It's a peculiar place to do it, but I just wanted to widely express how much I love my best friend.
She and I met online about two years ago. I'm bad at memorizing math so it may be longer, but that's also because to me it feels like i've known her for so long. lol Her name is Chera. It's the first person that I've ever met with that name and I love it because it's unique. At first I thought that it was pronounced just like the first syllable in the word "chair", but i was wrong. lol Her last names are pretty cool too. But I would've loved her name no matter how differently she might've been called solely because she's my best friend.
She's studying to be a nurse. She really likes it. It was sooo cute how excited she got when she got accepted. lol Nursing isn't something that I would ever be able to do because I can't handle illnesses and wounds and all that type of stuff. lol But we all have our own things that we're good at along with the things that we're not good at. Everything we do can cause an impact on others, and in her case when she becomes a nurse she'll be able to help out other people in a way that not all of us can and I am already so proud of her for that. Just like how others should be supported in their career of choice, I support entirely my best friend in hers. I'm gonna make her my own personal nurse! lol But I know that anything that she decides to do will be completely amazing. Even the simpler things that she can do already are.
My best friend and I have had our own fair share of problems. Both personal and those that we've gone through together. It gets a bit crazy sometimes, but we have always pulled through. We are still growing and working on becoming an even better person. It's not easy trying to be a better person for someone, humanity, and ourselves. Mistakes can be made and self-discovery can be confusing at times. But there's no one else that I would rather keep growing up and learning through life with. This is one adventure that I insanely value and hold dear.
Not only did she helped me when I was going through a really hard time just by her being there for me and loving me, but I have learned so much from her. I've become a better person thanks to her and all of the good things that I see in her. Like for example, I try to be more open minded, more patient, and I'm even trying to be less stubborn. lol I am aware that I still am a work in progress, but I can feel that I've gotten better little by little. I accept her even with all of her flaws. Because to me she's still amazing and perfect. We are only humans that are still learning like i've said, and I will continue to stand by her side in this journey called life no matter what may be thrown at us. Because that's how much I love her. So much that I would do anything that I possibly can to help her when she's in need.
At times people don't understand our friendship. Even people that are close to me and I care about. But I don't blame them, because I've learned that, even though people can show sympathy, one can't fully comprehend another person's feelings unless they've gone through the same thing or something similar. But that doesn't stop me from choosing her each time. And I will continue to do so and to be there for her no matter what.
I have yet to meet her in person since we live in different states, and you have no idea how much it hurts me each and every time that I think about how I can't physically be there with her whenever she's sad. But I'm still dreaming of meeting up with her and to go to places with her and to do lots of things together including the ones we've planned to do.
She's my soulmate and I feel complete when I'm talking to her either on social media or Skype, and when I'm not it's like a part of me is missing. Even the silliest conversations with her make me happy. Heck, even having a sad conversation with her makes me feel complete. All because talking to her always feels right. And even when I'm talking to other people, she's always in my mind with me hoping that she's okay and wishing that she were there with me where I am doing what I'm doing. I always want to tell her about my day and the silly things that have happened to me. Even ranting to her makes me feel comfortable. She makes me feel calm and like everything is going to be alright. She knows who I really am and understands me and I trust her more than anyone else with my thoughts and feelings. She makes me feel free.
Because of all of this there's no one that I would replace her with. There is only one her. If there's a misunderstanding, or if something's wrong, I will always be willing to talk with her about it. Because I don't want to risk losing her. Nothing would be the same without her. I wouldn't be the same without her. No relationship (friendship, family, romantic, etc.) is perfect. But as long as there's love and the will to make things right and make up fast, things can work out. I admit that I feel terrible and feel shame whenever I unknowingly hurt my best friend. I love and care for her so much. She's so special and important to me, and that is why I would never abandon her. I'm so lucky to have her in my life. My dear best friend means the world to me. 💖
I hope that you guys out there have that one special friend like I do. But if you don't, that's okay. I thought that I was never going to have a best friend like this. Until she came into my life. Our friendship slowly grew, and I remember getting extremely happy when she, the only person that I felt a strong connection with even from the first time we talked, told me that she considered me as her best friend, just like I did. It's true that we both have our differences, but those differences have shown me a new world that I wouldn't have witnessed being stuck in my own one. Our hearts and souls are strongly connected. That's what made us best friends. And I'm so glad that it was her and no one else. I wouldn't change her for anyone in the world. When I'm talking to others and when something reminds me of her, I proudly mention her whenever I can, and when I do I always make it clear to say "my best friend" so that they know that I'm already taken in the best friend department. lol
But yeah, don't ever lose hope if you don't have a best friend. That person could appear in your life whenever you least expected. And when that person comes, through the laughter and tears, remember to hold them close and love them no matter what. Because that is the best kind of friendship. I am greatful for mine. 💖
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