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sae--smthng-deactivated20230520

My favourite thinspo at the moment

bluescluesposting

I’M SORRY I’M JUST SWEATING FROM MY EYES

fierce-trait

i didn’t think i’d be bawling my fucking eyes out but here we are. love ya steve 🥺💔

- Happy 25th Anniversary of Blues Clues 💙

prguitarman

I’m 35 now. Also here’s the original doodle

mayflower-gal

dagatesofheaven

I've been thinking of starting to write poetry again because it helps me process my thoughts in a productive way and I think I'm going to post it here because I don't want anyone around me to read them and this is the best place so read if you want or skip its up to you but I'll probably be more active

Sometimes I just want to scream but I never can

I just need release

I want to be better

This is a piece I wrote a little while back

Ceiling of stars

I lie awake gazing into my ceiling of stars, pondering something terrifying

I try to hide it, I force it down into my head like a nail in wood only for it to get louder

Screaming thoughts, crashing into every crevice of my brain, as if my thoughts were the freezing waters that surround us

Deep breathes and distractions help quiet them down but they are still whispering in my ear

Who they are, we may never know but they are inside of us

All of us

They hide deep down waiting until you are at your lowest point to spring out and attack, clinging onto you forcing you not to leave this place of tournament

They always get louder, and there's always more of them, they never really stop, and they'll never go away.

TW/selfharm on the last image but I drew all of these of course with references but im still pretty happy with how they turned out

#self harrrm

simpsons-latino

say-prettyy-pleasee

This is Money Marge. Reblog for a miracle of finances to come to you

🙏🏾💰💵

I finally found a coach who is actually willing to help me not be such a fat bitch and the best part is he isn't asking for nudes or anything he is just talking to me about how to get through wanting to binge

graciouslygray

idk if people still do ana coaches or whatever but im kinda in a situation so if youre willing to scream at me everyday uhhhh dm me for my discorfd pleeze

So apparently I didnt take enough looks like im stuck here a bit longer

Hey y'all thinking bout ending it tomorrow not sure if I'll actually have the nerve to but I want to and have my plan but its more if it works and its a lot of pills to take so I gotta work up the nerve to actually do it. Ill update y'all if I'm still alive and if i am then imma probably have my phone taken away but luckily they dont know my passcode.