out like God is in the Room. it was my first demo to be uploaded to myspace. that was in 2006

when I first played Thousand Suns, I knew it was a change of what Linkin Park has become, an evolution. I was trilled and immersed to the album.

My respect to Sir Rick Rubin and Sir Mike Shinoda for bring in the best album and it is still kept in my heart how important this journey is.

My apology.

I apologized to the universe for being a straight up hermit for these past few years. not focusing on music. became aloof and did go with the rules of "playing safe" waking up everyday going to work.

I apologized to the people who are expecting the best of me. what should become of me. my friends, my family. I apologized to myself of what I become, people asked me if what I viewed of life, whispering inside my head that it's like I'm waiting for my end to come.

I screamed and sing to Waiting for the End. maybe a slap in my body and my soul. It's not too late, I become Death, Destroyer of Worlds. Waiting for the End

This is not the end, this is not the beginning Just a voice like a riot rocking every revision But you listen to the tone and the violent rhythm And though the words sound steady, something's empty within 'em We say, yeah, with fists flying up in the air Like we're holding onto something that's invisible there 'Cause we're living at the mercy of the pain and fear Until we dead it, forget it, let it all disappear

Waiting for the end to come Wishing I had strength to stand This is not what I had planned It's out of my control

Flying at the speed of light Thoughts were spinning in my head So many things were left unsaid It's hard to let you go

I know what it takes to move on (Oh) I know how it feels to lie (Oh) all I wanna do is trade this life for something new (Oh) holding on to what I haven't got

Sitting in an empty room Trying to forget the past This was never meant to last I wish it wasn't so

I know what it takes to move on (Oh) I know how it feels to lie (Oh) all I wanna do is trade this life for something new (Oh) holding on to what I haven't got

Yeah, yeah What was left when that fire was gone? I thought it felt right, but that right was wrong All caught up in the eye of the storm And trying to figure out what it's like moving on And I don't even know what kind of things I've said My mouth kept moving, and my mind went dead So, I'm picking up the pieces now, where to begin? The hardest part of ending is starting again

All I wanna do is trade this life for something new Holding on to what I haven't got

This is not the end, this is not the beginning Just a voice like a riot rocking every revision But you listen to the tone and the violent rhythm (holding on to what I haven't got) Though the words sound steady, something empty's within them We say, yeah, with fists flying up in the air Like we're holding onto something that's invisible there 'Cause we're living at the mercy of the pain and the fear (holding on to what I haven't got) Until we get it, forget it, let it all disappear

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Music could ease pain from surgery or illness; scientists are listening

Nurse Rod Salaysay plays guitar for patient Richard Hoang in the recovery unit of UC San Diego Health in San Diego, Calif., on Sept. 30, 202

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What if my whole life has been wrong?

Listening to @taylorswift Anti-Hero

I'm not ashamed at 44 years old, It felt my whole purpose was defeated in restrictions. then came of realization I was defeated by my own self.

then I realized, my body is slowly down. not used to the same energy given and constantly I was in comfort zone. then, I realized going back 20 years ago. made me thinking " did I done more? or I lost something else along the line." I have to be honest, I haven't made a complete album in nearly 11 years, all just fragments of time, in which I'm not proud of myself for being carefree and in comfort zone. https://soundcloud.com/omnidice Comfort zone becomes the killing zone of an artist, like me. it destroyed my artistic view and defeats my purpose in life, but then again. that survival instinct kicked in. when my parents died, I focused on our family buisness and in which I'm very grateful because it provided food on the plate and shelter. Then, I realized. what if I caused a Ripple in my own timeline. I believed that acceptance rather than denial is the source of healing. Denial I was too close to the sun, I knew I would defy and my expectation of releasing Omnidice : Limitless would propel me what I would become, instead I fell to the ocean with my wings melt drowning to the sea. I was bold, I was hungry and I was proud. then came the Fall

that Scars it grew into doubt, fear and Anxiety all over my music career. I learned to swim again, but that water in my lungs filled my breath and made me think. People would ask, " why still pursue music"

It is because of what I love most, it was NEVER how it will sell, it was the cullmination of emotions filled with joy and sadness expressing what I believe Humans are capable of expressing our Love and dedication. Honestly, when you sit with me in a Production studio. I'm not the prepared person inside. the honesty and the work ethic inside I value most. art is subjective and I think reflecting the art itself for me is the most important thing for an artist. Maybe I lost track of myself, because I didn't know which path I would take that I would release my music that I would be very proud that this is my masterpiece Everytime I would sit on a comfortable position meditating and evaluating what the universe resonates. it always comes back that the most important thing in life is peace. Peace is also subjective, I value my peace when I'm alone. Peace is for me when I'm with my friends.

But……

“What if my whole life has been wrong?” - Leo Tolstoy

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Sometimes the world won’t recognize your worth right away—but that doesn’t mean you’re not making something timeless. Keep creating, even when it feels unseen.

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Path to Enlightenment

I had a dream last night, I was hiking to the top of the mountain then I reached "enlightenment" and saw a buddha shrine. told me I was in the path of enlighten.

which is a bit bittersweet and maybe the ending of karmaic soul.

having that sense of peace is just a spirit away.

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Time to Jump!

#leapoffaith

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I became a fan, this is what the music industry should be

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Fellow Taureans

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Daydream

Listening to @taylorswift I hate it here

I have fantasies in my head, reading gossip tabloids (lol) but never interact with them, I like to keep myself private and secretive hehe.

but sometimes, I daydream a lot, daydream that one day will meet my Princess save her from the dungeon and live happily ever in a castle.

or maybe my Princess is Caught by the Mafias, then I have to be the Leader of the Mafia, things that will shock the audiences. It's like " that's not a happy ending" yes, that IS NOT a Happy Ending. lol

kinda like crazy thinkings lol, Maybe the reason why I have less friends is because they can't keep up with my daydreams or my fantasy.

so I'm leaning towards my stories into a fictional songwriting or non-fiction part of songwriting. kinda like exploring to a new horizon in writing. but deep inside embedded is what honest songwriting is about.

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Taylor Swift and Jack Antonoff Have Reached Their Limit

'The Tortured Poets Department' finds Taylor Swift and Jack Antonoff's collaborative well drained

Music collaboration for me is like marriage, I would like to defend the good Sir Jack Antonoff, that in music it’s not about both have reached the Limit.

It’s about finding the structure of the castle to build and agree to the artist’s vision of work. You have that consistent harmony and bouncing off ideas to produce a song.

There’s no such thing as musical fatigue, the process of making such complex music is about respect and the connection. Again it’s really to find the One who will make a perfect Musical Babies. Born, fed and released to the Public and wait for the $$$ to come hehe (just kidding)

It’s like telling the Beatles to break up the Paul/John collaboration because we are “too tired”

Along the way, artist will find collaborators who are not in tune with their vision, or somewhat because the record label said so.

“Oh you have to release the Final, Final Mix 2 X 1 Z because the kids love it!

( but your mom and dad hated it) lol

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Cat snarl at @taylorswift ?

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My second round for @taylorswift TTPD, I had to repeat again for the 2am

A matured take of music, TTPD is dark and honest

Since I love deep and introspective music

This is really my cup of tea, Fresh out of Slammer’s Lyrical Poeticism is just superb

Wow those lyrics are too emotional

⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️/⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️

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Finish The Story

Listening to @taylorswift - Marjorie

All your closets of backlogged dreams And how you left them all to me

First of all, I want to congratulate Cody Rhodes, The Rock and everyone for the Awesome Wrestlemania 40

Wrestling, has been our family entertainment for so many years, we have our reunion, our favorite main characters and storyline. Wrestlemania VI is our memorable moment. When Cody Rhodes didn't had the respect needed by the WWE, I sent him a tweet ( Now X) I really do hope that he will soon find his calling and true potential and make his father proud. I can relate on his journey where he got the respect and honor from the Wrestling world he deserved. it was a long journey but I'm very proud. now I have to open up my own experience, My father loves music so much, I knew from an early age I got his love for singing and of course the Universe I thank for this talent. I chose a safe path, I did not heed my father's passion, when he sees me as a potential artist, he knew I have the talent but not the determination to pursue the path of music. I choose to handle the family business, I choose the path which I'm comfortable and grateful, still because it put food on my plate, a shelter in my head my journey and the respect I climbed didn't got what I hoped for, I managed to submit my music to the local scene but it ended up only by their greed. I wish for the best for the music scene but all they want is money, which is NOT my top priority. all I want is a collaboration and the respect of the music industry. Respect, I know it should be earned and find ways, maybe if the audience and music fans respected first my music.

everytime I watch his journey, I'm inspired to fight, to push myself and to be determined to find and climb the top of the mountain

Someday my father would be proud ( Rest In Peace)

Thank you Cody Rhodes for the inspiration, I will push myself because you inspired me! I WILL FINISH MY STORY