Origin of a Songwriter : Pushing your own casket to the grave
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Living as a solo child with no siblings to argue or turn to, made me realized that Life can get lonely sometimes. I was sent to the psychiatrist by our school administrator twice if I would die lonely by myself. honestly, I'm not afraid to die by myself, I accepted my fate but if the world knows you can throw my body to the river without mourning.
I lost my parents at an early age, and I'm now an orphan ( I can sign any adoption papers hehe) being solo child gave me freedom, to know myself and what happiness means, but it doesn't mean I want to be alone for the longest time. it made me realized that working as a group, sharing your wisdom and knowledge is the best thing in life.
I think that's the emotional void it needs to fill, I'm blessed and lucky to have friends whom I can count on, sharing our journey across countries, As time goes on, they will change when they have families and priorities.
My best friend for 20 years (is also a solo child ) who has a family on his own, he was listener to my music, he described my music as "pushing your own casket while dead" it doesn't made sense for me but when he heard Adele " Someone like you" he said to me that " that's what I'm talking about, it's so sad that your pushing your own casket while dead"
still, it doesn't made sense? why would you push your own casket while you're dead?
(I’m just sarcastic)
but now I realized that loneliness consumed my soul was translated to my music. you're on your own when you die and bury yourself to the ground. that's what he described my music. dark and morbid
for years, I was trying to connect to the local music scene by submitting my composition to music contest, never won and they never reached out. but it invigorated the local music industry with compositions and new artist to shine.
All I want is that collaboration and connection to music which the sum of the parts is greater as a whole
when I see solo children growing I always tell them to create a sibling or raise them with brothers and sisters, or else they will write songs "pushing your own casket to your grave"
it also stopped me from writing songs, that I had to rewire myself to write more of an energetic pop song that celebrated life, not death
Proud to be an AI - Asian Instrumentalist hehe
I really want to show my alma matter they're wrong. I'm a team player and I will not die by myself.
I'm open to collaboration :
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www.instagram.com/omnidicemusic
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