[onlykidontheblock]

personal blog, he/she . im not really a person just a concept

anyone can follow idgaf. talk to me if you want! i dont bite

[loveridden1999]

person (non-practicing)

[yellow-cat]

(voice of a person spiralling) its embarrassing but i still havent figured out if its ok for me to be alive

[onlykidontheblock]

i don't like myself😭😭😭😭😭😭😥😥😥

[onlykidontheblock]

guy who doesn't know how to get attention in normal ways so he resorts to just saying vaguely concerning stuff to people in hopes people will talk to him . mods kill him?

[onlykidontheblock]

im so miserable 😭😭😭😭

[onlykidontheblock]

how would you though that's like nagging at me once it's in your position you're like screwed right

[onlykidontheblock]

had a really upsetting dream i was cursed and my loved ones died and i went to escape with them and we bumped into a timelooped version of ourselves and the cycle restarted

[onlykidontheblock]

i dread asking for reassurance also because when i ask my mom she will be like really mean and honest to the point it hurts and id rather not ask but i always cave and it hurts so i get nervous asking people because im scared they'll be brutally honest and mean like i enjoy if people are honest to me id prefer a mean truth over a nice lie im just scared i think

[onlykidontheblock]

i don't know how much more i can take like i guess i will continue to, nothing bad is happening but im so miserable i keep hoping maybe if i say something concerning enough someone will cave in and ask if im okay or tell me to stop being weird and making them uncomfortable like i did to everyone in middle school i hate how i act out for attention i feel a deep sense of humiliation and a desire to lie in hopes maybe someone will poke and prode.. but i also want to be trusted. i feel like i am too much and too intense or overwhelming with people and the shame just eats away at me because i know no one will ever fully take me seriously or take the time to hear about me but i know thats wrong i know i have people who care and love for me but its so hard for me to grasp that because in the past ive freaked people out and got too intense so now im too reserved i don't say much i feel stupid complaining i feel stupid that ill always grieve and miss people i once knew no matter what this ache will never go away& everything would be easier if i wasnt born at all

[yourgirlinpieces3]

hey does anyone know why they did that to me

[circusheart]

If I keep practicing I might even be a person soon

[onlykidontheblock]

self harming for attention is so embarrassing (for me) like yeah no im mentally ill i want someone to notice.... mannn😭😭😭😭

[onlykidontheblock]

i feel like an edgelord going Ugh this isn't sharp enough... Okayyyy😭😭

[onlykidontheblock]

she thought i was asleep and called me a bitch to my brother how often does she so that how long has she been doing that You aren't brutally honest you're just mean to me im your kid im your daughter why are you so mean to me

[onlykidontheblock]

what's the fucking point!!!!!!!!!!🤣🤣🤣😄😄😄😄she's passive aggressive calling me bitchy and a bitch like ohhh that's the One single boundry i established with u and u just disregarded it because i was rude??? mad???? No one ever fucking takes me seriously why is it so hard to take me seriously i feel like a fucking idiot im craYyzyy

[onlykidontheblock]

ohhh okay no one will ever take me seriously or respect me ill always be a stupid dog 😄🤣🤣i cant do this anymore i hate stupid summer depression and then everyone treats me like I'm crazy for not wanting to being called bitchy and hearing jokes about my body hair and that I'm awful for telling my mom to fuck off but she's Fine because she was just joking im going to hurt myself as a joke im sure it'll be funny since no one here fucking takes my depression seriously or my adhd and i get called a bitch behind my back yqyaayyyayyyty i can't Do yhis