I'm not on my last leg if I love deeply enough

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[yourdarlingfaux]

SWITCHING MAIN TUMBLR ACCOUNTS... Interact if you want to keep in touch or are for some reason interested in hearing more from me 😳

[mimimar]

he no longer believed anyone, and he no longer believed in himself

TGCF book 4: the white-clothed calamity

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[built-for-longing]

reblog to give this person you rb’d it from the strength to complete their tasks

[wizardbreasts]

Wrapping a feral new member of the polycule in a blanket so they can't attack anyone and will socialize normally

[pdflesbian]

i swear this show makes me CRAZYYYYY i can’t handle it

[onmythirdleg]

My college bookstore has. I'm. Feral and. Crying and screaming and drowning. Building a coffin for myself and creating an emotional support zombie because I have NO MONEY and I want ALL of them.

[sandushengshou]

Wei Wuxian | raccoon meme 

[onmythirdleg]

Hey what if I made a college AU based on my experiences in college as I go about my first year college life because I have ideas and they feature:

WWX + NHS as roommates, they've been best friends for at least 3 years and communicate 57% of the time through sexual sounds and echoing memes off each other

NHS being the hyper-upper of WWX's gender nonconformity and self-expression outside of toxic household

WWX lofting their bed up to the highest level and putting a hammock under it and smuggles younger brother JWY in for an overnight whenever he needs it

WWX teaching NHS basic life skills because while NMJ did his best to take care of him that really just translated as he wasn't allowed do any chores

NHS going to a LGBTQ+ student mixer and seeing all the queer staff and queer students and ends up crying in the corner rather than making friends because one of the staff members is a drag queen, WWX wanted to attend but was afraid of someone recognizing them and ratting them out to their parents and their college funding taken away so stayed in the dorm and played Minecraft

NHS was given a treasured knife of NMJ's as a going-away gift, and promptly gave it to WWX who left their collection of knives at home on the third day when they both had to piss but there had just been a really loud argument and pounding sounds at the end of the hall

Someone has a boyfriend who likes to eat and keeps both of their time-blind ADHD asses fed, though for the sake of this AU NHS might be the one who likes to eat and drags WWX out of bed and across the street to the dining hall

[onmythirdleg]

It's been almost a year since I made this post and it's still gaining the occasional stray note here and it makes me want to continue it, but, there has been no continuation because as my roommate withdrew from college on winter break + isn't returning this upcoming school year so frankly I don't want these characters to go through this shit lmaooo

I can say that WWX and LWJ moved in together off campus though and they have pets<3

[evangelatte]

(ಠ_ಠ)

[shmeemin]

some mdzs things B)

[onmythirdleg]

I love this blog and it's summer so I was planning to be much more active, reading meta of what I already enjoy and reading more novels and fics bc I have more than a few lined up! Basically brain decided there's too much words and shut down the read anything for more than a minute consecutively ability.

[jaimebluesq]

Today I was made aware that this image exists - I will NEVER be the same!!!!!

[ancientstone]

Can you imagine if Wei Wuxian came back to life and instead of killing Nie Mingjue, Jin Guangyao has killed Jiang Cheng instead?

[demoiselledefortune]

#i just#i just think it’d make things spicy#a nice flavouring of utter angst#that jin guangyao had so thoroughly killed the jiang siblings#like literally he would have played a part in all of their deaths#and then wei wuxian#the one who was MEANT TO PROTECT THEM#who fell down this rabbit hole of demonic cultivation after giving up everything for his siblings#is the only one standing#having so utterly failed#*chef’s kiss*

[jaimebluesq]

Just imagine the heartbreak of WWX returning and finding out that Yunmeng Jiang is either no more or floundering under the leadership of a disciple who doesn’t know what they’re doing or just plain absorbed into the Yao or Ouyang sect. JC loved his sect like he loved his family, and it’s bad enough that JC is gone, but so is the very thing he loved and protected.

Imagine WWX’s paperman flying around JGY’s vault, peeking through a curtain and coming face-to-face with JC’s severed head. I seriously think the vault scene would become like Guanyin Temple because that was all the evidence wwx needed to go after his shidi’s murderer and he was not going to let him get away.

Imagine WWX having to seal away JC’s fierce corpse with the knowledge that his spirit is too fragmented to come back. He would spend ages afterward doing everything he can think of to heal it.

Imagine WWX returning to Lotus Pier to find it in shambles after the sealing ceremony. He erects a monument to honour the last of the Jiangs and the Yunmeng Jiang sect and comes back to visit it every few months. Often he comes to find flowers or other things around the monument, gifts and trinkets, but with every visit, there’s this line in the dirt that becomes more and more pronounced. One day, wwx arrives to see someone kneeling before the monument. Curious, he stays hidden to watch a shape that feels like it should be familiar and he creeps closer and closer, finally realizing the pale robes aren’t a shade of white or silver but a pale Qinghe gray. He watches as a white bottle is taken out of a sleeve along with two glasses that are poured out - one to drink and the other to be emptied along the ground in a familiar line. He hears the other speak. “It’s been months, Jiang-xiong, and I’m still waiting for it to feel like justice, but Guangyao didn’t suffer nearly as much as he deserved. But Wei-xiong is happy, I know you would want that more than anything.” WWX walks over and kneels next to him, and NHS doesn’t act surprised, only pours out two glasses again and hands one to WWX. They drink, and WWX doesn’t ask any questions, doesn’t indicate what NHS’ words make him wonder about any part he might have played in everything, but when NHS is about to get up and leave, WWX lays a hand on his shoulder and offers a tearful “Thank you”.

[mdzs-owns-my-ass-i-guess]

MDZS AU in which everything is the same except Lan Wangji (and only him) physically sees Wei Ying surrounded by anime-shoujo-sparkles-and-blossoms all the time from the first moment they meet

And has no idea what that even means until he realizes it's because he's in love (at which point the sparkles disappear)

...Then he starts hearing romantic sax whenever they're together

[onmythirdleg]

Me @ everyone who worked on CQL: how does it feel to be among the sexiest motherfuckers on Earth

[evilsanlang]

do u think hua cheng actually genuinely likes xie lians cooking or is he just the best liar ever bc i still can’t decide which is funnier

he undoubtedly truly genuinely 100% thinks xie lian's cooking is the best in the whole wide world he's an honest freak after all plus I'd assume being a ghost king born out of love has some benefits like maybe the nutrients in food don't affect him because you know he's dead but the love that goes into it does just like worship feeds gods. xie lian will be like san lang the stew underwent fusion resulting in radioactive waste I'll put it in the fridge to cool down please don't eat it then wake up at 3am to sounds in the kitchen and pad in to see this

[spaceshipoftheseus]

every time I think about yunmeng bros orpheus and eurydice au I lose my fucking mind

because Jiang Cheng keeps the blindfold on. he keeps it on. he believes. even when he hates Wei Wuxian, or is trying to hate him, even after Wei Wuxian has (he thinks) (and sometimes accurately) failed him over and over, even after Wei Wuxian couldn’t control it, Jiang still believes Wei Wuxian was capable of the miracle of his golden core, that Wei Wuxian wasn’t really dead, that Wei Wuxian could do anything, and if he abandoned Jiang Cheng it was because he chose to, not because he tried to fix things and failed

this deep, primal, childhood-rooted trust betrayed by so many lies and so little malice that is one of the lynchpins of the inexorable tragedy in one story would be escape and salvation from otherwise inexorable tragedy in the other

and I know he probably wouldn’t even get the chance because WWX is the protagonist and WWX is the musician and WWX absolutely would look back because the shape of his insecurities and he just does not have that same kind of trust in JC - WWX is the older brother, the genius, he has to fix it himself, he can’t trust JC, JC can’t handle it 

but JC - I mean. he has his insecurities. he would be tempted. GOD he would be tempted - why would WWX CHOOSE to follow HIM. but. but. he would believe wwx could do the impossible and walk out of hell behind him. if the task duty demanded of him was to just - trust. and keep walking.

he trusts wei wuxian so, so much. beyond sense and sanity until both of his siblings commit suicide in front of him, and then, somehow, with chenqing and JIN LING’S WELFARE and beyond, he trusts him. and if there is ONE thing jiang cheng can always do, it’s be surrounded by death and just. keep. walking.

if he had been set this other task, from this other world -

JC would walk out of the burial mounds with WWX behind him and not look back.