Hi loves! I was wondering if there is anyone that would like to write an imagine for me? I would really like a imagine where Harry is my boyfriend, and he is working as a dentist. I am extremely afraid of dentists but one day I get a toothache and I have to tell Harry. It turns out to be a cavity that he need to fill, but I’m really, really scared and he gets a bit angry/strict but at the same time he is so supportive. I would love the imagine to be built up on the four segments in the picture over here, but the rest is up to you guys. And, I don’t care how many that would love to take the time to write, I looooove imagines about Harry being a dentist! All the love, and my name is Nina xx
Hi loves! I was wondering if there is anyone that would like to write an imagine for me? I would really like a imagine where Harry is my boyfriend, and he is working as a dentist. I am extremely afraid of dentists but one day I get a toothache and I have to tell Harry. It turns out to be a cavity that he need to fill, but I’m really, really scared and he gets a bit angry/strict but at the same time he is so supportive. I would love the imagine to be built up on the four segments in the picture over here, but the rest is up to you guys. And, I don’t care how many that would love to take the time to write, I looooove imagines about Harry being a dentist! All the love, and my name is Nina xx
It was the first time today Harry had anger in his voice “Stop acting like a child Nina, I know you are scared but there is no point trying to run for away from it. Your problem will not be solved unless you are lining in this chair letting me help you. I don´t want to get angry at you at all cause I know you are scared, but I have to be a bit stern with you so you understand that this is serious.”
“NO!” I yelled at him and started hitting him trying to get him away from me. He just took a firm grip of my wrists and held them down talking to me “Nina, look at me. Babe, look at me now” I gave in and looked at him, “You need to relax and trust me on this Nina. I have never in a million years thought you were this scared of the dentist. I know that this might not help you get over your fear, but you need to try to be a responsible adult and work with your problems, not against them. It´s me Harry, don’t you trust me? Because it sure don’t feel like it.” I could see he was hurt and he blinked away a tear from his eye. I just sank down in the chair feeling so horrible. I really hurt him.. All I could manage was saying a low “sorry”. He nodded his head and gestured me to calm down.
After Harry was done prepping all of the tools he reached for the tray again saying “Sorry love, but we have to do this Nina.” He placed himself in the right spot again. Bringing the mirror and air blower towards my mouth. “Open” I did as told without hesitation, due to my suddenly outburst earlier, he put the mirror inside, blew air around my teeth, got the probe once more and felt the cavities. He put the suction in the right place and reached his hand after the drill.
He brought it close to my mouth saying “This should´t hurt at all, if it does raise your left hand and I´ll give you an extra shot with the needle. But it will make some loud sounds and you might feel some pressure, but thats normal and nothing to be scared of. Are you ready?” I gave him a quick “yes” in answer and shut my eyes closed and I could hear the drill for the first time in my life getting closer and closer my mouth. There was a few tears escaping my eyes now and then, but I was content that I was going to get trough this for Harry. I didn´t want to start more drama than I already had caused and I just wanted him to not be angry at me any more. He asked me now and then if I was alright, I just looked away and nodded slightly.
My eyes was still watering but after a while I felt very uncomfortable laying there with my mouth open, due my boyfriend working on it but not having the confidence looking at him. All the time I´ve had my eyes shut or I had tried to look far away from Harry. But I was sad, so I moved my eyes over to look up at him. He was beautiful, even though he looked concentrated with his eyes furrowed together, and him being annoyed at me, he was still Harry. Suddenly his facial expression changed and our eyes met, he was smiling down at me, I could see it because of his wrinkles by his eyes. Even though I had my mouth filled with a suction, a mirror, a drill and God knows what else, I gave him the biggest smile I had gave him in over a week. It felt good, showing him some affection again. I been avoiding him all week and acted weirdly in his company. Last night he told me he had this feeling that there was something wrong with my mouth and he thought that was the reason for me not acting normal. It surly must not have felt good for him knowing that I was in pain, but avoiding telling him, my boyfriend, and him my dentist. I know realise that avoiding going to him with my problem just because I was scared, was hurting him more than the pain the toothache was hurting me. If the tables were turned, I would have been shattered. I realise that we have a lot to talk about, and that I need to be more open about my fear of the dentist.
When the filling was done he had to check if my bite was properly, and i had to bite quickly up and down on my teeth in order for him to hear if it sounds properly. It did. “It sounds very good Nina, I was wondering when we first are here could I give you a proper cleaning of the rest of your teeth? So you don’t have to come back here for another six months?” “Yes you can” I said with a smile. “Thanks.” He took the tray with him and put it away and went into his cupboard with his cleaning tray were placed and brought one back to me. “Okey, can you open wide and big for me one last time today? .. Perfect” The cleaning were done in 10 minutes and I was so happy to finally have the chance to shut my mouth closed again. My jaw was hurting, but in a good way.
“I´m proud of you babe, for handling everything to day so well” Harry said and gave me a kiss and a massive hug. “I can´t agree that I handled everything well, but we are done now aren’t we?” I smile a huge teeth smile towards him, and he gave me on in return. “There´s that smile I was talking about earlier, you have the prettiest smile, with and without cavities babe! Thanks for finally trusting me and let me help you. I love you.”
Harry puts his mask up over his nose again and I start to shake.
“Try to stay calm Nina, open your mouth so I can take out the numbing cream.” I do as I'm told. But when his hand goes over to the try and come back with the mirror my lips are sealed.” “Open.. Open please. ... Nina, please cooperate here.” I knew that if I opened my mouth this time he was going to insert the needle, and the thought of that made me uncomfortable and very unsure again. He put down the mirror on the tray and put his mask underneath his jaw again.
He had a serious look and it looked like he was really thinking to find the right words to say. “I´m sorry” I said in a shaky voice. Harry immediately got a different look on his face and looked down smiling caring to me. “It´s alright Nina, but this isn´t a easy situation for me as well. I love and care for you more than I have words to explain it to you, and all I want is to help you. As your boyfriend I hate to see you in this pain, but I happen to have a degree in dentistry which make this situation fixable for the both of us. I can help you get rid of that pain and I am so happy that I am capable of helping you with this. But yet again, you have to do your party in order to get better as well. And as for being your dentist I do understand your concern about the procedure and your anxiety for the needle and the drills, but you need to trust me that I can do this, and that the outcome will be you not having to be in pain anymore. As for being your boyfriend I wished there was something easier for me to do, than having to do this, cause I see how worked up, scared and sad you get because of me. I just want to hold you in my arms and kiss you on the neck, but right now I am your dentist so I have to do the dentistry part of my job first, and then we´ll go home and cuddle the rest of our night.”
“Harry, you are the most loving and caring person I know. I am so sorry for getting this worked up, but I will try do let you do your job. The faster you get to do it, the faster can we go home. I´m sad making you feel sad about this..” I said more calmingly than before.
“That´s true, but remember we are going to take this in your tempo. Should we give it a try?” I gave him a weakly yes in respond and a small smile. Harry did as usually smile back and this time blinked with one eye. That always made me feel more relaxed, cause that´s a way showing me he´s there and looks after me.
He reached his arm up to adjust the light over my mouth again. He gave me a quick stroke of his thumb in my cheek before reaching out for the mirror again. He reached out with his right hand for the syringe and I tensed up again, but this time I kept my mouth open. “Don´t look at the needle, just look me in the eyes babe.” Harry said with a muffled voice. He laid his hand with the syringe on the top of my chest, making sure he got eye contact with me before saying “There would only be a small pinch” and I stung my eyes shut due to the pinch. “Take slow breaths for me babe” He must have seen that I´m holding my breath. “Nina, breath for me, slowly in and slowly out, yeah there you go, keep doing it like that.” I started feeling uncomfortable of the needle so my eyes shut up and I help my hand up to signal him to stop doing it. “Babe, we are almost done now, it´s a bit of pressure, but it´s only the medicine taking place in your gums. Remember to breath and look me in the eyes, count to ten and it would be over.” All I tried to think about was looking him in the eyes. His eyes was warm and loving and for a second I got lost in them, until he´s gaze switched from my eyes and down towards my mouth again and pushed the rest of the medicine out from the syringe and took the needle out of my mouth. “You were doing so good babe, I´m so proud of you.” Harry said smiling down at me.
As a sign of relief was washing through my body, Harry rolled his chair back to get a new syringe from the counter behind me. I gave him a terrified look and he slightly laughed at me saying “you are not numbed up yet, you have to have three more needles. But you did so good now, and you won´t feel the next ones as bad as the first ones due to being a bit numb already.” I just sent him a glare of anger and he just laughed in response. When the needle was ready he placed himself underneath my head, reached for the mirror and brought it back into my mouth. It was true what Harry said, this time it didn´t feel that bad, just a bit of pressure. But the last needle was the worst one of them all, it was the dreadful needle that was placed behind my teeth and I felt I could hear that Harry pressed the needle longer inside my gums. My eyes started watering and soon there was tears streaming down the sides of my face. “Hush, hush, you are doing great honey, I know this one is uncomfortable but it would be done very, very soon. I need you to breath for me babe.” I just felt so helpless, laying there underneath my boyfriend that also happens to have a massive needle in my gums.
“There, you are all done. Well done Nina.” Harry made the chair go up and pushed a button to fill a cup of water up. “Rinse and spit out with that water for me please.” Harry stood up from his chair and took the needles away from the tray, probably not to let it scare me by having it on the tray anymore. Harry placed a new pair of gloves on the tray and let himself down on his chair again. “Aww, baby don´t cry, this is my job.. Come here baby” he gave me a funny look and reached out his hands for me to come sit in his lap. I gave him a puzzled look whilst he dried my face from tears with his thumbs. I gave in a hug and he hummed lovingly in my hair. “Babe, you did so good, you were so brave.” “Thanks Harry. My face feels weird.” “Haha, that´s the Novocain starting to work. Get yourself in the chair for me and we can start the procedure.”
He removed the blue paper that had been covering the tray all the time, and started placing the tools in an order. He lowered the chair for what felt like the 10th time that morning, finding his place and hovering himself over me again. Putting on his gloves and mask, he readjusted the lamp again. “I´m just going to have a look again, using the mirror and the probe. This time it won´t hurt at all whilst I´m working on your teeth, so there is nothing for you to worry about.” He reached for the mirror and probe and leaded them towards my mouth. “Please open wide and big for me girl.” I did as I was told, “Thank you.” He looked around and squinted his eyebrows together leaving the probe on the tray and bringing back what I thought was the drill. I then screamed a bit in fright. “Calm down Nina, I´m only going to blow some air around the area to get the saliva out of the way. Nothing to be scared about. I´m not going to start to drill your teeth before I have said so, okey?” I gave him a muffled okey in return. I felt ashamed for being so dramatic to all this, he has used the air tool before. The more I thought about it, the less comfortable I got in the chair, and Harry started noticing. “Nina, can you please try and calm down, breath in and breath out. You don´t need to work yourself up over this. I just need to feel around to see how much there is to do. Are you feeling any pain or are you just a bit stressed out?” He asked me removing the tools out of my mouth.
I can feel Harry´s tension and I am scared he will get upset about me any time now. “It doesn't hurt no, I´m just a bit uncomfortable”. He nodded his head and put the mirror and probe back inside my mouth. Now he had started really probing my poor teeth and the pressure scared me a bit. His eyes were sternly looking in my mouth and he looked very, very concentrated. He removed the tools over to the tray and started putting the drill together. My nightmare was soon to begin. As he had turned around to reach for the end-pieces for the drill I started panicking and tried my very best to get out of the chair. But to my luck he turned around and held me back.
He sat down on his chair and was smiling down at me.
“I´m just going to put your chair down now, so I can take a proper look in your whole mouth.” He said as he used his foot to do so. He took the tray closer towards him and lowered it down towards my chest, then he stretched his arm up for the lamp and clicked the button on and the frightful dentist light was adjusted to my mouth. He took the glowes from the tray on and i cringed at the sound, he saw that and slightly laughed at my reaction, as he always do. And then he rolled his chair underneath my head and replaced the bib and then took his mask up. I gulped my the sight of it.
As he had reached for the mirror and lowered it towards my mouth he asked me to open my mouth. I slightly shaked my head no.
“I have to take a look at your teeth in order to know what´s wrong.” He said with a slightly stern voice, looking me directly in my eyes. This was the first time of the whole time being here I noticed I had pain in my mouth again. I guess me being here and working myself up with whatever dreadful thing that could happen, have made me forgetting about my pain.
“Can you explain to me where your pain is?”
“It´s back in my upper left side”.
“Okey, open please.” I hesitantly opened my mouth a little. “You need to open bigger than that love.” He sad playfully as he helped me open my mouth with his other hand. One of his hand were holding the mirror looking around in my mouth the other was holding my chin in order for him getting more space to look around. But when he reached out to take the probe I shut my mouth and shacked my head and said “naha..”
“I need you to open your mouth again in order for me to take the mirror out.” Harry said quickly. I did as he said, but shut my mouth quickly again so that neither of the tools could take place. “Nina, I totally respect that you are nervous and scared, but you can´t shut your mouth like that why I have my tools inside it. It can hurt you and it can cause more damage than it already is. And I also don't want you to bite off my fingers today. If you feel like your that scared again, just make a sound or raise your left hand for me please, then I will stop immediately what I´m doing.”
“Oh I´m sorry, Harry.”
“It´s alright, now you know. But what got you so scared now?”
“I thought you were going to stick the probe in the tooth that hurts”
“I am sorry to tell you that I have to do that in order to see if it´s a cavity, but I was going to go over your other teeth first, just like what I do at a normal checkup, and I will tell you when I´m going to have a feel on your tooth that hurts, alright?”
“Oh okey.” I give him a small smile. I can see he is smiling in return, due to the wrinkles by his eyes. It relaxes me a little.
I can feel him scraping around my teeth tapping each one, the sound isn´t my favourite, but still it isn't that bad as removing tooth tartar, that´s a horrible feeling. I feel that he is moving closer and closer to the back where I feel pain and he starts talking whilst working his way back.
“Your gums are a bit red and inflamed on this side of your mouth and you have more plaque build up here as well. Look..” He took out the probe to show me, I just find that so disgusting I make a face towards him and as normal, he laugh in response. “Hahhaa, I know, but it isn't that bad, overall in your mouth you don't have much plaque built up, I guess you haven't brushed well back here due the pain?” I slightly muffed a “yes” in response due to his hands still being inside my mouth. He nods a yes and smiles, just as his pleased with himself knowing right. “Aha, I think I found what caused the problem to your pain her miss Nina.. I just have to give it a small poke to make sure, her it comes” and before I know it I shout out and my eyes well up and tears starts to run down my sides of my face. “I know, I know, I´m going to put the chair up know so you can breath and have some water if you´ll like.” ..Click, and the chair starts to raise again.
Harry uses his feet to push himself and the chair towards me and as soon as he have taken his gloves off and his mask down under his jaw again he push the tray away and open his arms for me to come and join him. I cry out in pain and in fair, cause I know now for sure that there is something that needs to be fixed, cause his dentist of a boyfriend have just seen the problem himself. Harry holds me and strokes his hands up and down my back in order to try to calm me down. When I´m done crying he pushes me a bit backwards in order to se my face. I know I look like such a baby so I hide my face in the palms of my hands.
“Don´t hide yourself Nina. I want to see that pretty face of yours.”
“No, I have tears all over my face and that is an ugly style..”
“Haha, I´ve seen you cry before babe, don't worry about that. You are pretty cute anyway.” As he says that he push my hands away. “Babe, I am so sorry for being the reason for you crying and I hate to se you hurt, but it had to be done. I hope you understand me and don't hate me now.” I looked at him and he made a silly sad face, that face made me always smile.
“There´s that beautiful smile of yours, I love when your smiling with your teeth.” As soon as Harry said that I shut my mouth closed. “Why are you hiding your mouth now? You aren't even in the dental chair.”
“Because you said you loved looking at my ´beautiful´ teeth and my teeth aren't beautiful now are they? I have problems with them don´t I? That means they aren´t beautiful, and I bet you are ashamed having a girlfriend with bad teeth because you are working as a dentist and see so many prettier smiles everyday..” I feel tears coming in my eyes again.
“Honey, beautiful look at me. Now, look me in the eyes. Don't cry. Even though you have decay in your teeth doesn't mean that you don't have a pretty smile when you smile with them. I work with so many different patients everyday and I see so many different causes in each and every mouth. Even a pretty smile can hide so many nasty things, you have no idea. You have two cavities, but that doesn't mean that I am ashamed of having you as my girlfriend. Everyone can get cavities, darling, everyone. Even dentists have cavities sometimes. Some have very strong teeth that can have a cleaning once a day, others have very sensitive teeth that might brush and floss twice every day and still get cavities. I know you have a good mouth hygiene cause I live with you and I see how you work on that beautiful smile every day. But you might haven't been that good at flossing lately and I have forgotten to take you here for a 6 months cleaning and a checkup where you get a fluoride treatment as well. So this can have been caused by me as much as you babe.”
“I have two cavities?” I start sobbing again.
“Was that all you could hear me saying? Or did you get the rest of if to?”
“I could hear everything, but I don't want to have cavities.. Harry, you cant drill me!”
“Nina, in order for you to get the pain away I need to drill your two cavities away and then do a filling. And if you don't let me do it today then you are at the risk of needing two root fillings and you don't want that do you?”
“No of course not, but I also don't want the fillings.”
“Be reasonable now babe, You are only saying that because your scared, I do understand that but I know what I´m doing and on a daily basis I'm doing a minimum of three fillings a day. Trust me I´m good at it and I now for sure what I´m doing.” He kisses my head several times. I just lean in closer to hold him close and I move into his neck to smell his perfume. Thats something I have learned to do when I´m scared, because when I close my eyes and smell him and feel his steady breathing I feel so safe.
We just sit there for a while, and I am so glad that Harry is really using time to make sure I´m okey with everything.
“I have thought it over” I said as i break the silence. “And..?” Harry says with a slightly half-face smile. “Well there is not much other to do in order for me to get the pain away.” “That´s my brave girl. I am going to be as careful I can and do the best I can do, I love you Nina.” “I love you too, Harry.” We kissed each other and soon I was cringing again by the pain and Harry asked if he should set up for the procedure.
I sat myself down in the dreadful dental chair again and took a sip of water. My mouth was pretty dry due to all the crying. Harry was in almost every cupboard in his office finding stuff here and there by the sounds of it. I am happy my back was against were he was occupying the supplies, because I know I will panic if I get to see all the different things before they are placed on the tray. After a few minutes Harry came back with a new tray but this time it was covered with a blue paper, just like the blue bib I have around my neck. “Just for your relaxation so you don´t see all the tools, I think you might see the tools in a different view than I do” he said grinning, “No shit Sherlock, or should I say dr. Styles?” I said nervously laughing back to him. He gave me a peak on the lips before going over to wash his hands again. And suddenly he sat down on his stool again clicking with his foot to make my chair go backwards and then on with the lamp, he pushed the much more heavy tray towards me again and on with the gloves. “Eugh..” “Oh, sorry love”, he said to my response.
“What´s going to happen now is that I sadly need to numb you up.”
I started to cringe in the chair and my eyes started watering again.
“I know love, I am so sorry but as for so much pain you´ve had the last days you need numbing or else you would be hysterically crying all the procedure and that´s something neither of us want. I will start giving you some topical cream to numb your gums, before I give you the needle. I promise it would just be a pinch, and you will feel a bit of pressure, but thats all love, i promise you. When I have given you the needles we will take a break for it to start working.”
Harry take a end of the bib to dry my tears of. “Okey love, here comes the numbing cream, open up.. Good job.” Whilst the cream is working he turns around to the counter on the other side from the chair and I guess he´s preparing the needle. As so was I right, he turns around with one hand on his back, “Harry, I might be scared, but I´m not a child. I know you have the needle behind your back.” “Sorry.” he took the needle and put it on the tray and pushed the tray even closer so it was just over my chest.
I got this imagine sent to me this morning and I was allowed to shear it with you because the author wanted to be anonymous. Hope you like it as much as I do.
It had all started a week back. On a Monday morning whilst I was eating my breakfast at home, I drank a glass of cold milk and suddenly one of my higher left back molar started to ice. The pain was horrible. Even though my mouth were hurting, the first thing that came to my mind was “I´m am so fucking happy that Harry had already went to work”.
I poured the rest of the cold milk down the drain, cause I couldn't bear drink the rest of it now that it had caused me so much pain already. I hoped that this was just a onetime happening, and that my tooth would´nt bother me more.
After a few hours of writing, I went off to the bathroom to get ready for my trip to the nearest coffee shop. Whilst brushing my teeth I felt soar in the back of my mouth but thought it was because it might be sensitive caused by the happening during my breakfast, so I just shrugged it off and went off to the coffee shop.
I made a grimase when I took your first sip of my coffee. During the rest of my lunch I carefully drank your coffee, and I tried not to get it on my left side of the mouth.
As the days went by, my mouth started hurting more whilst I was drinking and eating, and by Thursday afternoon my mouth was in a shooting pain, it wouldn't go away even though I had taking lots of pain relief. But it was first when I kissed Harry welcome that night I understood the damage that might be in my mouth. Harry reacted straight away by my wincing when we kissed and asked with a worry look on his face “Love, are you alright? Do your mouth hurt?”
“No I´m fine, Harry. I just bet my lip earlier today and I might still be a little soar, nothing to worry about.”
“Oh I´m sorry, did it bleed? let me see.”
“Harry, I said I´m fine, don´t worry. And no, it didn´t bleed.”
Harry had a stern look at his face but brushed it off as soon he gave me a smile. He took my face in his hands and held you gently, using his thumb to cuddle your cheek.
“I just feel you have been a little gentle about food and drinks this week, which is a bit out of the ordinary. And remember, I´m a dentist so if you are in any pain at all you know who to talk to. I´m here for you and I don´t want you to be in any pain at all. Alright sweetheart?”
“Of course I would tell you if I´m in pain, but i´m not, I just happened to bit my lip earlier, and I know you would have helped me, my handsome boyfriend.” I gave him an loving look into his soft eyes, and I gave him a sweet kiss.
During our dinner I tried my very hardest not to eat and drink as normal as i could. It was a hell of a hard dinner to have cause my mouth were on fire and the toothache gave me a massive headache as well. The only thing I could think of was the thought of finishing my dinner and the run off to have a warm and long shower. Not only to have the chance of taking a few pain meds, but it would also be a good way to escape from Harry.
“Thanks for the delicious dinner, Harry. You surely can cook good meals. I´m just going to run upstairs to have a shower, my head has been killing me today..” In hopes of him not understanding what´s going on I gave him a smile and a peak on his cheeks. And just as I was on my way to turn around to leave, he took my arm and turned me around..
Harry´s point of view.
As I was driving home from work earlier I thought about all my patients and the procedures in my head, as I always do after a long day at work. Suddenly it came to my mind that Nina has been acting wierdly this last week. I thought about the last time she came to me for a checkup at the office, and it must been over a year since the last time. It must have left my mind that she would have been needing a cleaning too, and maybe that´s why she´s been off during our meals lately. And when she filched by our kiss earlier my mind didn´t get less suspicious. All I have been thinking during our dinner tonight is that she might have a toothache going on that she don't want to tell me about. And by the looks of her face whilst eating today and the sudden outburst about having a headache, I strongly think that my thoughts are right.
“Thank you babe, and you know I´m not only good at cooking meals” and I gave her a smirk. I could see hear whole face changing.
“Ehh. I know that.” Nina said awkwardly. She smiled and tried to get her wrist out of my hand, but when she couldn´t I could see a bit of nervousness in her face.
“But how did this headache came so suddenly? And why do you need to take a shower right now? We don't have any plans tonight other than watch some tv. Take some a couple of pain meds and came lie down with me on the sofa. I´ll make some popcorn for us.” I said with a hopeful face.
“W-well, it just have been a stressful day, my mind haven't been in the inspirational mode so I haven't done much writing, and you know for each day that´s passing, it´s one day closer to the deadline of finishing the book. But maybe your right, I can just try to relax with you tonight.”
“Yes, I´ll go make some popcorn then.”
Nina´s point of view.
Why do he always have to be so caring, I mean, I love that about him but right now it don't benefit me laying in his arms knowing he's a dentist and I have this horrible toothache that by the feels of it won´t go away by itself. I can´t tell him that I have a toothache, cause then he will drag me along to his clinic and it´s the most dreadful place I know about. I have always been scared of the dentist and yes I have had cleanings and checkups by Harry several times before, but its the hardest, scariest and most dreadful times I spend with Harry. And I shouldn't feel like that because he is the best boyfriend, best friend and boy on this earth, but when I´m at his clinic, all I can think about is him as a dentist. It´s like I don´t know him anymore. His all dressed up in his blue scrubs, wearing gloves that I cringe at just by the look and also the sound and the taste of it. But he´s totally gone when he puts his mask up from under his chin and over his nose, its like I don't recognise him anymore. His turned from the best person in this world to the person I dread the most. I don´t like it at all. And now that I know this pain won´t go away as I hoped to I know there is something wrong that he needs to work on, and all I can think about is the needles, numbing, and the scariest thing; the drill. Oh no, don´t think about this now, I feel like I'm on virg of crying. I can´t cry cause then Harry would understand there is something wrong, and I´m not ready to tell him yet. Because he still don´t know I´m scared of him. And what girlfriend am I being scared of my boyfriend, he would be so hurt.
Harry´s point of view.
I know Nina is hiding something, I can feel that she is tense and I know it has to do with something with her mouth. Even though I´m a dentist and know all the signals for this, I don't want to push her just yet. I want her to come to me, but I´m kind of sad that I don't feel like she's trusting me fully yet.
Nina walks in our living room and looks quite sad.
“Is everything okey Nina?” I give her a concern look.
“I´m just a bit stressed about today, can I just cuddle with you Harry?”
“Yes of course, come here baby” I open my arms out to her and give her a sympathetic look. I let her cuddle up in my arms and put a blanket over us both. I reach for the bowl of popcorn and I realise by her turning down on having popcorn that I have been right all day long. I gave her a kiss on her head and told her I loved her. After half an hour she was sound asleep cuddled up in my arms. I thought about waking her up, telling her I knew she's in pain of an toothache, but as a dentist I know from my patients that lack of sleeping whilst having toothaches is very common, and as her boyfriend I want her to rest until tomorrow. So I took her in my arms and carried her into our bedroom. I sat beside her and brushed some hair away from her face, even though she's been hiding this from me I couldn't do anything other than smile at her because when she's sleeping she isn't in any pain.
Nina´s point of view.
I woke up by a sharp pain going through my mouth and I burst up in pain. I was in our bed, and I thanked God that I wasn't in Harry´s arms so I had to explain myself. I silently started crying and shaking, and it was a dumb think to do because the next thing that happened was a light being switched on.
Harry sat up in our bed with an understanding look, and all I could think was me being so dumb trying to fool him. Who is he to fool? He´s a fucking dentist for christ sake! I gave him the best smirking smile I could in the state of pain I was feeling.
“Is there something you would like to share with me love?” Harry said smirking.
All I could do was cry, because he made me feel like an idiot by joking about this whole thing. As soon as the first sob escaped my lips his protecting arms were around me and he held me close. After calming me down he took one of his hands to my face and made me look at him.
“I´m sorry Harry.”
“There is nothing to be sorry about, I kind of understood that you have been having some pain in your mouth the past days. As your boyfriend I would have hoped you would have told me sooner, because I love you and I want to help you in every way, and I hate to see you in pain. But as your dentist I would have loved you to told me sooner because I could have fixed the problem and eased your pain and made it go away, but as for also being your dentist I do understand that you might have been a little scared because I do know that you are not so comfortable with going to the dentist and that might have been the case for your decision for not telling me sooner. But there is nothing to be ashamed of love, I work with this on a daily basis, several times a day so you should´t feel embarrassed. I love you anyways! But why haven't you told me sooner?”
“Ih- I, I was scared.”
“Scared of what? It´s only me”
“I know that Harry, but at the same time when I get down with you to the clinic its like that everything changes. Your at work then, your not longer my boyfriend, but your my dentist.”
“Yes, when were down at the clinic I´m your dentist, but I am still your boyfriend too.”
“Yeah I know, but I feel like you have disappeared when your wearing your scrubs, gloves and mouth mask, because the only think I recognise with you is your small stripe on your face with your eyes and your voice, but your voice is muffled behind your mask so it´s kind of stresses me off.”
“Baby aww, I didn´t know you were scared off me.”
“I´m not scared off you, I´m scared when I feel like you are not there to protect me. But at the same time your the only one who is allowed to be my dentist because I trust you.”
“Nina, I´m there. It´s me behind the scrubs, mask and gloves. I need all that to protect you from germs during the procedures. And I know tomorrows it´s bank holiday so the clinic is closed, but I´m taking you there anyway tomorrow. So then we can be all alone, just the two of us and we can work it through together. Alright? There is no one there to disturb us and I´m not on schedule so we can use all the time you need.”
“Harry I can´t, I seriously cant!” I start stressing out again.
“Tell me why you can´t do it sweetheart.”
“Because this time it wouldn't be like the other times. The other times I´m well prepared for what might happening, and the other times I have never felt pain before going to see you, so I haven't been too worry about it before. But this time I know there is something that is wrong, because this fucking pain won´t go away..”
“You said it Nina, the pain won´t go away, that´s the reason we have to go. It´s not going to go away by itself. I don't want to scare you, but the truth is that the pain will only get worse and the procedure will be more major that it would be if we go down there tomorrow. I as for your fear it would be easier to do the small thing tomorrow than a major thing next week. Babe, you have to trust me on this.”
I started crying again. Harry held me tight and kissed me on my forehead before he went to our bathroom and came back with painkillers and a glass of water. The water was cold and gave me a new wave of pain, the tears started running down my face again.
“Aww baby. I know, i know.” Harry said leaning me into his chest and trying his best to comfort me. “I know you might be scared, but it´s me Harry, your boyfriend, I am the one and the only one that it´s going to help you tomorrow. We are going to do this together, okey?”
I saliently nodded a weakly yes and cried myself to sleep.
The next morning I woke up to the smell of pancakes. With a slightly pain in my mouth I went downstairs after a quick shower, and Harry came and greeted me with a soft kiss on my lips. He looked me straight in my eyes as if he was looking for any signs of stress in them. I just gave him a sad smile.
“Come here love” Harry said and held me in his arms as he whispered “You are going to be just fine, we are going to make trough this, we are a great team together, remember?” I nodded a weakly yes. “I love you, and there is no one on this earth that care more for you that I do, so I´m going to be your biggest supporter today, right? You just have to work with me, okey?”
My heart melted at his kindness and understanding.
“I made us pancakes, easy to eat and very tasty if I can say it so myself” he laughed at his own saying.
We had a wonderful breakfast, good pancakes and not so hot coffee for me. It was nice, cause Harry didn´t rush anything, it made me feel safe.
After our breakfast it was time to go. Harry came down from upstairs in his blue scrubs, and my stomach started to twist. He saw I became nervous as he said
“look me in my eyes Nina. Look, see it´s me Harry. My clothes does not define who I am, this is just for protection alright. And so if there will be any water spilled or something, I can just change my clothes at the clinic right?”
I nodded with a smile again.
The car trip down to Harry´s clinic wasn't long, but it felt like ages. But as sweet as Harry is he turned on the radio, held my hand or my thighs and gave me his reassuring smile now and then. He hold my hand all the way into the clinic and down the hallway, all the way to his room. He gave me a hug straight away when he felt my hand started to shake and he kissed me. Told me once again to look him in his eyes and told me there was nothing to be scared of, it was only him and me there, no one else.
He asked me to sit in the dreadful dentist chair, I hesitated before I did so. He didn´t do anything else other than just looking sportingly at me and sat down in his rolling chair as well. He scuffed the portable table where all the tools he was going to use are going to be placed as far away as possible from me. That gesture made me a slight more comfortable, it kind of felt less intimidating to not have all the drills hanging just before my face and also it didn´t feel as claustrophobic.
“How is the chair feeling? Is it comfortable? Isn't it so soft to sit there?”
“Nah, I don´t feel so comfortable in it..” I might have looked a bit stressed, cause he then tok on of my hands and stroked his thumb in circles.
“Try your best to get comfortable, move your body around it until you feel the softness of your chair. Remember we have all the time you need, and I want this to be as comfortable as it can for you okey?”
I just nodded for the 40th time that day, made myself comfortable and looked shyly at my shoes.
“It´s alright Nina, don´t be shy around me, it´s me, look.”
I looked at him, he had his best smile on and he looked awfully handsome there he sat in his blue scrubs. I felt I was blushing and slightly started to laugh a little.
“There´s my girl. All blushing and laughing. I love you.” He said with the biggest smile I have seen all week.
“I´m sorry i´m like this with you Harry. I feel so bad admitting I can be scared of you, but you should´t feel like or even think that that´s something I think or feel everyday. I love you Harry, I love you for who you are, just not your work.” I felt feeling embarrassed again.
“Hey, it´s alright. I know that´s not what you think or fell all the time, cause I could never do this *he kisses me very carefully and passionately* if you were scared off me all the time.”
“Babe, I love you Harry.”
“I love you too. I´m just going to find a small mirror and a probe so I can have a quick look at your teeth alright?” He gives me a small and curious smile.
“O-okey.” I feel like my nerves are coming again.
“There is no need to worry, I will just have a look, I´m just going to give you a small checkup, just like we´ve done some times before. Remember?” I nod again.
I was going over and over and over again in my head that Harry and I have done this several times before. And that it would be alright. When he placed the mirror and probe on the dentist tray I thought to myself that there wash´t any other tool he could use on my that was in his reach when the checkup was going to take place, and I know Harry enough that he would not surprise me during the procedure either. I quickly turned my head around when the suddenly sound of water was running, it was only Harry washing his hands. He turned the water off and walked over to the hateful corner of his room, the place where all the different gloves and masks were hanging on the wall. He took out a pair of gloves and put the mask underneath his jaw, looking very professional.
He came towards me and stood there looking smilingly down at me, he put his glows down on the tray, and brought the tray closer towards me. There was so many thoughts running through my head and I kind of went to my own world. He brought me back by talking to me.
“Are you ready?” He looked a bit serious and to authorised there he stood beside me looking down. Suddenly my mind was taking the best of me and all of reassuring words Harry had gave me moments before had gone away.
“H-h-harry, I don´t think I can do this.” I tried to get up from the chair, but Harry was already seeing the situation and gently pushed me back again.
“Nina, calm down, remember what I told you earlier. The first thing I am going to do now it´s just to give you a normal checkup with only using the headlamp, the mirror and the probe. I might use this device (air blower) to blow some air on your teeth, but that´s all. We have done this before, there is nothing new that are going to happen. You need to trust me on this love.” He said as he put the bib around my head and on my chest.
Hi loves! I was wondering if there is anyone that would like to write an imagine for me? I would really like a imagine where Harry is my boyfriend, and he is working as a dentist. I am extremely afraid of dentists but one day I get a toothache and I have to tell Harry. It turns out to be a cavity that he need to fill, but I’m really, really scared and he gets a bit angry/strict but at the same time he is so supportive. I would love the imagine to be built up on the four segments in the picture over here, but the rest is up to you guys. And, I don’t care how many that would love to take the time to write, I looooove imagines about Harry being a dentist! All the love, and my name is Nina xx
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