beautiful abyss

micah cohen - twenty one - seeker of infinite knowledge

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thcinsurxent:

a smirk began tugging at the corners of lips as she rushed to spill out her heart for him. there was something endearing about it, the description of a fawn finding a surprisingly good fit on her. “ nervous excitement it is. “ cameron rested his hip against the bar counter, his arms coming to cross in front of his chest. his eyes followed hers, looking down at himself before finding her gaze again. her fussiness only managed for his smile to grow. “ but there’s no harm in being the only fawn in said lions den. not, if you know how to use it. “ his head tilted to the side a little, looking her over. “ those are starving lions and you’ve got just what they want. it just takes that much— “ his hand lifted, thumb and pointing finger parting a little to show a small space. “—and you’ve them wrapped around your little finger. “

micah concentrated on his words, but still ended up confused. “how can a fawn play a lion?” she questioned the man, folding her arms as well and meeting his gaze finally. this all felt like a riddle, one she was destined to never figure out. although, she had caught quite a few mistress and masters eyes, and they did seem fixated on her in a way she couldn’t control, attracted to the nature of her fawn-ness, for a lack of better words. “okay maybe i get what you’re saying somewhat,” she confessed after thinking it over. “but mr. ‘get them wrapped around your finger’- at the end of the day they’re in the ultimate position of power, right? and i’m, well i’m here because i don’t have anywhere else.” she looked down to her lap finally, her bottom lip pouting out involuntarily as she suddenly felt overcome with the emotional realization of her situation.

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masteraverysterling:

his head nodded slightly at her words, confused however by her ideals concerning the men and women who stayed on the island as guests. sadistic dominant wasn’t really the first word that came to mind concerning himself or any other master or mistress he had come across in his first few days on eros. “i don’t think you’ve properly met one yet,” he mused, his face housing a confused expression. he could think of a thousand ways to explain it, his thoughts rambled on and on about the misconception her brain had supplied to explain the desire of those on the island but it was all too much to speak, already this interaction was a touch draining for the master. “sadism is a perfectly fine kink to have as long as it’s shared,” he offered. “but i think you should reserve that particular phrase for when you have more experience with the types of people here.” 

micah nodded calmly, each word the man said humbled her more, forcing her to look inside of herself and wonder where exactly these assumptions were coming from. “you’re right,” she finally decided after a few moments of silence. “I haven’t properly met one. informally maybe, through intense stares but that’s just human nature to look at what’s unfamiliar.” she looked up at him, feeling wisdom radiate from him. she imagined what it felt like to feel his skin against hers, submerge herself in his calming presence. “i think i’m just scared,” she admitted, both to herself and him. “i’m all alone here.”

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claramurphys:

Keep your eyes to yourself, Clara. The thought echoed through her head, though she’d never been good at listening to what went on up there in situations where it mattered the most. Staring was easy - especially when it was someone as pretty as who she currently had her gaze focused on. She’d always approached things almost as if they were prey. She went in for the kill, and more often than not, she tossed them to the side afterwards. She was lucky that her face typically gave a different sort of impression, however. A much softer, much more approachable look to her, and she used it to her advantage, grinning as the girl flushed, and Clara eased her way over. “Hello.” Her soft voice rang out, her eyes shining with pure excitement. “Are you new around here? I’m certain I’d never forget a face like yours.”

micah took one look at the woman in front of her and the breath was stolen from her lungs. she looked like an angel, mesmerizing and godly. “um,” she stuttered nervously, instinctively backing up a bit as to shy away from the goddess that stood in front of her. her instincts were put off, intimidated, drawn in and attracted all at the same time and she stood there with a rather stupid look on her face. “i just got here,” she managed to get out, finally meeting the woman’s gaze. “who are you?”

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thcinsurxent:

his attention had been easily caught and his eyes gotten stuck on the newest of eros’s arrivals. it wasn’t tough to tell she would be an addition to the set of available assets. he had enough time to study them as they sneaked around his bar in the more often than not failing attempt to get themselves a drink against the rules. cameron noticed her noticing him and an amused smirk tugged on the corner of his lips at the sight of a bless creeping onto her cheeks. “ nervous? “ he asked, gesturing towards the free barstool in front of him, “ or is it excitement? “

micah took the seat quickly upon offer, and felt herself opening to the man like a flower. her glistening eyes hid behind her mess of dirty blonde hair as she struggled to keep eye contact with him, settling on staring at his chest. “is there a medium between excited and nervous?” she looked up at him quickly before looking back down again, “because i’m both.” she chewed on her lip carefully and lowered her voice, “everyone is so intense here. i mean clearly i’m an asset, but will i always feel like a fawn in a lions den?”

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kalinadimitrov:

“Ah, so you’re free range instead of one who likes the coop?”  She smirked as she stepped closer, letting her eyes scan the others body as she asked her question.  Did Kalina honestly have to spell it out for her considering where they were?  "You’re a beautiful young woman, don’t tell me that’s all you’re good for around here…there’s got to be at least a few brains in that head of yours,“ brains that must be telling her right now that Kalina was a Mistress and what she’d want was fairly obvious just by looking at her.  

micah stared at the girl, blinking for a couple seconds blankly before a smile crept onto her lips and began to grow into a full blown laugh. “what an accusation considering we met just minutes ago,” micah’s laughs finally settled and stared at the other other woman intensely, quite amused with her confidence level and general presentation. she guessed that this mistress knew exactly what it was that she wanted from every person she met, but did she know what she needed? deep down, a voice inside micah screamed to challenge her authority but then she remember just why she was here, and that challenging a rich, powerful woman wasn’t it. she stepped toward the other, face inches apart, “is this what you want?”

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masteraverysterling:

Avery felt bad, he hadn’t meant to be staring. New assets came to the island daily, along with new Masters, Mistresses and the random requests his lot put in daily. He had simply noticed a new face, and had been enjoying the view, both the view the island offered and that of the new asset. “It’s nothing,” he offered in a light tone. “I just thought it was a face I hadn’t seen before.” He was rambling by his own standards. He had been speaking more since being on the island than he had in the last year of his life. It was already exhausting. “You are new?” He questioned trying to make the necessary small talk. “Do you like it?” 

“right,” micah replied to what she thought was his dismissive, standoffish tone. “i just got here,” she stated and tore her eyes from his, scanning over the scenery wanting to lose herself in the rolling hills and glistening water. the earth itself made more sense to her than people, with their need for power and control. the complicity of the human psyche made her anxious and she stop trying to figure both herself and others out. instead she enjoying submitting to the grand scheme, the flow if you will. “i like this,” she gestured to the island, “i like how the air feels like static.” she brought her eyes back to the man in front of her, “but what puts me off is the thought of going to asset quarters and being just a pawn to some sadistic dominant.”

[alyciaforlife]

#when you look good af in red

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kalinadimitrov

True beauty was walking in her direction and all Kalina could do was take in the sight, her eyes fixed on the fresh meat as she seemed so caught in her own world to notice much around her.  Not that Kalina would have cared if she was caught staring, it was her privilege after all considering she was a Mistress.  When the asset finally caught on that there were eyes on her it was made all the more adorable when she saw her and immediately a shade of rose adorned her cheeks.  Kalina pointed towards the earbuds wanting them to come out, and she didn’t wait to talk until she knew she could be heard.  "You look lost,“ she insisted with a smirk as her eyes toyed up and down the others body, "can I help you?  Or better yet,” because Kalina never helped others, “can you help me?”

micah took in all she could of the dark featured, fixated woman in front of her. everything about her screamed obey and every word all more alluring than the previous. micah in a panicked motion yanked one earbud out and dangled it back and forth as the brunette spoke, a nervous habit. her big green eyes scanned the woman, and her stance was one of such a perfect combination dominance and femininity. “i’m not lost,” she established dryly. “i’ll be lost when I give in and am inside asset quarters waiting around like some prepackaged meat, i’d rather be out here finding.” micah tilted her head at the girl, “what kind of help?”

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micah just stepped foot on the island, and was using all of her senses to take it in. she loved to travel but it was usually places well known, huge cities flooded by tourists with their excitement and flash photography. she liked being incognito, a fly on the wall almost really feeling out the place and seeing what others maybe don’t. a few people walked by her and locked eyes with each other. she felt the essence of sensuality and desire, mixed with the smell of the beach and coconut. she smiled to herself and bit her lip, her insides screaming with the chance at a such a new, erotic adventure. she almost didn’t notice the person across from her watching her quietly, but when she did she twisted the chord of her earbuds nervously and flushed red.