i am sorry, for the long pause in posting. many things have contributed to this. most notably being sent very triggering things, even in my absense, which i have put in reports for. but also, because most importantly i have lost any faith salem will change.
i have stated many times in the past, this blog existed to keep and store information, not only that, but to be a voice for people harassed into silence. salem was once so popular and sheltered, it was impossible to speak against him at all. well. without being dogpiled or accused of racism, transphobia, ect. no matter how mild the criticism, to this day you cannot say anything negative to him directly. but his behaviors have become to similar to deny. to the point many more blogs like this have cropped up, with the same amounts of attention as mine. salem has had to realize, this is not just a single person as he claimed, but many people, sick of his cycle.
i want to share older posts of his. he has not changed. and i have lost any hope that he will change, so long as he is surrounded by enablers. i am deciding whether or not to continue this blog, as it lists near all of the information that one needs. and salem himself has played into his own cycle so many times, i do not need to even document it, it is happening weekly.
so. tell me. has he changed. is he truly a different person. or has he learned to manipulate others better. fucking years of this behavior, non stop, and he still blames everyone around him. EVEN HIS GF, who enables him through EVERYTHING, for "failing him". he does not understand, HE IS PERSONALLY RESPONSIBLE FOR HIS LIFE! he chooses to live like this, because he is enabled too.
the worst part to me. salem is self aware. he knows better. salem is a grown man, yet has been treated like a child so long, this is the only way he knows to behave. in february of last year. HE RECOGNIZED HIS OWN MISTAKES. and CHOSE TO KEEP ACTING LIKE THIS .
salem needs to change. but ultimately. i do not think he ever will, and i am tired of being villanized by him, told i am stupid, crazy for trying to break him out of his insulated bubble. i will be deciding the future of this blog. but if i do keep posting, it would be for the safety of salem's communities, no longer about his own. if this is the rabbit hole he wishes to dig himself into. that is his choice.
