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So I’m in the middle of finals and CRAZY LIFE SHIT so I’m taking rping easy as of late. I’m gonna be back, Ernst is the love of my life, this is not the end by any stretch. But right now I have more energy on other outlets or no energy in general. So you can find me on RUDY and MAX and maybe somewhere else idk I’m such a slut. Love all your lights and will be back!

#✿ᵇᵘᵗ ʸᵒᵘ'ʳᵉ ᶠᵘᶜᵏᵉᵈ ᶦᶠ ʸᵒᵘ ˢᵖᵉᵃᵏ ʸᵒᵘʳ ᵐᶦᶰᵈ﹗(OOC)

kristenlynnart

May flowers 🌼🌺🐞💐🌹🐛🌷🌸🐌🌈🎨

#✿ʷᵉ'ᵛᵉ ᵃᶫᶫ ᵍᵒᵗ ᵒᵘʳ ʲᵘᶰᵏ(LIKES)

onlytalk-blog

Okay so I’m doing a lowkey revamp so all/most threads are dropped and this is a starter call

#✿ᵇᵘᵗ ʸᵒᵘ'ʳᵉ ᶠᵘᶜᵏᵉᵈ ᶦᶠ ʸᵒᵘ ˢᵖᵉᵃᵏ ʸᵒᵘʳ ᵐᶦᶰᵈ﹗(OOC)#✿ᵃᶫᶫ ˢʰᵃᶫᶫ ᵏᶰᵒʷ ᵗʰᵉ ʷᵒᶰᵈᵉʳ(STARTER CALL)

milubee

flower crown in making

#✿ᶦ ᶫᵒᵛᵉ ʸᵒᵘʳ ᶫᶦᵍʰᵗ ᵃᶰᵈ ᶦ ᶫᵒᵛᵉ ʸᵒᵘ ʳᶦᵍʰᵗ(WENDLA/ERNST)

Okay so I’m doing a lowkey revamp so all/most threads are dropped and this is a starter call

#✿ᵇᵘᵗ ʸᵒᵘ'ʳᵉ ᶠᵘᶜᵏᵉᵈ ᶦᶠ ʸᵒᵘ ˢᵖᵉᵃᵏ ʸᵒᵘʳ ᵐᶦᶰᵈ﹗(OOC)#✿ᵃᶫᶫ ˢʰᵃᶫᶫ ᵏᶰᵒʷ ᵗʰᵉ ʷᵒᶰᵈᵉʳ(STARTER CALL)

GAIL:

open to anyone

“I seem to be over that stomach flu. But to be honest, I don’t think I was ever sick. I think I’m just pregnant.”

“Oh my God! Gail are you...are you certain? Do you know who?”

#ofhotheads #✿;;with stallions that they mate(verse six)✿#logs back on ernst just for this lmao

GAIL:

@bruisetoo (continued from xxx)

Gail desperately wanted to stay behind, to help Carrie, to stop her, but it was becoming increasingly clear that Carrie didn’t want to be stopped. So she had to try and escape while she still could. Her long skirt got ripped in the scuffle, but honestly, the easier it was for her to move, the better. Shivering as the sprinklers tried (and failed) to put out the fires, Gail frantically searched for her friends.

Upon hearing Ernst call her name, she spun around, waving her arms, letting people shove past her. She couldn’t leave without Ernst.

“I’m here! I’M HERE!”

Despite the tears and smoke blurring his vision he can see her. And has rushed towards her tripping over his feet. The room smells like burning flesh. And he realizes that even more so he knows the flesh that’s burning. That this is real. These are kids he knows. This is his prom this is his life. His friend has somehow, and he doesn’t know how, caused this, this hell. He wraps his arms around her torso squeezing tightly at her and burying his head in her smaller frame. He dwarfs her but she has always seemed bigger than him. When they were little it’d been Gail who’d punched kids on the playground who made fun of his voice. Now, in this moment of fear, that need to hide behind her returned. “I can’t find them! JD and Veronica, or Hanschen, I don’t know...the door we need to...but we can’t leave without them!”

#ofhotheads #✿;;i see you shine and the dark disappears(verse ten)✿#this is gonna be painful

GREAT:

one thing consistent through bobby’s life was he LOVED dancing. really, he loved it to death , however –– NINE TO FIVE rehearsals were f a r from his adoration. it was just doing the same stupid steps over & over and watching the leads screw up the rhythms in their verses eight times too many ; torture. but oh !! at least there was that little painter ( who hopefully didn’t completely hate him ), someone bobby could finally interact with, someone bobby could ask –

❛ is it hot in here ??? ❜

because HONESTLY. he was burning up && a bit d i z z y .

@bruisetoo

He’s glad dancer guy didn’t get fired. He holds to that. He is, however, less than glad that he is engaging with him as if they are friends because mark Ernst’s words, they are not. He rarely has issues with people but arrogant dancer guy is on his short list of “people he could live a happy life without having to deal with again.” But he digresses. He forces a smile on his face because Ernst was Nice Person raised to be Polite to Everyone. [“Not to me, no. Maybe you should wear less.”] Ernst in his tank top and short shorts is certainly not hot.

#moviestarred #✿;;with stallions that they mate(verse six)✿

forgottendancer-blog

“I think I loved…I can’t remember his name. A dancer. I think I LOVED him too. Don’t be jealous.”

independent and selective rudy hennings from martin sherman’s bent. written by zoe.

#(MOBILE) self promo #look what I did #my son Rudy

simonwolfgard

D E A F W E S T S P R I N G A W A K E N I N G → 26/100 films & series

So what will I say? I’ll tell them all, the angels, “I got drunk in the snow! And sang. And played pirates.” Yes, I’ll tell them… I’m ready now. I’ll be an angel.

#✿ᶫᶦᵏᵉ ᵃ ᶫᶦᵗᵗᶫᵉ ᶠᵃᵉʳᶦᵉ ᑫᵘᵉᵉᶰ(WENDLA)#✿ᵗʰᵉ ᑫᵘᵉˢᵗᶦᵒᶰ ᶦˢ ˢʰᵃᵐᵉ(MELCHIOR)#✿ᵗʰᵉ ᶠᶦʳˢᵗ ᶠᵉʷ ˢᵗᵃʳˢ ˢᵒ ᵈᵃʳᵏ(MORITZ)#✿ᵍᵒᶰᶰᵃ ᵇᵉ ʷᵒᵘᶰᵈᵉᵈ(ERNST)#✿ᵍᵒᶰᶰᵃ ᵇʳᵘᶦˢᵉ ʸᵒᵘ(HANSCHEN)#✿ʸᵒᵘ ᵗʰᵉʳᵉ ᶦᶰ ᵗʰᵉ ᵏᶦˢˢ(OTTO)#✿ᵈᵃʸˢ ᵃᵗ ᵗʰᵉ ᵖᶦᵃᶰᵒ(GEORG)#✿ᵖᵃʳᵗ ˢʰᵉ ᶜᵃᶰ'ᵗ ᵗᵉᶫᶫ(MARTHA)#✿ᵗʰᵉʸ'ᶫᶫ ᵍʳᵒʷ ˢᵗʳᵒᶰᵍ ᵃᶰᵈ ᵗᵃᶫᶫ(ANNA)#✿ʰᵒᶫᵈ ʰᵃᶰᵈˢ ʷᶦᵗʰ ʰᵃᶰˢᶜʰᵉᶰ(MELITTA)#✿ᶦᶠ ʸᵒᵘ ᵈᵒᶰ'ᵗ ᵇᵉᵃᵗ ᵃ ᶜʰᶦᶫᵈ(THEA)#✿ᵇᶫᵘᵉ ʷᶦᶰᵈ ᵍᵉᵗˢ ˢᵒ ᵖᵃᶦᶰᵉᵈ(ILSE)#✿ᵒʳᶜʰᶦᵈˢ ᵃᶰᵈ ᶜʰʳʸˢᵃᶰᵗʰᵉᵐᵘᵐˢ(GRETA)#✿ᵈᵒ ᵗʰᵉʸ ᵗʰᶦᶰᵏ ʷᵉ ʷᵃᶰᵗ ᵗʰᶦˢ﹖(ADULTS)#paiiin

@ofhotheads from x

All he seems to be able to do these days is just hold her and hope that if he squeezes her tight enough they’ll both disappear. That this will all be over and it’ll be Senior year again. Before it all fell to hell. If only Gail had asked Carrie to prom. If only they’d not gone at all. If only someone had noticed and listened and realized and paid attention. Instead he and Gail don’t have an unbroken heart between them and he can barely take care of himself let alone her. “It’s okay. It’s over, it was a dream it was all a dream I promise. I’m here now, I’m here and I will never go away.”

#ofhotheads #✿;;i see you shine and the dark disappears(verse ten)✿#fuck me

what she says: i'm fine

what she means: RUDY LOVED HIS PLANTS. ALL HE LOVED WERE DANCING AND MAX AND HIS PRECIOUS PLANTS. HE TALKED TO THE PLANTS AND CARED FOR THEM AND HE WANTED TO GO BACK HOME BECAUSE HE WAS AFRAID THE PLANTS WOULD DIE. HE NAMED HIS PLANTS. HE LOVED MAX EVEN THOUGH MAX WAS CHEATING ON HIM BECAUSE HE HAD THE PLANTS TO BE HIS FRIENDS. AND HE HAS TO DO HARD LABOR TO SURVIVE AND HE FUCKS UP HIS FEET SO HE CAN'T DANCE AND HE'S SUCH AN OPTIMIST AND THE PERSON HE LOVED BEAT HIM TO DEATH. HE WAS DYING AND THEY MADE HIS LOVER STRIKE THE FINAL BLOW AND HE JUST DIED ON THE FLOOR AND WAS FORGOTTEN. EVEN MAX FORGETS HIS NAME BUT MAX DID LOVE HIM BUT HE DIDN'T DESERVE HIM AND I'M NOT CRYING YOU'RE CRYING!

#✿ʰᵉᵃᵈ ᵒᶠ ᵗʰᵉ ʲᵒˢʰᵘᵃ ᶜᵃˢᵗᶦᶫᶫᵉ ᵈᵉᶠᵉᶰˢᵉ ˢᑫᵘᵃᵈ(ZOE TAG)#repost from my personal sorry #i just #rudy hennings #deserved more #my sweet son #i might make him #fuck

💔

OH YOU’RE GONNA BE WOUNDED

31-Your muse must talk my muse out of committing suicide

It’s his dad’s gun. He thinks Moritz must have used his father’s gun as well. It’s appropriate. A son dying because of his father’s shame using a weapon his father gave him. He would almost laugh at the literary perfection of that line if he could find a way to stop crying. The metal is so cold and he wonders if it will hurt. And if it doesn’t will he open his eyes and find himself surrounded by hellfire anyway? The uncertainty tenses his joints. But she cannot stop him. No one can. He needs to do this. It’s the only thing he can do. If thine right eye offends thee pluck it out.”Ilse, stay away from me, I don’t want to hurt you.”

#sobohemian #✿;;the stars too they tell of spring returning(verse three)✿#✿ʷʰᶦˢᵖᵉʳ ˢᵒᵐᵉ ˢᶦᶫᵛᵉʳ ʳᵉᵖᶫʸ(ANSWERED)

💔 ahahahahaha suck it

OH YOU’RE GONNA BE WOUNDED

12. Our Muses trapped in a burning building

It had all happened so fast. Ernst’s head was spinning and he just wanted to crawl under a table and stop running. His suit was soaked from the sprinklers. He couldn’t see JD or Veronica and the stage was a wreck so Hanschen and his guitar were nowhere in sight. Gail’s hand had slipped from his and no one was even explaining things to him. Lips moved to fast for him to catch a single word. The fire alarm just making his hearing aid act up and sound even more unavailable. And that same thought “carrie carrie carrie carrie carrie” why think carrie? How could Carrie? He can barely breathe.[“GAIL! GAIL HELP!”]

#ofhotheads #✿;;i see you shine and the dark disappears(verse ten)✿#✿ʷʰᶦˢᵖᵉʳ ˢᵒᵐᵉ ˢᶦᶫᵛᵉʳ ʳᵉᵖᶫʸ(ANSWERED)