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j | she/her | co 24 | 40 days of productivity [CURRENT: JULY 2, 2021]

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yes i made this to procrastinate on studying for finals. yes i will regret this later. yes i still have not done today's post. yes i haven't showered in three days. do not worry about it

i. profile

- i go by j and i am currently 19/in college, class of 2024, my pronouns are she/her. all this garbage is in my header

- i know my sun sign is cancer and i don't know anything else about astrology, i am an infj-t

- i'm majoring in business administration and planning on minoring in mathematical finance although by the way things are going i might just drop out before my second year

- i am originally from california, currently in pennsylvania

- i forgot to include this in the graphic. english/chinese are both ok (eng a little bit more ok than chn)

ii. notable interests

- genshin (ar 49, keqing main, message me for uid)

- anime (too busy to keep up but i watched haikyuu, bnha, aot, hxh, naruto (!), tokyo ghoul, promised neverland, a few eps of jjk)

- kpop (peak stan in 2015-2018, now just casual listener -> bts, exo, nct, svt, mx, gidle, bp, day6, clc)

- music (i add what my friends are listening to on my daily posts as song recs. some of them are a lil questionable and they range from keshi to mendelssohn to escape the fate. personally i like hiphop/rnb/drill + sad depressing music + lorde)

- league (stuck in bronze 1 pisslow elo hell, i play mages botlane because i like making the enemy adc want to kill themselves and i also dont know how to kite. message for ign 😃)

iii. what is going on with your account

currently i have a block period specified in my header where every day i will post following the 100 days of productivity challenge until a certain date (usually end of semester or class session) in the hopes that this will encourage me to be productive every day. unfortunately it is falling apart a little bit but as of right now expect daily posts where i complain about studying. will likely revamp after end of this period

iv. other social media

i have a digital journaling account on ig. it has two whole followers and i havent posted since january but hey if youre interested!

anyways thats it its 4:34 am and i gotta get up at 9 tomorrow. good night message for any questions excited to join community et cetera. please message me if you would like to play genshin/league and are in est because i don't have friends in my time zone. thank you

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exactly four years later from my very first post on this account and i can still say i am procrastinating on my hw yay! also i still play league/genshin/hsr but there was a period of my undergraduate career that i quit all of them!

anyways i think the biggest things that have changed are a) my major since im graduating with a double in statistics, b) my mentality on school since after doing an internship that required me to work 6 to 6 every day i really start to appreciate the flexibility that school lets me have and therefore i (usually) roll up to all my classes now (also the remote thing kinda fucked me up so being in person helps a bit with motivating me to go to class and not stay in bed) and c) i think that semester was the most depressing period of my entire life! covid + no real in person friends + dorm room setup + no money was really kicking my ass and i didnt have much of an outlet to do anything.

i'm definitely much much better now since i live by myself with much more freedom (and being almost entirely done with my degree def helps!) but yeah.... its been a bit whew

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[1/40 || MAY 24] ok i already skipped a day but whatever we're back at it for summer classes. not gonna lie im not doing the best atm bc of issues with my minor and the fact that i got a C in my calc class 🤡 literal mental illness but if i talk too much about it i just start ranting. hope y'all are doing better than me

song recs from my friends list: lonely noah cyrus • yikes kanye west • stay tonight chungha • ruthless (ft. jay critch) lil tjay • little talks of monsters and men • end of the night danny avila • i'm good the mowgli's • will joyner lucas • van horn saint motel

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[40/40 MAY 15] YES TECHNICALLY WE SKIPPED A DAY BUT WE'RE DONE!!!! i didn't have pics of my last two finals and i spent the rest of the time packing to move back home but anyways now i'm done with my freshman year of college and will likely be taking a quick break so i can go home and get settled in. thanks for listening lads see you soon 👋

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[38/40 || MAY 13] 3/5 finals done, pullin an all nighter for this essay so im drinking bang energy at 2 am haha ! anyways this ones dedicated to jcole new album absolute banger as always

song recs from my friends list: 95 south x2 j. cole • mover awayer hobo johnson • crocodile teeth (ft. skillibeng) nicki minaj • love. (ft. zacari) kendrick lamar • un village baekhyun • next year two door cinema club • franchise (ft. young thug, m.i.a.) travis scott

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[37/40 || MAY 12] i accidentally submitted one of my finals in .pages format and i have another final due in five hours. how y'all been

song recs from my friends list: i don't die joyner lucas • kingslayer (ft. babymetal) bring me the horizon • suki ni nacchaudarou? iz*one • so strange (ft. cuco) polyphia • i'm the plug drake • dunno mac miller • kiss me through the phone soulja boy • feel good p-lo • deja vu olivia rodrigo

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[36/40 || MAY 11] you know the amount of things i have to study for is actually a little bit concerning right now. anyways im takin a fat nap good night

song recs from my friends list: error 404 l'impératrice • show me how swum • redundant green day • fade away the kid laroi • cataracts freddie gibbs • pick up your phone hojean • kill this love blackpink • tone bank jungle holy fuck • half eaten oscar scheller

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[35/50 || MAY 10] 1/5 finals done but i have two on thursday and two on friday so thats great ! and then after that i have exactly one day to pack and clean out my room and move everything to storage ! meaning i don't think i get to have a break until literally after my flight back home !

i did get my first tattoo yesterday though and i had a crazy burger for lunch today shit was gas frfr

song recs from my friends list: savior rise against • she harry styles • summer of '69 bryan adams • fun (ft. chris brown) pitbull • it's you sam kim • hiiipower kendrick lamar • cold rodeo • supercuts jeremy zucker • you should've known hopsin

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[34/40 || MAY 9] pink spread heavily inspired by young forever era also i get to go home in six days but i gotta struggle through five days of hell before i leave so that's cool

song recs from my friends list: wait a minute tavenchi • paranoia (ft. gunna, young thug) pop smoke • luxe holy fuck • ophelia the lumineers • la cienega 88rising • you said you'd grow old with me michael schulte • fast juice wrld • what the fuck rhodamine • hey kids molina

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[33/40 || MAY 8] expect another post later tonight if i don't forget or haven't passed away from a caffeine overdose. here's me finishing 1 out of 8 final topics in three hours

song recs from my friends list: lightning orion sun • smile isaiah rashad • pink lemonade the wombats • oops i did it again britney spears • new page intersection • chasing cars snow patrol • jealous labrinth • leave the door open bruno mars • yes indeed lil baby

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[32/40 || MAY 7] FUCK i missed a day again goddamnit. to be fair i didn't do much studying yesterday bc i was packing but today i went to home depot and finished some extra credit ! prob gonna grind tomorrow bc my final is on monday and i haven't looked at the practice material yet 🤠

song recs from my friends list: baby (ft. camo, jung jin hyeong) dj roots • choker twenty one pilots • landed drake • snow globe waterparks • every season roddy ricch • toy takayan • anima reona • scent colde • i love joyner lucas

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[31/40 || MAY 6] i discovered that i literally cannot be productive after 10 pm like it is an actual problem i'm so tired for no reason

song recs from my friends list: nobody wonder girls • poison global dan • magic stick lil kim • don't like kanye west • all of me john legend • winning blind.see • fuck up the club dj khaled • rpg (ft. 6lack) kehlani • cheese & wine dpr live

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[30/40 || MAY 5] i have discovered the joy of the campus library and now i do not have to sit in a dorm room rocking chair to study. unfortunately this also means i cannot make any noise above ten decibels

song recs from my friends list: way out (ft. big sean) jack harlow • mask off future • slow dancing in the dark joji • hate me (ft. juice wrld) ellie goulding • levitating (ft. dababy) dua lipa • down low doja cat • bruises lewis capaldi • can't use me morray • confidence gsoul

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[29/40 || MAY 4] gonna be honest i have absolutely no clue what is going on and i have had no clue since three weeks ago

song recs from my friends list: face to face ruel • anima reona • lemonade (ft. gunna, don toliver) internet money • howlin' 404 dean • cut yoh kamiyama • prove it (ft. j cole) big k.r.i.t. • love me true misterwives • ylang ylang fkj • death in my pocket machine gun kelly

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[28/40 || MAY 3] yes i will stop using this font soon maybe also WHEW i caught up

also also i realized i might have a chance at getting an A in one of my classes i previously thought i was doomed for but it requires me getting 90s on both my one remaining hw and my final 🤠 i have slept seven hours in the past two days

song recs from my friends list: myself nav • heat waves glass animals • try me lil mosey • tokyo drifting (ft. denzel curry) glass animals • no 808 xiaogui • dragon kota the friend • good things fall apart (ft. jon bellion) illenium • joan of arc night lovell, suicideboys • colors halsey

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[27/40 || MAY 2] this color palette does not match at all wow. this is what i have discovered after fucking around in procreate for an hour

song recs from my friends list: touch the sky future • fwm they. • insomnia daya • bad habits shaun • syndrome ciki • moon u got7 • i like u niki • soul on fire danzig • young & sad noah cyrus

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[26/40 || MAY 1] late night (sort of). still gotta do more shit tomorrow sad !

song recs from my friends list: reflections chief. • washed dumbfoundead • i feel you wonder girls • tourist (ft. travis scott, lil wayne) dj khaled • repercussions (ft. young thug) nav • m.i.a (ft. jackson wang) afgan • back for more justine skye • july noah cyrus • days of self destruction cky