OneMoment-Away

"Life can be shit but maybe, that good part is just one moment away"

[thecommonchick]

get yourself a Jeffrey

[amortizing]

“The truth is, everyone is going to hurt you. You just got to find the ones worth suffering for.”

Bob Marley (via amortizing)

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[onemoment-away]

honestly, i don’t want a relationship, I want someone to talk to, to spend time with, i want a friend to rely on to trust in.  i know im a good person but no one sticks around long enough to find out. it really is that amazing for a minute feeling, im only good to have around sometimes. i’m everyones second choice. and it really sucks. people start ignoring me before i even have a chance.

[thegoodvybe]

[regular-love]

[thegoodvybe]

[thegoodvybe]

[distractful]

[xenomoth]

[onemoment-away]

for anyone that cares

i’m trying, im trying really, really hard. I’m doing well in school, i throw myself into my job and honestly love the kids i work with. I am generally happy with my life, my boyfriend. Yes theres always things i would change like being able to live by myself and have my own car, but realistically  i have everything i need and more. that doesn’t take away from that fact that i stress over miniscule things and over react because ive been overthinking that situation for hours, i know ii’m a difficult person oh my fucking god do i know, but thats why i appreciate the people that do stick around in my life so so much. so many friends have just left for reasons that i’m really not sure of. i know some of them are still my friends and we just don’t talk any where near as much as we should and that is 50% me as well but there are others that i can’t help but think that i did something to push them away. i don’t know who still uses tumblr or if anyone will end up reading this, but to friends that i have lost along the way please know that if i did something to hurt you i am sorry. i realize sorry doesnt fix really anything as we get older but its a step towards the future i guess and maybe forgiving myself for losing so many people and leaving so many people behind as i tried to find myself. truth is, i still havent and i wont for a while and i’m okay with that. i have to accept my life as what it is right now. and right now, my life is all i can ask for, i have a handful of people that care about me here and i get to see my family in 2 months and be in the place to quote cheers “where everybody knows my name”  I really just want all my friends past and present to be happy and i really hope they are. It’s taken me a lot longer to get where i am than i thought, If youre in a good place in your life, thats awesome i am so incredibly happy for you!  everyone has to believe in something, why not start with yourself.

[onemoment-away]

i feel closer to people in tv shows than i do to people in real life. i have no one to rely on. and it feels like everyones having such a swell time with life and getting things figured out but i just cant seem to feel like im going anywhere, i just got accepted to night school so i can work and go to school at the same time. but i still feel like im not doing anything. i fight the urge everyday to tell my boyfriend im in love with him because he’s not ready and doesnt love me right now. my “best friends” only message me when the need something or someone to talk to but when i message them to talk or even to just see how they are they never message me back. I honestly can’t help but think something is seriously wrong with me. i feel like im trying so hard every day but i just get shit on, by my boss, co workers, friends, I get ignored by my parents and my boyfriend and I dont text so i just wait for him to call me and say hes coming to pick me up. i just feel like im stuck and i cant get out without help, but anyone i can think of to ask for help just has too much going on or just doesnt want to talk to me cause they’re always posting on facebook and instagram and snapchat and stuff... just shows how important i am to the people in my life. 

[kushandwizdom]

Change the things you allow yourself to experience and it will improve your perspective… A fresh perspective brings new life

Unknown (via kushandwizdom)

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