Purging

I post about everything im about. Borderline, bipolar, fat, skin, runner, yoga, food, how I can be a cunt, an idiot and a hot babe.

[moon-quotes]

1. You must let the pain visit.
2. You must allow it teach you.
3. You must not allow it overstay.

Ijeoma Umebinyuo, three routes to healing (via moon-quotes)

favorite quote

(via brattybrows)

[lavendergrove]

[only4today145]

sorry ive been so absent but a lot has been going on. the more important news is that my girlfriend and I are going to be mom. im carrying our first child, im 12 weeks pregnant and morning sickness has been kicking my ass. i started my pregnancy at 151.8 ad im current 154.8!

[only4today145]

GOD IS SO COOL W ME.... HE TRULLY LOVES ME JUST THE WAY I AM HE KNOWS ME LIKE NO OME DOES, HE CREATED ME, AND HE & I are taking shots rt now.... So judge all u want, but God is w me, He is my best friend, He doesn't give me crap because I am not perfect. He knows I'm a bad girl, and guess what, He loves me, good or bad, sover or drunk, fat or skinny, He always tells me how beautiful I am.... HE CREATED ME.... HE IS COOL W ME.... HE DONT CARE IF I DRINK, OR IF IM SLUTTY, OR BIAEXUAL.... HE GIVES ME THE FREEDOM MY MOM NEVER GAVE ME.... WHY? BECAUSE he wants me to be happy, and if I'm happy He is happyq

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[everydaythinspo]

[sbickford10]

Breakfast for dinner!

With the Paleo diet, you can still eat your bacon and eggs, and be healthy doing it.  This balanced meal of 2 eggs, a few strips of crispy bacon, butternut squash, and sugar snap peas packs tons of protein, and is a well-rounded meal =)  *Health Tip*: Cook your bacon until crispy, as this renders out more fat than if it’s still chewy.

[only4today145]

I'm back I've gained 8 pounds I've lost 122 pounds I have a cold sore I have a verbal abusive boyfriend And yeah..... I'm back!

[only4today145]

With your ED would you say it was a binge ED?

Yes, that is how I gained so much weight so fast, but I can honestly say it's been a year I don't binge, at least not like before. 

[only4today145]

one question: HOW? Im struggling. I want to lose 100 in a year! but im not even sure where to begin.

One day at a time. Don't think about how far u need to go, just each day try to do your best. Fuck the scale, focus on loving your body, on taking care of you!

[only4today145]

You are such an inspiration. I hope to be as strong and determined as you!

Yes love, u can do it too. I'm here for u guys. Just do it. No excuses! One day at a time and don't focus on the scale but on your nutricion. Love your body

[only4today145]

Can I have the password for your progress page, please? <3

Sure baby, I will inbox it ;)

[only4today145]

Hi. Congrats on all of your progress! What weight tracking app did you use? I currently use the weight watchers app, but I'm looking for something else to help me track my progress.

thank you baby. WW s great. I use myfitnesspal.com

also bought the book new rules of lifting for women

[only4today145]

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[only4today145]

Muy goal weight by December!

[only4today145]

Breaking trust really is a dangerous thing. It's like a broken bone that never quite heals completely, just waiting for that next "whack" to snap it into again. It's like adding the ghost of a third (or fourth, or fifth) entity to your relationship. Even if they are not there....they are there...

[only4today145]

Everyone's journey is different. Our losses, our goals, our learning to eat differently to maintain for life, we walk down diff paths to achieve the same goal, which is a Healthier me. It's hard at times not to compare our self with others, but do yourself a favor and don't. How and when our body responds in this journey is all different from each other and that should be okay. WE WILL GET THERE! We are all reaching for the same goal so, instead of allowing jealousy to seep in comparing yourself, Rejoice with others on their success, encourage your followers . A simple: WTG, awesome, doing great--gives inspiration and encouragement. Many of you have helped and encouraged me so much in my journey. Thank you!