stay low, they say.

PLEASE D O N ' T MAKE ANY SUDDEN MOVES. YOU DON'T KNOW THE HALF OF THE ABUSE.

[onepilcts]

snap / my baby.

DREW: so apparently eating bananas is supposed to naturally boost my testosterone DREW: if i have to eat one more banana i might puke DREW: i’ve already eaten like six

[onepilcts]

          she’s   back.   right   back   in   the   same   spøt   twø   years   agø.   her   møther   and   her   father   are   arguing.   she   can   see   her   father   gøing   at   her   møther   with   a   knife,   things   fade   tø   black.   the   next   thing   she   knøws   is   there   she   is.   she   can      S   E   E      herself,   shøøting   her   father,   killing   him   ;   sending   him   tø   the   fløør.   except   this   time,   it   had   a   different   ending.   the   reflectiøn   øf   herself   turned   tø   face   her.   next   thing   yøu   knøw   –   B   A   N   G.   she   shøt   up   frøm   her   bed,   gasping   in   a   løng   breath   tø   relieve   the   feeling   øf   the   air   getting   knøcked   øut   øf   herself   as   she   shøt   herself   in   her   nightmare.   nightmares   have   been   bad.   but   never   bad   as   in   she   ends   up      shøøting      herself.   she   quickly   realizes   that   the   øther   female   had   alsø   been   wøken   up   by   her   sudden   wakening   because   she   jumps   at   her   hand   øn   her   back.   she’s   panting   nøw,      c   h   ø   k   i   n   g      øn   the   lump   in   her   thrøat.   ’   i–i’m   sørry.   shit.   i’m   sø   sørry.   ’

[onepilcts]

          he’s   sitting   on   the   edge   of   his   bed,   his   girlfriend   on   his   arm   as   he   listens   to   her   talk   about   how   she’s   afraid   to   lose   him.   the   guilt   is   brewing   in   his   stomach.   ‘   you’ll   never   lose   me,   babe.   ‘   is   it   wrong   for   him   to   say   that   to   her   ?   knowing   he’s   only   got   approximately   TWO   YEARS   of   life   left   ?   knowing   he   hasn’t   even   told   her   yet   ?  

[onepilcts]

          ‘   he   just,   doesn’t   deserve   you.   and   i   think   you   know   that.   ‘

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i’m   bored   as   fuck   so   like   this   for   a   lyric   starter.

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          the   minute   the   fabric   slipped   off   and   revealed   even   more   of   the   body   he   ever   so   greatly   cherished.   his   eyes   couldn’t   refrain   from   immediately   darting   to   her   chest.   dragging   his   eyes   back   up   to   meet   with   hers.   he's   never   touched   her   more   than   a   loving   hand   on   her   leg   or   rubbing   her   back.   he   supposes   now   was   the   time   where   he’d   take   what   his   friends   have   told   him   into   action.   surely,   he’d   have   to   compensate.   considering   he   physically   didn’t   match   up   to   what   his   cis-male   friends   we're   born   with,   but   he   knew   could   make   it   work.   he   prayed   he   could   make   it   work.   at   first   he   simply   set   his   hand   on   her   side   admiring   the   revealed   skin   for   a   moment.   his   hands   traveled   to   her   back,   fiddling   with   the   hook   of   her   bra   for   a   moment   or   two,   nervous   to   accidentally   unhook   it   without   her   say.   '   i--..   uh,   i-is   this   okay   ?   ‘

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                        his   mom   is   pushing   him,   s   h   o   v   i   n   g   him   out   the   door.   they   got   into   another   argument   over   her   accusing   him   of   taking   something   out   of   her   purse.   ‘   you’re   kicking   me   out   ?   it’s      f i f t e e n    degrees   and   it’s   christmas   eve.   ‘   he   tells   his   mother,   though   the   woman   didn’t   seem   to   care   much   and   with   one   damn   good   push   she   sent   him   to   the   ground.   you   little   prick,   just   leave   !   his   mother   screams   as   she   slams   the   door.   he   picks   himself   up   off   the   ground   and   brushes   off   his   snow   covered   hands   as   he   pounds   on   the   door.   ‘   ma   let   me   grab   my   fucking   coat   !   ‘   his   hands   are   already   going   numb   from   the   cold.   he   forfeits   trying   to   get   her   to   let   him   in   and   hardly   kicks   the   door   before   he   turns   to   walk   away   from   his   home,   greeted   by   a   girl   from   his   school.   also   the   last   person   he   wanted   to   have   seen   that.   ‘   fuck   are   you   doin   here   ?   ‘   he   asks   in   a   harsh   tone.   typically   people   from   his   school   aren’t   too   friendly.   why   would   she   be   ?  

[ofrevelations-blog]

“You will always be worthless.”

          the  locutions  are  ringing  inside  of  her  brain,     salty  droplets  welling  up  in  the  depths  of  her  umber  optics,     and  it’s  almost  as  though  she  feels  herself  crumbling  towards  the  ground.     ‘     you  don’t  mean  that.     ‘     vera’s  prose  cracks  in  the  midst  of  her  retort,     weakness  and  vulnerability  making  themselves  disgracefully  known.     ‘      i’m     not     worthless.     ‘     the  words  she  speaks  scream     “     confidence,     “     but  her  current  stance  declares  a  completely  different  story.

[onepilcts]

          ashton   is   drunk   (   if   her   slurring   words   wasn't   obvious   enough   )   and   everyone   knows   that   when   she   drinks,   she   gets   violent.   hence   why   she   called   her   girlfriend   worthless   in   the   first   place.   '   oh   pleaseee   '   she   drags   out   the   last   few   letters,   laughing   coldly   for   a   second   as   she   takes   another   gulp   of   the   vodka   bottle   she's   grasping   tightly.   '   you   are   as   worthless   as   worthless   gets,   vera.   i   think   you   know   that.   the   only   thing   worth   anything   is   that   pussy   of   yours.   and   even   that's   debatable   these   days.   after   all,   we   do   have   a   kid.   '

[tullipsink]

If there ever comes a time where I can be able to love you again and we can actually make it work, I’d take it. I’d take loving you again in a heartbeat.

A.M.// i’ll love you a thousand times and never get tired (via tullipsink)

[onepilcts]

⌜imessage ‣ what's ur name?⌟

VIOLET: did you by chance finish my assignment?

VIOLET: it's due tomorrow and my professor will KILL me if i miss another due date

VIOLET: it's important

ANNABELLE: yeah yeah its done

ANNABELLE: you can repay me by sucking my dick because that took me two fucking years to finish

[mieczyslawstilniski]

They say we’re bad for each other, and maybe we are. Maybe you’re whiskey, and I’m an open flame. Maybe I’m venom, and you’re a hopeless victim. I say fuck what they think, grab the cash, I’ll gas up the car, and let’s ride. Just me and you, modern day Bonnie and Clyde, what a fucking fairy tale. Living off what we take, and risking it all, for a cheap thrill. Dirty motel rooms, bloody fingertips, pupils blown wide. They say we’re bad for each other baby, so let’s show them, how bad we can be.

you’re my sickness, and i’m your cheap disaster || k.a. (via dvlanobrein)

[onepilcts]

feat ; jacqueline

          there’s  a  permanent  grimace  plastered  along  her  chiseled  countenance,     slender  limbs  embracing  her  own  figure  as  she  concentrates  on  the  individual’s  reasoning  for  their  separation.     bitterness  engulfs  the  cherub’s  prose  upon  her  primary  set  of  locutions,     which,     was  almost  a     guarantee,     ‘     no,     really,     it’s  fucking     fine.     —     because  you  see,     i  was  coming  over  here  to  rip     y o u r     heart  out  of  your  chest  as  well.     ‘

          he immediately rølls his eyes, running his hand thrøugh his hair as he bites døwn øn his lesser lip, shaking his head. ' y'knøw, jacqueline, when yøu put it T H A T way, it makes me søund like quite the asshøle. ' prøbably because that's what she thinks he IS right nøw. he scøffs harshly. ' i appreciate it, i dø. while we’re at it, you’re quite a bitch yourself. '

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     ‘ i’ve been sleeping really good lately, actually. yeah. thanks for uh-- for asking. ‘ she forces a small smile, head falling to look down at her hands as she pretends to adjust her ring. using it as a d  i v e r s i o n to avoid eye contact. her nightmares are still happening every night, but she’s hoping if she ignores them, they’ll go away.

[onepilcts]

currently getting new music on my computer so like this post for a lyric starter.

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         ’ døn’t yøu dare say yøu ever l ø v e d me ør even tell me that yøu cared because yøu knew what yøu were døing and yøu knøw just what yøu’ve døne. høw D A R E yøu say yøu miss me with yøur spit still øn her tøngue. ‘

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     ' dø nøt be like this, alright ? i t ø l d yøu when this started that it wasn't gønna be anything møre than messing arøund. i døn't dø relatiønships. if it makes yøu feel better thøugh, yøu're the løngest girl i've ever kept arøund. '

[grimelords]