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Super Short Chapter 81
Author’s Note: Once upon a time I had a small but precious fan club. Anyone still out there? -----
“At the Chevy Metal show, when I still wasn’t clear on where you and I stood, Chris and I made a deal that if we ever found ourselves without a significant other... we both promised that we’d give it a shot... see how things go between the two of us. The morning I met him to take a walk on the beach, he sprung the news on me that Cara had left him, assuring me that I was more upset about the breakup than he was. He told me that as horrible as it sounded, he secretly wished things weren’t working out between you and me.” You haven’t been looking at Dave while you’ve been telling your story, but you finally manage to meet his gaze. “And then he kissed me.”
Dave’s eyes narrow. “What the FUCK?! Again?! Here - at my fucking house?! Are you fucking kidding me right now?”
Despite the pain in your throat and the tears threatening to well up in your eyes, you amaze yourself and keep your composure. You’re being 100% honest and leaving nothing out. This is what he asked for and you feel it is the right thing to do. Dave writhes uncomfortably in his seat for a minute, starts to get up but stops himself before he makes it to his feet. Elbows on his knees and head in his hands, he stares at the coffee table in a silence that seems to last an eternity. Getting fidgety again, he tucks his hair behind his ears and, elbows still on his knees, laces his fingers and massages his wrinkled forehead with his thumbs. Finally he looks up, arms dangling between his thighs in defeat.
“Have you fucked him, Penny? Did you fuck him that day I left you in Austin? I get what happened in the storage room at the hotel. That was my fault. But did you?” His voice cracks a little and he swallows hard before he can continue. “Did you fuck him after... after I told you that I love you?”
“No. He kissed me. That’s it. I got mad and ran away and left him standing there. I went and hung out with Nate for the rest of the morning. He’s acted scared to death to be around me since then. There is some kind of connection between us. I won’t deny it.” You can feel something that resembles rage but feels more like passion - pleading - in the pit of your stomach and, unsure of how to handle it begin a speech that sounds as though it should start with “oh and by the way, smartass...”
“But I can tell you that it’s nothing like how I feel about you. I do love him. I do. But I’m not IN love with him. I am in love with and want to be exclusively with you. I’m not fucking with your emotions, babe. You are all I want. You’re all I’ve ever wanted. The day you left me in Austin, all I did was cry on Chris’ shoulder over you. I actually cried myself to sleep. I left my home, my friends, my job - I left the only LIFE I’ve ever known behind to be with you. I understand why you’re upset, but I think I’ve proven that I’ll do absolutely ANYTHING to be with you. I’m not looking for fancy hotels, beach houses, all access passes, famous friends with benefits and a free ride. I’m not Rose. That’s not what I’m about. While I might not have had the best life in the world before I met you, I was happy and good. I was satisfied. And then you came along and turned out the be the best thing that has ever happened to me. But I’m not here because you’re Dave Grohl or one of the Foo Fighters or because I want to have sex with the whole band and anyone else I am fortunate enough to meet because of you. I’m here because I’m in love with YOU. Just Dave. The guy who thinks I’ve got it in me to learn to surf, who’s an excellent cook on the grill. The guy that carried my groceries home the day he got to the island. The guy who makes my insides go all goofy every time he smiles at me and whose goal is to see how much furniture he can break while fucking me within an inch of my life. The Dave who says he’s proud that I’m his girl and is going above and beyond to make sure that we can always be together. They could lock us in a closet for the rest of our lives and I’d be happy just because I’m with you. I’d feel the same way about you if you were the dude who restocks produce at Wal-Mart. All that other shit is just gravy.”
You finally take a breath and notice that he’s relaxed back on the sofa and while he’s not looking at your face, he is looking at you and apparently listening intently. He remains quiet, as if he knows you aren’t done.
“No, I am not fucking Chris. We’re not doing anything behind your back. Yes, he’s tried - a few times - but he’s also apologized profusely and keeps begging for us to remain friends. I don’t know how I feel about that yet, so I told him that we’d see. I can tell he’s doing his best to be a good friend, to both you and me, but we’ll see. I wouldn’t cheat on you, Dave. Not after what you and I have been through. Our exes destroyed both of us and, knowing the special hell it put me through, I wouldn’t dare pass that pain on to you, especially a second time. In the highly unlikely event that I don’t want to be with you, you will be the first to know.”
“I’m done now,” you say, half smiling with relief, half on the verge of fearful fears. You hope you’d sounded as sincere as you were.
This is a fantastic story! Please do keep going! :D
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I so very hope you write a new chapter soon! What a cliffhanger!! Fantastic writing!
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Chapter 80
Standing in front of the full length mirror in the master suite, you slip on your new dress, run your fingers through your hair to smooth it down and examine your reflection from every angle. You really do love it. The shape is flattering and comfortable and the color is gorgeous, but you just aren’t sure about the plunging neckline. It’s not that it looks bad, it’s just different. Your small chest has always made you a bit self-conscious and wearing something that draws attention to it feels strange, rather like you’re trying to pretend to be someone or something you’re not. You tilt your head and frown slightly at the deep narrow V, still unsure.
“Babe, have you seen my… “ Dave stops in mid-sentence upon seeing you as he strides into the room. “Whoa.”
“Your what?” you ask, furrowing your brow.
“Is that what you bought today?” he asks, stepping toward you slowly and motioning at the dress.
“Yep. What do you think? I like it, but I feel strange in it.” Turning back to frown in the mirror again, you glance over your shoulders’ reflection at the still approaching Dave. He takes you by the hand and spins you around like a ballet dancer to face him. Putting both hands on your hips, he takes a small step back to look at you from head to toe.
“You look beautiful.” His voice is soft, deep and slightly lusty. He runs his index, middle and ring fingers delicately across your bare cleavage causing you to shiver a little. You smile and drop your chin. “Actually, better than that. Ali was right. You have to go shopping with her more often.” His fingers move from your chest to your chin and tilts your face up toward his.
“You like it, then?”
He grins. You melt. It never ceases to amaze you how that smile of his makes you melt.
“Alison said it would be perfect for me to wear to one of your fancier parties or events. Which freaks me out a little.”
“Why?”
“It still seems weird to assume I’ll be going to stuff like that with you. I guess in a way, this still doesn’t seem real. I don’t expect you to take me to places like that. I’m content to just wait in the wings for you. I’m not about all that stuff. This isn’t me.”
He laughs and pulls you closer. You swear you can feel his heart beating through his shirt.
“Penny, you’re my girl now. I love you. More than you seem to understand. I will be proud and honored to have you on my arm and show you off anywhere. I don’t care what you wear - shorts and a t-shirt or a fancy dress. But you look incredible in that dress.”
The butterflies in your stomach feel like they are attending a rave as he wraps you in his arms and kisses you.
“Actually,” you whisper with a coy smile, “the main reason I bought it is so that you could take it off.” He raises his eyebrows in mock surprise. “Oh stop!” you giggle. “It’s your fault my mind falls into the gutter so easily. I never used to be an easy little tramp till I met you.” Sliding a hand between you, you grip the erection he’s been pressing against your groin and give it a gentle squeeze. “Filthy fucking rock star.”
“I will take full responsibility for corrupting you. Now. I want to see what that dress looks like draped over that chair,” he growls, his eyes glued to you while motioning to the lounge chaise in the corner with a nod of his head, “and how you look draped all over me.”
His calloused fingers tickle down your side as he lowers the zipper to your waist and carefully slips your arms out of the bodice. He kisses you deeply as it falls to the floor, his lips moving from your mouth to your neck, collarbone and chest before hastily snatching up the dress and placing it carefully over the chair. You smile at this courtesy and wait patiently, lunging at him when he starts back over to you.
Sliding both hands under his shirt, you begin to tug it off and, as he pulls it over his head, you begin unbuckling his belt. Before you know it you’re both naked, horizontal and have become an entangled mess of sheets, flesh and hair. To Dave’s surprise, you push him flat on his back, straddle him and, pressing your breasts against his chest, begin to kiss is neck gently. A quiet sign escapes his parted lips as you slowly rock your hips front to back, feeling the delicious, wet friction between your legs. A couple of extra strategic moves guides him inside you and you sit upright, sinking him as far in as you possibly can. He grabs your hips and thrusts upward while simultaneously pulling you into him. You squeal loudly in both pleasure and surprise and he grins at you again. He laces his fingers with yours.
“I honestly think this gets better every time we do it,” he says, matter-of-fact. “But what happened to that shy, self-conscious girl from before?”
“Which one?” You raise an eyebrow at him and try not to smile. “The one that agreed to spend the night with you fifteen minutes after she met you, the one that spontaneously kissed you in the elevator on the way to soundcheck or the one who fucked you side stage in front of everyone in Zilker Park?”
You wait while he considers this. “Did you like her better?” He cracks another smile.
“I didn’t mean it like that and you know it.” He’s smiling but sounds completely serious. “I just mean you’ve changed a little since we met. In a positive way. You’ve got more confidence. You’re more assertive. I’m proud of you. Plus, it’s very sexy.”
Smiling, you look away, turning your head enough to hide the side of your face behind your hair. You’re flattered but a little embarrassed. Prying your left hand from his right, you delicately run your index finger over the feather tattoo you love so much.
“There’s the girl I fell in love with,” he says with a little laugh. He continues to hold both of your hands, fumbling with your fingers and your grandmother’s ring while watching your face.
Sitting up tall again, you look down into his eyes and begin grinding into him again. “And there’s the girl I’m still falling in love with. Fuck me, are you wet!” He rolls his eyes before closing them, both hands letting yours go and grabbing hold of your breasts. Using your upper thighs for support, you slowly begin riding him again.
“Fuck me hard,” he orders in his usual growl. “Show me how fuckin’ much you want it. Make yourself cum. Let’s break the bed frame this time.”
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“Penny,” Alison whispers softly over her glass of red wine. She’s sat directly across the dinner table from you and is quietly trying to get your attention as the conversation you have been having with Pat, Dave and Nate begins to slow. Reaching for your water goblet, you make eye contact with her and take a sip. She cuts her eyes sharply to her left and quickly looks back at you. Casually, you glance in the same direction to find Chris staring directly at you. You hold his gaze for several seconds before looking back at what’s left of the piece of pepperoni and mushroom pizza on your plate. A few moments later, a casual glance to your right at Dave reveals that he is staring directly at Chris. You watch him for an uncomfortable moment and, as you peek briefly at Chris again, Dave’s hand gives your knee a squeeze and you look at him again to find him smiling at you. All of the discomfort disappears.
“How’s your slice, babe?” he asks, leaning over so that you can hear him over the crowded pizzeria noise.
You nod enthusiastically as you chew and he smiles warmly. After another sip of water, you start to ask how his pizza is and notice that he hasn’t touched it or the pint of beer he’d ordered upon arrival.
“What’s wrong?” you ask with a hint of concern.
“I’m just not hungry,” he says, shaking his head and pushing his plate away from him. “I dunno.” He looks at you again, his features soft, loving and a bit sad. “Would you be mad at me if I got out of here?”
“Yeah, we can go,” you say without hesitation as you start to get up. He presses the hand on your knee down gently.
“You don’t have to leave. I don’t mind if you stay and hang out. They’re your friends now too, you know.”
“Dave, honey, what’s wrong?”
“I just wanna get out of here, go back to the room,” he says, shaking his head slightly. “I’m sorry.”
You toss the cloth napkin from your lap onto the table. “I’ll go with you… unless you just don’t want me to. Do you need some alone time?”
“No, I’d love it if you come too. I just don’t want to make you leave if you aren’t ready. Alison’s here and I know how much you love all these guys…” his eyes dart around before landing on you again. You wonder if he is still watching Chris, but you don’t dare look away.
“Ali, we’re heading out,” you say loudly enough to get her attention. You notice that it’s also gotten Chris’ attention. Ali frowns and sets down her wine. “All of today’s excitement has worn him out. We’re gonna turn in early.”
You leave the room to a series of goodnight shouts, step into the chilly evening air and hail a cab. Moments later you are creeping along in traffic in the back seat with Dave’s arm around you. He gives you a gentle squeeze, a kiss on the temple and you smile at the warmth of his embrace and the tickle of his beard on your cheek.
“Thanks for coming with me.” He still sounds tired or maybe even sad. “You really didn’t have to. I wouldn’t have minded if you’d stayed. I’m really glad that you get on so well with everyone. And they really like you too. I told you you’d make some friends.” After a moment he quietly adds, “But I’m really grateful you left with me.”
You slide an arm across his belly, grabbing his side and give him the tightest hug you can muster. You aren’t sure where all of this is coming from or what’s going on, but you don’t ask again. If he wants to talk about it, he’ll do it in his own time.
“I love you,” you murmur into his coat.
“I love you more,” he retorts, his voice deep, warm and dreamy.
The hotel is cozy and welcoming and, while you enjoyed hanging out with the others, it felt good to be out of the noise and cold. Dave collapses silently on the sofa and, after hanging up both of your coats, you fall in next to him. You look at him sideways without saying anything. He seems totally spaced out and you place a hand on his thigh. He picks up your fingers, lacing them with his, lazily tilts his head to the side and gives you a small smile. He looks beautiful, his face soft and framed by his long dark hair. Your stomach does a bit of a flip flop and you carefully slip one leg across his lap and have a seat, looking at him face to face. He pushes a lock of hair behind your ear.
“Penny, can I ask you something?” He sounds worn out, exhausted from such an exciting, full first day on the set.
“Of course, sweetie. Always.”
“Do you promise you’ll tell me the truth, no matter how much you think it’s gonna hurt me, or make me angry?”
Taken aback, your heart sinks a little. Alison was right. The thing between you and Chris is obvious and Dave has picked up on it.
“What we have was built on honesty. I wouldn’t break that trust now.”
“Are you in love with Chris? Are you two seeing each other behind my back? Just tell me if you are. I need to know.”
Not especially wanting to have this conversation in this particular position, you start to get up but he grabs your hips to keep you in your provocative seat.
“Don’t run off. Just please talk to me.” He takes both of your hands in his and looks down into his lap, like he is afraid to look at you.
“I wasn’t leaving, I was just going to change seats,” you promise, relaxing and trying to watch his face. “Chris and I are not seeing each other.”
“Are you in love with him?”
“Chris and I got close in Austin and he’s one of my best friends. I love him, but I don’t know that I am in love with him. I do know, however, that I am very much head over heels stupid crazy in love with you. What makes you ask this all of a sudden?”
He finally looks you in the eye. “You two have just been acting weird. And every time I look at him, he’s staring at you. But I haven’t seen you staring at him, so I wasn’t sure. Is there something I need to know?”
“I’ll tell you anything you want to know.” You are very matter-of-fact in this, surprised that this doesn’t make you as uneasy as you might have expected. You haven’t cheated on Dave, and you’ve made your intentions clear with Chris. There was nothing to hide, so there was nothing to be nervous about.
“I want to know everything that you guys haven’t already told me.”
You attempt to rise again and this time he allows it, his eyes sadly following you to the other side of the coffee table to where you take a new seat on the opposite sofa.
“Okay… I’ll start at the hotel in Austin.”
Chapter 79
“Are you sure about this dress?” you ask Alison worriedly even before making it out of the department store revolving door and onto the street.
“I swear, woman,” she moans under a sigh. “What are we going to do with you? It looked great. Dave won’t be able to keep it in his pants. Same for Chris.”
“What do you mean?” you say way too quickly.
“It’s not exactly a secret,” she replies casually. “It’s pretty obvious what’s going on.”
You stop dead in the middle of the busy sidewalk, clutching the handle of your shopping bag so tightly that it feels as though it’s cutting into your fingers.
“What’s obviously going on?” Your voice waivers, causing you to sound terribly worried and a little angry.
Alison continues walking several steps before she realizes she’s now alone. Turning around slowly, she looks at you apologetically.
“I’m sorry, I guess that sounded pretty accusatory and kind of shitty, didn’t it?”
“Well… no…” you suddenly feel overwhelmed and helpless.
“Sounds like we need to talk about more than dresses.” She scans the street and, spying what she is looking for, beckons with one bag-laden arm to follow. “There’s a Starbucks ahead on the corner. Let’s take a break and chat.”
Sliding into a crumb-filled seat in a booth opposite Alison, you stare at her through the steam wafting from the top of your Venti hot chocolate topped with marshmallows and whipped cream. She cautiously looks back over her chai latte with almond milk and takes a deep breath.
“What do you want to know,” she asks.
“I want to know what you think is going on.”
She hesitates, takes a sip of her latte, and then locks eyes with you.
“I think Chris is in love with you and he wants you to split up with Dave.”
Your mouth drops open in utter shock.
“Hear me out. I apologize if I’m wrong, but have you not noticed the way he looks at you? He can’t keep his eyes off of you. Every time I look at him, he’s dialed in. I know you two got pretty close while you were in Austin and that you stayed with him after Dave and the rest of us flew back to California. I’ve known Shifty a long time. He has feelings for you.”
Eyes shifting to your cup, you take a cautious sip before looking back at Alison.
“It’s complicated,” you confess as she frowns.
“Has he said anything to you?”
“We went for a walk on the beach the other morning to catch up. We hadn’t really spoken since Austin. He told me about Cara leaving, and… and then he confessed that he was ashamed to say that he was hoping things between Dave and I weren’t going well, that maybe he and I could be together. And…” Unable to continue, you take another sip of cocoa and press both lips together, taking a deep breath and staring at the table.
“You don’t have to tell me all this if you don’t want to,” she offers. “But I’m also glad to listen if you do.”
Tears well up in your eyes as you look back across the table at your new friend. It’s funny; you’d known Andrea and Kelly for so many years and didn’t trust either of them any further than you could throw them and yet you trust Alison, whom you’d spent just a few days with, like a sister.
“He told me he is completely in love with me, that he has been since Austin - he danced with me and I cried on his shoulder while I was watching Dave with Rose. I was so hurt and he was so angry at Dave. We kissed in the hall to make my friends jealous and then later he pulled me into a linen closet down the hall and…”
Her eyes grow as big as saucers. “It didn’t go THAT far,” you laugh through the now flowing tears. “I stopped him. I reminded him how much it would hurt Cara. Lot of good that did. But on the beach, he kissed me. And I kissed him back - just for a few seconds - but I kissed him back. He means the world to me, Ali. I am so confused. I think I might be in love with them both.”
Ali heaves a sigh, one hand sliding to the back of her neck and the other cradling her chin as she stares blankly at the floor, trying to think of a solution.
“How the fuck does a nobody like me stumble across Dave fucking Grohl in a hotel lobby and then end up in a love triangle with two members of the Foo Fighters that could potentially break them up and end a friendship 20 years in the making? This is just ridiculous!”
Alison bursts out laughing but quickly covers her mouth with one hand. You follow her lead.
“Am I right? It’s just completely laughable. And yet so real and horribly painful.”
She quickly straightens up and drops one hand to the table. “Does he know you aren’t sure what to do?”
“Yes. And no. I’ve admitted to him that there is something there, but I’ve told him that I am in love with Dave and that I want to stay with him.”
“Dave knows about the closet in Austin.” Alison’s eyes grow huge again. “But that was before we were officially together. He doesn’t know about the kiss on the beach. Obviously. He trusts me. After what Jordyn did to him, I couldn’t bear to let it happen to him again. It would kill him.”
Ali grows silent and, after a moment, serious. “Your secret is safe with me. I can understand your confusion. They’re both amazing men. I know you have zero confidence in yourself, but they’re both right to be smitten with you. You’re pretty amazing yourself.”
You wipe sloppily at your face as new tears begin spilling down your cheeks and splashing on the table. “What am I going to do?!” you blubber helplessly.
“I obviously can’t tell you that.” She sounds sympathetic and at the same time, stern. “You’re going to have to make up your own mind. You’re going to have to follow your gut and your heart. And you’re going to have to come to terms with the fact that no matter what you do, it’s going to hurt everyone in one way or another. I’m not saying that to be a bitch and I’m not saying you’re to blame for any outcome. I just didn’t know if you’d thought about that. No matter what happens, someone is going to get hurt. I’m mentioning this because, while this is not your fault, its the position you’ve been put in. You can’t base your decision on how it will affect others. You have to do what you feel is right rather than what’s easy.” She pauses and frowns at the window before looking back at you. “Does that make sense? Or do I just sound like a jerk? It’s no one’s fault. It just… happened.”
“I feel like I just want to hop a plane back to the island and lock myself away forever.”
“You can’t run away this time, Pen. You can’t. These guys won’t let you.”
You stare miserably back. “Why can’t you just tell me what to do?” you plead, half joking, half serious.
She smiles sympathetically. “I will say this. You can take it for whatever it’s worth, if anything. I’ve known them both for a long time. Dave adores you. You two have been through a lot in the short time since you’ve met - had a lot of ups and downs - and you’re still together. From what I’ve observed, you two have a chemistry that is beyond physical. You guys seem genuinely happy just being together, no matter what you’re doing. He missed you something terrible when he had to leave you in Austin. He wanted you to go home with him so bad, he was in tears on the plane. From the second that bird took off he was scheming on how he could see you again as soon as possible. That’s when he started talking about flying out to North Carolina to surprise you. I’ve never seen him like that before. With anyone. You guys are just so… organic. It’s like you were made for each other. On the other hand - and this is based solely on what you have told me and what I have observed - you and Chris seem to have a serious physical chemistry going on. Kissing in the hall, the linen closet entanglement, the kiss on the beach… do you feel an emotional connection with him like you do with Dave? I know you haven’t spent as much time with Chris, but do you feel that connection at all? You don’t have to answer me, it’s just something else to consider.”
Taking a gulp of your cooling hot chocolate and mushing a couple of mini-marshmallows around with your tongue, you slowly begin to process some of what Alison’s just presented.
“That’s a lot more to think about. I mean, it’s something I haven’t really thought about before. It’s helpful. Thank you.” You wipe your eyes once more and look at her gratefully. “I still have tons to think about, though.”
“You absolutely do. But if you need an ear to bend, or if there is anything I can do to help, will you let me know? We haven’t been friends long, but I consider you one of my best. I love you and I’d do anything for you.” She gives you her beautiful winning smile and you can’t help but smile back, grateful to and for such a gracious friend.
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While finishing your coffee and cocoa, Dave texts to let you know that filming is complete for the morning and that it is safe for you and Alison to return to the hotel suite whenever you get ready. A shivering Pat is having a cigarette outside, and at the sight of you, abandons his smoke, relieves Alison of some of her shopping bags and accompanies you upstairs. He cautiously opens the door and the three of you file quietly inside. Dave had said that he’d finished filming, but the remaining band and crew members were softly talking and milling around, so you all three carried on as such.
You catch sight of Dave, Bonnie Raitt, Buddy Guy and Butch Vig standing in the next room talking and Dave smiles and excuses himself when he sees you. Swiftly he steps around the group, gives you a huge grin and mouths “oh my god” enthusiastically while discreetly pointing over his shoulder at the group. You can’t help but giggle.
“Are you that excited to meet Butch?” you tease as he gives you a quick kiss.
“Ha. Ha. Buddy is fucking amazing. Bonnie is too, but Buddy… god, that was incredible.” He looks so excited and happy. It’s infectious. “You guys have fun? Any luck shopping?”
“I bought a little something you might like,” you say coyly. “Well, Alison said you’d like it. Let’s hope she’s right.”
“She looks gorgeous in it,” Ali comments from the sofa where she’s landed with Pat and Taylor, “but you can’t tell her that. She’d have bought nothing if I hadn’t been there.”
Dave gives you a small, knowing smile and shakes his head slightly. “Do I get to see later?”
“It’s your money,” you tease, making him roll his eyes and grin.
“Hey, do you guys want to meet…? “ he points excitedly into the other room where Butch, Buddy and Bonnie are having an animated conversation.
Ali lets out a hushed but sarcastic “DUH!” as she and Taylor hop up to join you and Dave for introductions.
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78
“Jesus it’s cold,” you manage through trembling lips. You shove your mittened hands into the pockets of your coat, pulling it tightly around you as you accompany Dave down the sidewalk to the taxi stand outside O’Hare. The wind whips through your hair just as he opens a car door for you and helps you in. The heat in the cab is a relief at once.
“Where to?” the driver asks, flipping the switch on his fare light.
“Four Seasons, please,” Dave answers as he turns the collar down on his coat and shakes off some of the cold. Looking out the window, you bite your bottom lip slightly and raise your eyebrows at the thought of staying at the Four Seasons. It was a famous name and notoriously expensive, most certainly not a place you would have ever dreamed you’d be staying.
Dave peers out the back window to make sure everyone in the rest of the group has managed to get cabs. They hadn’t booked a van this time, but had arranged for the crew to pick up and attend to their instruments and equipment for the night. There is no one left standing on the curb as you pull away and Dave turns to you with a satisfied look on his face.
“Well, you were right about Chicago being cold. It will be a little warmer during the day. Maybe.”
“I’m good,” you say in a cheerful tone, wriggling your toes inside the warm boots you’re glad you’d packed when you’d left The Whelk. “I’m kinda excited about staying at the Four Seasons. Most of the time when I travel, it’s Holiday Inn Express all the way. And you’re lucky if they have the free continental breakfast. I always manage to break the waffle maker and end up with a heat lamp warmed cinnamon roll and a tiny plastic cup of apple juice instead. Oh – and then there are the scrambled eggs that obviously came out of a carton. Those are kind of… ‘ew.’”
He looks at you with a furrowed brow and a toothy grin, half amazed and half amused. “I learn so much more about you every day.” You laugh and shake your head. “How do you manage to break the waffle maker?”
“I am kind of disaster waiting to happen in the kitchen. That’s why I let you cook.”
“Good to know. We’ll let room service make the waffles from now on.”
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Dave hands the cab driver a fist full of cash as a young valet opens the car door. He obviously recognizes Dave and can’t seem to wipe the grin off his face. “Any luggage?” he asks, closing the door behind you. Dave smiles back at him.
“It was delayed. The airport should be bringing it to us soon. Any chance you could take care of that for us when it gets here?” He holds out some cash, but the young man refuses with a wave of his hand.
“No tip necessary. But I’d take a handshake. You’re kind of my hero.”
Dave enthusiastically shakes his hand and grins. “Kind of? What the fuck does that mean, kind of?” You love watching these kind of encounters, seeing kids meeting someone whom they idolize and learning he’s as good a guy as they thought he was. This remains one of the most endearing things about Dave. He’s genuine and honest and kind. He cares about his fans and he lets them know he does.
“You’re the reason I took up the drums, man.”
“You have a band?” He sounds genuinely interested. The kid is beside himself.
“We’re trying to. We mostly just fuck around in Jamie’s garage – he plays guitar. Sarah sings.”
“A female lead singer? Nice! What’s your name?”
As their conversation continues, the rest of your group pulls up to the hotel one by one, each of them getting out and retrieving their luggage. The airline only failed to put yours and Dave’s bags on the plane on time. The kid sees the rest of the Foos walking up to the hotel and looks back and forth between them and Dave.
“You’re all here?!” he asks excitedly as Dave calls them all over to say hi. You hang back with Alison while they carry on.
“I vote we wait for them in the lobby,” she chatters, the porcelain skin on her face turning visibly red in the cold night air.
You can barely get the word “agreed” out of your mouth before you both hastily duck into the revolving front door. They guys appear only a few moments later, followed by the ecstatic valet who is taking care of all the luggage. He is pushing a trolley in front of him while pulling another one behind.
“Taylor, what is WRONG with you?! Why would you let that poor boy carry all that on his own?” Alison scolds. Taylor looks shocked and defensive.
“It’s my job,” grins the boy. “And they’re the Foos! I consider this a privilege.”
“At least give him a big tip,” Alison murmurs, cutting her eyes up at you and smirking.
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The suite is enormous. It is, in fact, much bigger than the one in Austin. Not necessarily better, just bigger. Both you and Dave peel off your coats immediately and you hang them in the spacious hall closet by the door, inhaling the clean smell of cedar and lavender. A large brass framed mirror is mounted inside the door and you catch sight of your windblown curls and make an attempt to smooth them down before inspecting the next room. Meandering into the kitchenette, you open the fridge to find it fully stocked.
“Goody. There is a truckload of beer in here,” you call out in a flat tone. “Why is there always beer but no chocolate cake? Or bacon? Who do I have to have sex with to get some bacon up in here?!” You hear him snicker from the next room.
You follow the sound of his laughter through a small archway into the living room. Much like the Austin suite, there are two sofas facing each other separated by a coffee table, with a huge, flat screen TV mounted on the wall at one end. You have a quick flashback to the first night you and Dave spent together, each of you lounging on your own sofa and falling asleep watching TV.
“This brings back a memory,” he says softly. “Wanna break a lamp? Or the shower rail? I’m buying...”
“Big spender,” you tease. “We just got here!”
“And?” he asks seriously.
Giggling, you back away from his advances, nearly toppling head over heels over the back of one of the sofas. He grabs you just in time, simultaneously sliding both hands underneath your sweater. You squeal in shock.
“Oh my GOD your hands are freezing!” He is now giggling along with you.
After a quick fumble, he holds your face with both of his hands, but you no longer notice whether they’re cold or not. “Guess what?” he asks softly.
“What?”
“We’re in Chicago.”
“We ARE in Chicago. And you’re making your documentary.” He has a look of wonder on his face. It is hard to fathom that he is as excited about the situation he’s found himself in as you are about the one you’ve found yourself in. The difference is: his incredible talent got him here. You’re here via pure luck.
“I haven’t seen you this excited since you played with John Paul Jones. It’s beautiful.”
“I could not be happier… than I am right now.” He searches your face just before kissing you deeply. He is gentle but passionate, acting out of love rather than lust, his hands still cradling your face, his soft hair falling across your cheeks and neck. No one has ever kissed you like he does. Not even Chris.
‘Chris,’ you think to yourself. ‘Why am I thinking about Chris right now?’ There is no reason on this planet why he should be a part of what is happening right now. You sweep him out of your mind immediately and give Dave a huge squeeze.
“I love you,” you tell him, burying your face in his neck.
“I know,” he teases. You chuckle but don’t lift your head.
“What time are you interviewing Mr. Guy tomorrow?”
“Mr. Guy. That sounds so weird. Oh God. Should I call him Mr. Guy, or Buddy? I hadn’t even thought about that! Fuck.”
Laughing loudly, you take a step back, marveling at his panic. “Dave Grohl Problems,” you manage with a roll of your eyes. “Just be polite. You’ll be fine. Do I really need to tell you this?”
He doesn’t seem to hear you, but suddenly remembers your question. “Um… he’s supposed to be there about 10:30 tomorrow morning.” He heaves a sigh. “I need sleep. I’m nervous and tired. And it’s past my bedtime.” He looks apologetic. “Will you be pissed if I don’t rock your world tonight?”
“Like you could,” you answer with a wave of your hand. “I’m tired too. You can give me a raincheck. Let’s crash.”
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“You won’t be in the way,” he exclaims, sounding confused. “As long as you don’t talk during the interview, it’ll be fine.” You tilt your head to the side in sympathy. “What if I need coffeeeeee?” he whines.
“Ask Justin. He’s your coffee bitch, not me! I still feel like Yoko, sitting on the floor and watching everything from a corner. Besides, Alison asked me to go shopping with her and I’ve already said yes.” You are both touched and tickled that he seems to want you to stay so badly. “And I need a few more warm clothes.”
“That’s true.” He chirks up, takes his wallet out of his pocket and hands you a stack of cash. “Buy something sexy.”
“Jesus, Dave, I’m not looking to buy a house!” You’ll need to clean out your handbag just to make room for all the bills. “How do you sit on this?!”
“Just buy what you want. We agreed on this, remember? Buy what you want and, if there’s any left over, bring it back to me. How’s that?”
“Yes, dear.” He kisses you on the forehead.
“Now get the fuck out of here. I’m about to interview Buddy Guy and I don’t need you watching me freak out.”
You shake your head at him and step into the hall to find Alison waiting for you.
“Hello, lovely,” she smiles, looking as beautiful as ever. “Ready?”
“Let’s roll. Show me Chicago. Forward, shop!”
The cold hits you both with a shock as you step outside of the hotel and onto the street. “Let’s see,” breathes Alison, her breath forming a smoke cloud as she speaks. “You said you needed warm clothes. Anything in particular? Sweaters, jeans, shoes?”
“Some of everything, really. Dave said for me to buy something sexy. I’ve been thinking… I don’t have a nice dress. I’d love to have something pretty to wear for him. He’s never seen me in anything other than denim and t-shirts. Will you help me do that? You always look so nice.”
“Ah, you’re sweet. Of course! We have all day. We’ll just work our way up and down the street until you find what you want. Just don’t forget, we have other cities to visit. Austin has good shopping too.”
“According to Dave, I also need shoes. He finds it weird that I own four pair. I left most of them at home as they are my old lady funeral shoes.”
Alison guffaws at this. “Yes, we deffo must find you some shoes. Who has four pairs of shoes?! That’s unheard of!”
“Well, I spend most of my time on the island barefoot. It doesn’t get cold there.”
Alison looks at you blankly. “Okay, whatever. It’s changing.” You both laugh.
Three hours later, you’ve not bought a thing.
“Penny. Honey. You’re KILLING me. You’ve tried on like ten things that look GREAT on you! What the fuck?!” Alison sounds exasperated, but playfully so.
“This stuff just isn’t me, Ali. I guess I’m just a jeans and tee shirt kinda girl. I’d rather have a new pair of NIke’s than a new pair of cute heels. I can’t walk in those things anyway. And dresses make me look awkward.
“They do NOT. You look beautiful in that one!” You’ve stepped out of the dressing room wearing a sleeveless, brilliant blue fit and flare dress with a deep plunging neckline that is both simple and elegant.
“I love this, but I feel ridiculous.”
Alison smiles with pity. “You look stunning, but if you are uncomfortable, by all means don’t buy it. If you feel uncomfortable, you’re going to look uncomfortable. Rule of thumb.” You start back into the dressing room to change but stop suddenly and look at yourself in the three-way mirror once again. “It really is a pretty dress,” you say, twirling from side to side and checking out your profile.
With a small smile, Alison nods vehemently. “Either I’m wrong and you can feel uncomfortable while looking comfortable, or you’re more confident about that dress than you admit.” Popping up from her fancy, plush chair, she checks the price tag dangling from your waist and collapses back into her seat with a disgusted sigh. “It’s $50.00, Penny. That’s nothing. And you look gorgeous in it. The neckline is perfect for you. Dave won’t know what to do if you show up with cleavage exposed. If you don’t buy it, I’ll break your arm.” She smiles sweetly and you don’t know if you should be flattered or afraid. “You asked for my help…,” she reminds you.
You quickly duck away from her beautifully evil smile and screw up your face as you study your reflection once more. “You really think he’ll like it? I don’t want to waste his money. It’s not exactly warm… and I’m not sure my Nike’s will go with it very well. I’ll need new shoes...”
She gives you a look of contempt.
“Fine!” you nearly yell as you scurry back into the fitting room to change.
After getting dressed in your own clothes, you re-join Alison. You are a little frustrated and ready to call it a day for shopping.
“Should we head back to the hotel and see how it’s going?” you ask hopefully as the sales girl hands you a carry bag with your new dress inside. The thought of beginning a search for shoes makes you weary on the spot and, quite honestly, you want to see what Dave thinks about the dress before you invest in shoes to match.
“Want some help with those,” you tease Ali as she begins to collect what appears to be a dozen or more shopping bags filled with her own purchases.
“Shut up,” she smirks and you both head back out into the cold, windy city.
New chapter coming soon. #chicago
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I'm not sure how soon, but there will be more. Thanks for the compliment! When people ask, I get motivated to put pen to paper.
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Currently nursing a broken arm, so typing is hard. More to come. Promise. And thank you!
Chapter 77
For @dinosaursinasubtropicalparadise. Get well soon, mate. x
Digging your toes into the sand, you inhale the fresh sea air deeply, exhaling the stress and tension that you’d brought from the kitchen. Part of you wonders what, if anything, was said between Chris and Dave once you’d left the room. The rest of you doesn’t want to think about it at all. Closing your eyes and tilting your head back, you smile at the warmth of the sun on your face. In your experience, there is nothing that a day at the beach couldn’t make better, at least for a little while.
Just as you relax further back into your chair, you are startled when your sunbeam abruptly disappears and is replaced by a human silhouette. You squint through your sunglasses, shading your eyes to make out who is hogging the sunshine.
“It’s a Shiflett eclipse,” you say flatly, looking up at Chris. He’s wearing his blue and gray board shorts, a torso full of tattoos and is carrying a surfboard under one arm. Firmly but gently, he plants the board upright in the sand and flashes you a sheepish grin.
“Sorry,” he mumbles, looking over his shoulder at the position of the sun and taking a seat in the sand next to you. You stare out at the ocean, unsure what to say or do.
“I’ve not come to try and get you to talk. We’ll talk if and when you’re ready. I was thinking we could catch a few waves, maybe? Dave said you’re quite the shredder.”
“Dave’s so full of shit,” you manage through a blurt of laughter. “He gave me some lessons back home, but we were just having fun.”
“Well, that’s all I want to do… have some fun. C’mon. Please?”
Involuntarily you let out a small sigh, looking at him with a furrowed brow.
“I’m just trying to make things right, Pen. Everything else aside, you really are my best friend and I like hanging out with you. I’m not sure how I’m going to work through my feelings for you, but I don’t think I would be able to stand it if we weren’t friends anymore.”
“Do you remember the night in Austin when you and I agreed that it would be weird if we weren’t friends after what happened between us?”
“I do,” he answers, picking up a broken clam shell and absent-mindedly drawing lines and circles in the sand with it. “That was a… strange and wonderful night.” He looks at the shell, tosses it to the side and then looks directly at you. “But it got weird for you, didn’t it?”
“It was a strange and wonderful night.” You smile in spite of yourself, remembering how Chris was not the slightest bit shy about expressing his feelings for you. He’d made you feel physically wanted and needed, but he cared about you too. The way Dave had treated you had pissed him off. He thought you deserved better and he wanted you to know it. He wanted to be the one to show you how you should be treated. He was so passionate, so gentle and so incredibly sweet. During your walk earlier he’d told you that there was something special between the two of you, not just sexually, but emotionally as well. He’d told you not to deny it. He wasn’t wrong. Despite Dave - despite how very much you love him - you can’t get enough of the way Chris looks at you, how it feels when he holds you. You’re pretty positive that, one of these days when the circumstances are right, the two of you will finally slip up and do something that would change everything as you both know it.
Biting both of your lips, you remove your sunglasses and toss them on the towel by your side. Chris looks at you intently, his arms draped over his bent knees.
“It did get weird for me, but not for the reasons that you think.”
“What, then?” The pleading in his voice that you’d witnessed earlier this morning was gone. He sounds calm and patient. He waits silently while you pause to collect your thoughts.
“You were right. I can’t deny that I feel it too - the connection that we have. I worry that you and I are going to keep on until one day we get wrapped up in the moment and do something devastating.”
“Devastating? That’s a bit dramatic, isn’t it?” he says through laughter, ending with a snort.
“I don’t think so, no. Think about it. Dave would be hurt, not only because I cheated on or even left him for another man, but that other man is the lead guitar player in his band that’s been together for 20 years. Not to mention that you two are like brothers. He’d hate both of us. And you know full well you’d no longer be playing with the Foos. Or worse, the band could break up completely.”
Chris looks at you in disbelief.
“You’ve really thought this through, haven’t you? I don’t think…”
“That’s just it: you don’t think. And when I’m with you, neither do I. That’s our biggest problem. You have more than proved to me how you feel. That night in the hotel linen closet… no one has ever made me feel that special and needed and wanted before. The only thing that I never quite understood was when I freaked out about Jordyn and ran to your place in tears, feeling stupid. When Dave took me back to his room to talk, you... you told him not to let me go. Why did you do that? Why did you tell him that if you wanted us to be together? If I was so special to you, why did YOU let me go so easily?”
“Two reasons,” he immediately offers without hesitation. “Because I knew you loved him and I wanted you to be happy. And because I’m stupid.”
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From the balcony of the bedroom you can see Dave, all the boys and Alison crowded around the small bonfire on the beach. The sun has nearly set, but the flames light up their faces as they discuss the upcoming trip to Chicago. The nearest airport, in New Bern, North Carolina is a 3 hour and 30 minute drive from Hatteras, so a couple of vans are scheduled to arrive to pick up and transport the whole motley crew and their mounds of luggage at 4:00 the next morning. Dave has been texting you non-stop for the last hour. You’d told him you weren’t feeling well and were going to have a hot bath and then hit the hay early. Worried and missing you, he’s been constantly checking to see if you are alright and wondering if you feel like coming down just for a while.
In truth, you just wanted a little break from being around Chris. Your last conversation was open-ended, him admitting that he was stupid for letting you go that night in Austin. You hadn’t known what else to say and, quite frankly, you weren’t sure that he did either. You’d said little to nothing to each other since then.
Dave’s signature bottle cap jingle resonates from your phone once again, alerting you of his umpteeth text.
How’s you?
Look up.
You watch as he checks his phone, leaning forward slightly and then craning his head over his shoulder to look up at the house. He spots you waving from the railing and raises his beer in a toast. Chris, who is seated off to Dave’s left, also looks up, watching a good bit longer than Dave had. Even from this distance, eye contact makes you uncomfortable and you scurry back inside and begin getting yourself ready for bed.
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“Damn. This has got to be the deadest airport in the world,” observes Taylor before falling into one of the blue vinyl chairs lined up outside the gate. Less than a dozen people are milling around the terminal this morning, half of them airport staff. “Hey, is there a Denny’s in here somewhere?”
“Why don’t you go look for one and we’ll come get you when the plane is about to take off,” Pat offers with an evil grin. Without hesitation, Taylor raises his middle finger in Pat’s general direction as he scans the tiny terminal for a restaurant. Pat laughs wickedly.
“I need something to eat,” T continues dramatically. “Dave, what’s here?”
“This is New Bern, dude, not New York. There is a restaurant. We passed it on the way in. But I don’t think we have time to eat there.” He glances at the time on his phone and then at the boarding time posted by the gate. “We start boarding in just a minute. There’ll be food on the plane.”
Taylor grimaces, pulls his baseball hat down over his eyes, folds his arms and slouches down in his chair. You can’t decide if he’s sleeping, pouting or both.
Stretching your legs out in front of you, you look across the aisle at Chris. He appears to be lost in thought, but immediately brightens up when he catches you looking at him.
“Dave let me have a peek at your car last night. That thing is beautiful! How long have you had it?”
“Thanks,” you beam, always glad to talk about your baby. “My dad bought her for me a few years ago. I’ve always wanted one just like it and he searched for one, fixed her up and gave her to me as a birthday gift.”
“Nice. Next opportunity, I’d love to go for a ride in it.” “I’m sure that can be arranged.”
Chris smiles at this. Things seem to be semi-normal between you, considering what had happened the morning before. You hope they stay that way.
Upon boarding the plane, you find yourself in the luxurious first class section once again. Being with Dave and the band has managed to spoil you rotten in a very short amount of time. You’re starting to get used to flying in style, staying in luxurious hotel suites, private rooms in restaurants, giant beach houses and rubbing elbows with people you’d never dreamed of meeting while backstage at concerts and at exclusive parties. You are spoiled but eternally grateful, not taking advantage of anything or anyone. You know how lucky you are to be where you are, traveling around the country with the Foos and watching them make a documentary and a new album.
“This is going to be historic,” you randomly blurt out to Dave as he settles into the seat next to you. Startled, he looks at you and laughs.
“What is?”
“This album. This documentary. It’s going to be epic. And I get to be there for it!”
He looks a little puzzled, but continues smiling all the same.
“Where’d that come from all of a sudden?”
“I’m just a little overwhelmed at what’s about to happen. This is such a big deal for you, for the Foos. And I get to go along for the ride. This is amazing! I just want to make sure you know that I understand how lucky I am.”
He looks at you in disbelief. “You’re amazing. I don’t know that I would have proposed it to the band without your encouragement and enthusiasm. You are a part of why this is happening, and I’m just so happy that you agreed to come along. It wouldn’t be right without you here.”
He hesitates a moment, looking down at his black Vans before looking back at you.
“Epic? Do you really think so?” he asks, almost looking afraid.
“I know so.”
“Quit worrying, Dave,” you both hear Alison’s lovely voice say, carrying over from the seat behind you. “Penny is right to be fangirling right now. T is excited about it too, regardless of what he has to say about Chicago. We all know he’s a dick. But he’s a dick that believes in you. We all do.”
Hey I LOVE this fic i read this over the weekend, i was in the hospital, and its so good. I really hope to read new chapters in the near future.
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Chapter 76
I’ve gotten a couple of messages asking when I was going to update this story, and I would sincerely like to thank you guys for that. It rekindled the fire for me and it feels really good to just sit down and write. This is neither long nor good, but I promised to post something. Hopefully this will tide you over for just a little bit. Thanks for remembering me, guys. xx
Here goes. More to come, and I promise it won’t be as long next time.
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Stepping out into the hall, you close the bedroom door and smile to yourself. You’ve just left a very pitiful looking Dave standing in the shower holding a hot cup of coffee. He’d not slept well the night before, he’d explained grumpily when you flounced down on the bed, rudely waking him up. You feel slightly guilty for disturbing him, but you want him up and nearby. Chris didn’t seem like he was planning on pushing you to talk more this morning, but you need some time to digest your last chat before you decide how to respond.
Treading lightly down the plush carpeted hallway, you consider heading back to the music room and listening to some records while waiting for Dave to get all tarted up, but a faint sliver of light slipping through the slightly ajar home theater door catches your eye. Silently tip-toeing over, you peek inside to find High Fidelity playing on the big screen. Rob is currently explaining to his audience how he is organizing his record collection, a rationale Dave has obviously stolen from John Cusack’s character. Though the light is dim, you can clearly make out Nate’s silhouette in the middle row, his cushy chair slightly reclined. He seems oblivious to your presence, even after you pull the door shut and begin carefully descending the shallow stairs that lead down to all the seats. Starting down his row, you finally catch his eye. He raises a hand in a greeting and immediately swipes up the remote control pad from the console next to him.
“Good morning! Join me?” he asks, grinning through his scruffy red beard. Turning sideways in his seat, he lowers the volume of the movie and looks at you again. “You ever seen this?” he asks, motioning at the screen with the remote.
“More times than I can remember,” you grin back. Nate is quite possibly one of the sweetest guys you’d ever met and you’d always thought he was terribly cute. You often wonder why he was the only one that wasn’t married, or even seeing anyone that you knew of. He’s never said much to you, but then there hadn’t been many opportunities to. “It’s one of my faves. I love the bit at the end where Jack Black performs. He’s incredible.”
“I think that’s my favorite part too,” he laughs. Looking down at the remote, he thoughtfully runs a hand over his beard and looks at you again. “We’ve never really talked much,” he says, matter-of-fact.
“I was just thinking that.” You settle into the chair on the other side of the console, turning to face him just as he had done you. “We’ve not really had the opportunity.”
“Well… you and Dave seem to stay… busy.” He smiles nervously at the screen and then back at you briefly.
“Jesus.” Dropping your chin to your chest and hiding behind your hair, you giggle. “I will NEVER live that down!”
“Just teasing!” he promises. “But seriously… can I ask you a question?”
Looking puzzled, you nod your head before resting your temple on the back of the recliner.
“I know this is none of my business and you can tell me to fuck off if you want to… but… “ he seems nervous and unsure, his eyes darting between the remote in his lap and you. Finally he takes a quick glance back at the door before looking you in the eye. “Do you have the slightest idea how Chris feels about you?”
While your heart speeds up considerably, you manage not to move and keep your calm.
“How do you mean?”
“Again, I know this is none of my business…” He heaves a sigh. “Chris can’t stand the fact that you’re with Dave. It bothers the hell out of him that he left you that night at the hotel and took off with Rose.” He stops to think for a moment, looking a bit distant as he appears to collect his thoughts. You remain quiet until he continues. “I know you two are close, that you have spent and probably will spend a lot of time together. I saw that you went for a walk on the beach this morning. I wasn’t spying on you or anything,” he adds quickly. “I was out for a run and saw you leaving as I was coming back.”
You quickly nod and shrug your shoulders slightly at him, indicating that you understand but want him to finish.
“He and I have known each other a long time. He cares about you a lot. More than I’ve ever seen him care about anyone. Including Cara.” He hesitates another second or two. “I guess what I am asking is… do you know how he feels about you, and does he know that you guys are just friends? I’m worried Chris might think you guys are working on more than a friendship. He talks about you a lot.” He sets the remote back on the console with frustration and then looks at the screen.
“Chris confided in me,” he continues, “and I don’t like breaking his trust. But I don’t want to see any of my friends get hurt. Including you.”
You can’t help but smile at him.
“Nate, you have no idea how good it makes me feel to know you consider me a friend and think enough of me to look out for my feelings. That’s so very sweet,” you add, watching him smile shyly. “I understand why you told me, and I won’t mention it to Chris. He and I have already talked about this, and we’re… working it out.”
“Well, that’s a relief,” he begins, grinning again. “I really do hope you don’t think I’m a jerk for mentioning it. Like I said, I know it’s none of my…”
“I appreciate your being a good friend, to both of us,” you gently interrupt. “I think if I were you, I would have done the same thing. And I promise I won’t tell Chris that you mentioned it.”
Looking reassured, he lets loose a sigh of relief.
“Want to watch to the end?” he asks, picking up the remote and settling back into his chair.
Without an answer, you mimic his reclining position as he returns the volume to its previous level.
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After watching to the very end, you and Nate decide to make your way to the kitchen to see who is around and what is on for the day. The kitchen seems to be the one place in the house that everyone gravitates to. It is where the coffee lives, after all.
Nate is entertaining you with an animated yet very impressive version of “Let’s Get It On” as he rounds the corner into the sunny room. You are right on his heels, giggling and stumbling in behind him. You both stop abruptly at the sound of Dave’s voice.
“It’s a little early to be that drunk, isn’t it?” he smirks, giving you both a wink. “The fuck you two been up to?”
“We were enjoying a matinee showing of High Fidelity, you explain, still giggling over Nate.
“Ah. That would explain it.”
“What are you so damn happy about?” whispers Pat in your ear as he pinches your side. He’s snuck up behind you and you’re not sure if it’s the pinch or his voice that makes you jump. Spinning around to face him, you punch him playfully in the chest. You immediately see Chris standing behind him, laughing at your reaction.
“Dammit, Pat, you scared the hell out of me!”
“You have to watch out for him. He’s stealthy,” warns Chris. He steps around Pat and wanders over to the table and has a seat across from Dave. You feel slightly sick for a moment.
Dave meets Chris with a nod. “‘Sup, man? How was your walk this morning?” he asks, looking from Chris to you and then back at Chris. “You guys get all caught up?”
“Yeah, I think we covered just about everything,” Chris answers, raising his eyebrows at you. You immediately step over to the pantry and open both doors, carefully looking for nothing in particular just to avoid eye contact with either of them. “I told her about Cara, so…”
“Oh! Okay… I hadn’t mentioned it since you asked me not to.”
“Thanks, but it’s okay. Pen’s my best friend. There’s no reason she shouldn’t know.”
With your back still turned to them, you look sideways at Nate who has busied himself by trying to see how much cream he can add to his already milk-white coffee. Under different circumstances, this would be comical, but you can tell he’s way more nervous than he ought to be. You plan to keep his confidence. And he had done the right thing.
At the same time, you are a bit surprised to hear Chris say that you are his best friend. Especially after your conversation this morning. You decide to let it go.
“So what’s in the cards for today, boys?” you ask, closing the pantry and walking away empty-handed. Nate follows your lead and you both have a seat at the table, you next to Dave and Nate next to Chris. You promptly rest your head on Dave’s shoulder and look up at him.
“Are you less grumpy since you’ve had a shower and caffeine?”
He slips an arm around you and pulls you closer to his side. “I’m sorry if I snapped at you this morning. Thank you for looking after me. It was a long night.”
“Well, you’ve got a lot on your mind, haven’t you?” you ask in an understanding tone. You rub his bicep and give it a squeeze. Dropping his chin, he flashes you a loving grin and kisses you gently on the lips. Your heart skips a beat and, out of the corner of your eye, you swear it looks like Chris uncomfortably squirms on the adjacent bench.
“God damn, you two get a room!” The entire table looks up to see Pat at the kitchen island sipping a martini. A hush falls over the foursome at the table, everyone in awe of how Pat conjured up a martini without anyone noticing. Nate opens his mouth to comment, but quickly closes it again, wrapping both hands around his coffee cup and staring into it vacantly.
“Excuse me, but this is MY kitchen and MY house. We’ll get ass naked and fuck on this table if that’s what we wanna do.” At this, Nate abandons his cup of coffee and nearly sprints out of the kitchen without a word. Pat remains at the island, doubled over in laughter. You and Chris exchange an awkward glance.
“Alrighty, then!” you manage. “If anyone needs me, I’ll be on the beach,” you say over your shoulder as you head to the bedroom to change into your bikini.