[honeygrandpa]

[oohjennyy]

eating good food makes me want to fall in love

[oohjennyy]

we're the CUTEST

[oohjennyy]

rewatched i'm drunk i love you last night for the elyu vibes and it's true how you see films differently from the first time you've seen it

before I used to think that there's a possibility that dio also loves carson and perhaps a sequel would be great to see it from dio's point of view

but last night, as I watched it, I can see more clearly how dio was not really in love with carson... it was in the small things that I didn't notice before...

how the butterball with beer is not really their own thing, it was from pathy... so everytime he bought butterball for them, it's not because of carson but because he liked it when pathy introduced it and carson just got into it because dio liked it!!!

then the bagnet... my realization with the bagnet is the one that made me cry last night. it's not even a big thing, it was very subtle, but every woman, every lover knows and understands the implication of dio not eating the bagnet that carson got for him. for me, it's like a metaphor of their relationship, carson always ready to go through lengths for him which dio will never reciprocate

so in the last scene, when dio offered her butterball and carson said she's good with just her beer and when he's spontaneously craving for bagnet but carson didn't ride with his whims anymore, we all knew... graduate na talaga si carson.

cried myself to sleep just thinking about the ending, ang sakit noh pakshet!! pero for me, i think my heart aches more from the void, the longing of experiencing such great (well maybe not great in carson's case) love

ayon lang... di ko mapigilang isipin, ganun kaya yung dynamic rin nina doc pat at doc cas? also, sobrang marbie kate peroja ni maja salvador as carson hahaha parang sa manner of speaking, expressions, at kilos. I cannot unsee and unhear!

at sa huli, isang malaking hear me out parin si paulo avelino na naka-sablay

p.s. i'm super satisfied na sa ending ng idily so i don't think a sequel would be necessary please lang palayain niyo na si carson!! pero imagine a film like idily na gamit naman yung mga new opm songs ngayon like multo etc it would hurt af for sure!!!

p.p.s. i just know carson would LOOOVE pag-ibig ay kanibalismo ii and would prolly sing it in the karaoke

[oohjennyy]

kinikilig ako over nothing!!! gets ba???

like hindi siya over a hypothetical situation that i made in my head, basta! kinikilig ako over something that is about to happen and i don't know what it is!!!

[divorcedfranklangdon]

STEMI with me Mel!

[oohjennyy]

i get it now........ gets na gets na gets

[oohjennyy]

After my sunday morning spin class: Wow, I'm so glad I showed up today. I feel healthy and disciplined.

*Sees a post of another class at 3 PM with free shake shack burgers*

Me: I GOTTA BOOK THAT CLASS!!!!

[oohjennyy]

what if mag-tmc neurosurg residency para kay dr. karl chan

filed under: for wedding video [cropped version] HAHAHSHA JK

pls he is so cute and introverted and SMART and funny as a person

[oohjennyy]

i don't wanna be alone

[oohjennyy]

simone weil did i make u proud

[oohjennyy]

i am sick and sad and have so many things to do so I THINK I WANT A LOVER NOWWWW

[oohjennyy]

i like how i just randomly message our cpc telegram about a random crashout and then it ends up with them talking about their duties to each other

i feel like a bridge in their friendship and i would tap my shoulders thinking i did well today hahaha

[oohjennyy]

life is about crying over a car who gave up his win to push another car so they can both finish the race

[oohjennyy]

today's (fantasy) list: planning my tinghun and wedding

[oohjennyy]

been feeling out of sync lately (actually since yl7 started hahaha) and i've been feeling like i'm not gonna be a good doctor with how little i actually know vs what i should know by now vs how much more i should learn

but God has really been planting these random strangers around me that cheers me on in this journey

like that lolo in the carenderia where i bought rice cos i'm so hangRY and tired and he just asked me what school i'm from, what year in med, what specialization i want in the future and before I left, he said "Good luck! Kaya mo 'yan!"

then just this evening, it was my first time going home from pitx and i didn't know the line would be so bad, especially that it's friday, so i'm already sad that i missed dinner on what was supposed to be a surprise to my mom because it's her birthday! so when the dispatcher asked around if anyone wants to be a chance passenger na standing, i immediately volunteered hahahaha gusto ko na makauwi super!!! then when i got on the ejeep, i stood infront of this lola and she said she'll carry my bag on her lap and after a little push-and-pull, i surrendered my bag to her lap and then we started talking! There were so many things we talked about and despite the height difference because i was looking down from her in her seat, we were almost doing a history taking in a patient encounter hahaha... basta all I could think of during that moment was God brought me to pitx, instead of the comfortable mrt, because I am meant to meet Maria Lourdes :) Before she got off, we exchanged good byes and she told me na she is rooting for me and she is looking forward to meet me again as a doctor someday!

I do, too. I really hope I become a doctor! I can't waiiit

this is maria lourdes embracing my heavy ass backpack

[oohjennyy]

hmmmm i wonder

[oohjennyy]

cut my finger while cutting cheese for the shawarma wrap i made and it's bleeding profusely and the scraped skin looks ugly !!! how are they always doing this in dating shows to flirt

[oohjennyy]

everytime i send a message to people about surgsoc eb position, i feel like throwing up

[oohjennyy]

and that doesnt even include the scrolling for at least 10 posts before checking their reply

i love u surgsoc but this is keeling me

[oohjennyy]

[oohjennyy]

everytime i send a message to people about surgsoc eb position, i feel like throwing up

[oohjennyy]

and that doesnt even include the scrolling for at least 10 posts before checking their reply

i love u surgsoc but this is keeling me