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this is a blog of a severely depressed young woman, so proceed with caution 🌱 (not quite a fandom blog, not quite a personal blog, something in-between)

current obsessions: ....none. my mind is blank and empty. waiting for something to happen

other pieces of media I like and might post about: life is strange, the last of us, mouthwashing, disco elysium, project sekai, 91 days, portal, degrees of lewdity, wander over yonder, mystic messenger, the stanley parable, omori

all fandom talk is under tag "talking about stuff"

tomatoluvr69

Get enough sleep get enough fiber get enough iron wear sunscreen every moment of every day dont get dehydrated don’t slouch brush perfectly floss too keep your tires full of air get your oil changed check your brakes and alignment get new tires get your yearly inspection get your yearly pelvic exam remember your flu and covid shot research the candidates for district attorney take your recycling to the curb on the right day try to limit red meat, alcohol, ultra processed food, sugar and sitting down don’t use screens before bed exercise constantly you’re not socializing or being touched enough meditate daily make sure your clothes are constantly acceptable wash your hair before there’s even a hint of grease don’t have any unsightly hair anywhere don’t drink foo much coffee or sugary drinks or carbonated drinks or anything with citric acid or your teeth will rot change your sheets every few days and your pillowcases daily and you should be also throwing out your pillows every year or two apparently don’t use any kind of cutting board due to the unique drawbacks of each available kind walk 15 min after every meal don’t eat right after brushing but also don’t brush thirty minutes after eating yet somehow brush your teeth every morning and be on time for work also and make sure you’re weight training and make sure you’re doing everything you can to prevent eventual osteoporosis and arthritis moisturize your skin every day keep your prescriptions filled try to avoid being stressed at all costs because it’s the silent killer prioritize your mental health but don’t let any of these habits slip and don’t lose your important documents and keep the batteries in your carbon monoxide detector fresh and deep clean your fridge often and clean your entire house often and exchange pleasantries with every acquaintance and keep yourself polished and presentable at work and stretch before bed every night and buy new kitchen sponges when they wear out and make sure you have laundry detergent and dish soap and olive oil and only eat healthy fats and make sure you’re doing everything to prevent the skyrocketing rates of colon cancer in young people and soak all your berries so that they actually get clean and wash all your produce and buy organic so you aren’t ingesting four million pesticides and avoid animal products but also eat a lot of lean meat and dairy for the protein and eat 30g of protein at every meal and prioritize whole grains and complex carbohydrates and moderate your sugar intake and replace your toothbrush every six months and your running shows every 90 miles clean your car out often and make sure no one smashes your tail light in the parking lot and keep a printout of your up to date proof of insurance in your glovebox even if you don’t own a printer and put a sizeable portion of each paycheck into retirement portfolio replace your windshield wipers and close your kitchen down every night and eat two servings of dark leafy greens per day and do all of this and still get enough rest so that you’re able to give the 40 hour workweek your all. And if you fail to do any of these things you’re a disgusting failure slob

#not multiple people coming under this post to say “yeah so it actually works and it's good and there's how you can do even better:” 💀

yasharose63

I’m not a red flag. I’m not a green flag either. I’m a white flag. I give up. I don’t care anymore. Just leave me alone.

ottiepops

How he wants to be remembered

icehaus

it’s 2026 i think it’s high time we left mind-body dualism behind us as a species. let’s go into 2027 with the full understanding that we are our bodies and that our consciousness cannot be separated from them thank you

icehaus

electronicosmos15

This.

I cannot describe how sick I am of science fiction that posits the human "mind" existing completely separate from and outside of the body, converted into mere ones and zeroes on some metal database somewhere, but still experiencing normal human emotions and moods as if things like hormones and oxygen and hydration didn't exist or had nothing to do with what human beings experience. As though the universally ancient philosophical concept of The Soul had been dismissed out of hand because something something science. Like ooooooo what if, like, your mind was trapped in a 'puter and you just couldn't get out, oooooooo creepy... no, it's actually really really dumb. You are not smart or clever, you are annoying. Your science fiction is bad and you should feel bad.

acc is lowkey abandoned and will be for some time. uh...... for a long time, probably. I don't know. partly because my head is empty (I have some posts that are almost ready, but I'm in no condition to finish them right now), partly because most of the time I have no access to the internet. I hope y'all stay safe, wherever you might be