Can’t Wait To Die

19F | 5’3 | SW: 178 | CW: 155 | GW: 130 | GW2: 120|UGW: 110

[shebloomedbutwontforgethepast]

“I can’t even put it into words how much I hate myself.”

—

[arcadedbay-deactivated20250323]

I don’t want to be huge

I want to float and not make the ground shake when I walk

I want to look ethereal

[just-thinspo-shit]

me looking at my coping mechanisms like

[greenteandcollarbones]

[minus30pounds]

you get addicted to not eating so easy it's scary

[daintyaffection]

[ossanhasong-deactivated20210123]

ED: You ate 0,0874% more than what was planned for today.

ED: You know what that means, right? You HAVE to purge.

ED: And since we're purging anyway we should like, eat the entire kitchen to you know, make it worth it. 😜

Me who fell for this ED trick once again:

[ethereal-sensation]

I'm so ugly but if I get skinny maybe my body can somewhat make up for it :(

[sad-beautyqueen]

•綺麗な•

[hideunderthe-bed]

Me looking for my will to live:

[leer-stelle]

[sad-beautyqueen]

Me waking up from my 13th nap of day and seeing that I'm not skinny yet

[frigid-ice-queen]

[mcavoy]

[need-2-b-thin]

I’m so ugly. I hope losing weight makes me prettier cause if it doesn’t this bitch is saving up to get plastic surgery.

[wearejustafantasy]

lmfao the fact that i have the audacity to eat the way i'm eating and still complain about my body like it's not my fault.

[flutterby-bones]

Me lying to my calorie counter saying I ate less than I did: