my heart is a metal pole; with you all i can be is my role.

here, no one is birthed / only pieced together.  

[javarisx-fightingthosedemons]

[unfxded]

⠀

[aidashakur]

[aidashakur]

You can’t reconcile with people who aren’t honest about how they mishandled you.

[dafancyuhinspiration]

[witchesofmars-deactivated201611]

Shauna Finn

[libraryofva]

Recent Acquisition - Postcard Collection

If you walk in your sleep remember my room number. Postmarked April 1912

[aidashakur]

No amount of chemistry can make up for a lack of emotional safety.

[onrein]

I want to be hit in the head by a chainsaw

[thememedaddy]

[barstoolblues]

high at trader joes buying all yellow groceries

[infestuous]

Wally Dion, Green Star Quilt, 2019 circuit boards, brass wire, copper tube

[chekhovs-raygun]

I SAW THIS IN THE PORTLAND ART MUSEUM! ITS HUGE!

it shimmers like no gemstones i've ever seen: green as malachite and emerald but shot through with opal, gold, copper. photographs can't do it justice because of how it shines, as well as the way the actual material elements have their own dimensions. you can lean in and study all the fine lines of the circuits or step back and admire how the rearranged whole forms new patterns. it's one of the most beautiful creations i've ever seen.

[onrein]

it’s been 2.5 months after him breaking up with me saying I am not as pretty as Sydney Sweeney, that he “needed” to have sex with other girls despite saying he was “demi af” and that he wanted this to be a serious relationship so he basically just asks me if he can date other girls, that his parents think he should not parade me in public without reassuring me that he thought otherwise. Which all happened 2 weeks after he flew me over, fucked me for 10 days but mostly emotionally terrorized me there too

I am no longer telling myself I should have x, y, z

but I still wish I had never gone through any of that somehow. I know I really needed to project all of my happiness into something and that because of all the stress I wanted to be in a relationship to cope with being homeless. I know that this numbed the pain totally and it did serve its purpose and that I am not dumb and I did not really lose anything but that specific type of virginity to a guy that didn’t deserve it. But God I feel like shit, especially knowing no one really cares all that much

if I could go back in time I would tell myself to just get over him in private, gloss over everything and just keep asking him for gifts instead. He never had the backbone to tell me he just wanted something transactional but I knew, I knew, I knew. I just did not want to let go of the idea that I finally found the love of my life with his Animal Planet autism and his knowledge of everything under the sun that for once in my life did not bore me (even though I was so frustrated all the time). I just couldn’t let go of the fact that finally I was someone who wasn’t so fucking boring that I wanted to place my claim. when the better thing to do was to chalk it up to that he had a 2M inheritance in bitcoin and ask for dresses on therealreal

dumb bunny

[jo--2004]

Zer0h

[keptandkind]

[bobbole]

Yevgeny Charushin, Snow Leopard

[throughcobwebs]

unica zürn : zirkus (1956)

[sleepgrifter]