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thoughts and feelings / Living in L.A

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NEW CHAPTER

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Isaiah 60:22

When the time is right, I, the Lord, will make it happen.

June was the most heartbreaking month of my 2024, But I have to Let go and Let God, I will always pray for the people that I've hurt for their Guidance, and forgive them because that's what God wants. But for now I have to change my Behavior and make things right and be Obedient to him. Because this is what the God wants. I will live with God and walk with him through FAITH.

In Jesus Name💖

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Ep.1 The one where we all lost a friend.

I've been watching Friends since I was little, but at that innocent age, I didn't quite grasp what they were talking about. All I knew was that it revolved around adult friendships, something I couldn't entirely relate to at that time 😂.

Fast forward to college – yas, welcome to adulthood. I decided to rewatch it with my cousin and other classmates because we were stressed at school and needed a stress reliever. It was then that I became a fan and ended up watching it several times. Every episode made me both laugh and cry. And among the six characters, there was one who really caught my eye – CHANDLER BING, my favorite. Maybe it's because we share a similar sense of humor, who knows? I admired how he valued his friendships, especially with Joey, but also with each of the group, and his love for Monica. His sarcastic nature really appealed to me.

This TV show helped me a lot, especially Chandler. I've been dealing with mental health issues for the past five years, and this series became my go-to when I needed a good laugh amidst all my problems. Recently, I came across the heartbreaking news on social media that Matthew Perry had passed away. Confirming the news, it was true. My viewing experience will never be the same without him. Friends won't be the same without Chandler 😔.

Matthew, you were loved by many. Thank you for bringing laughter and tears throughout the years. Your portrayal of Chandler created a memorable character, and I will never forget you. We all cherish you deeply.

To all the Friends out there, you are worth it and loved! May you win your battles! 💖

for the last time. "Hi I'm Chandler, I make jokes when I'm comfortable"

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Thank you to everyone who got me to 50 likes!

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08-08-2024 마누엘

to the man that I will love and hope to end up with :) forever

마누엘

who loves Jesus

-same humor, same vibe

-An Architect

-my long time friend

-170 cm tall man hihi

-asian eyes hihi

-kind, honest & with respect

-who loves funko pop hihi

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The One * 08-08-2023

I hope that with God's help, I can find a man who will love and support me through all the good times and tough moments. This guy I'm talking about is actually a friend I've known for a really long time. I've been praying for him for a while, wishing that there could be something more between us. What makes it complicated is that I'm not sure if I should keep having these feelings or not.

The reason I started having feelings for him is because he's funny in a way that always makes me laugh. He's also really nice and kind to everyone, and that's something I really admire. Another thing I like about him is how he appreciates even the small things in life.

But now I'm stuck trying to figure out what to do. Should I tell him that I like him as more than a friend and risk changing things between us? Or should I just keep things as they are and treasure the friendship we already have? It's a tough decision and I'm not sure which path to choose.

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HIDDEN LOVE 偷偷藏不住 2023, dir. Lee Ching Jung

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Summer of 2016

So, I have this long-time friend, and I've had a crush on him for years. The first time we met was during the summer break of 2016 when we both discovered our mutual interest in sports. It was my first day, and he caught my attention because of his cute eyes hihi like this (😑) asian eyes😂 we were of the same height, I always thought that guy was snobbish, but he turned out to be the friendly one. He was the one who initiated our first conversation, saying something like, 'Hey! How do you know this random guy?' and then blah-blah. I replied, 'Oh, we were in the same school. How about you?' It was like we were in our own small world, haha. And then my bestfriend caught me blushing me because she knows that I have a crush on him🤣

P.S. I don't want to mention the specific sport/activity we do here 🤣

One thing that I like about him is that he is so funny; I love his humor so much that my tummy hurts every time I laugh. And yes, this guy was my enemy too, but he turned out to be a nice guy 😉. Along with him, we formed a solid friendship in our sports group, together with my best friend. Then, months passed by, and we were busy because we were in college back then, but we still kept in touch even though we were far away from each other. Due to the busyness of our group, I was the one who continued to attend our sports training. During that time, I felt sad because I could not train without him.

Then the summer of 2019 arrived, and I had just graduated from university. Despite that, I continued attending and pursuing my activities. He came back, and with my invitation, we attended the training together, from then on, he became my partner in every activity we had.

Later, it was time for us to go home. I needed to leave early as I was going to my friend's celebration. He asked me if I could spare some free time, and although it was short, he treated me to food and offered to accompany me to my friend's house. As he did this, I couldn't help but hide my blushing face.

(WILL CONTINUE FOR PART 2  SOON BC I HAVE WORK TOMORROW)😭🤣

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Hidden Love EP06

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sang zhi: drunk and cute duan jiaxu: *in love*

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Hidden Love

As a fangirl I’ve been watching good k-dramas for years like half of my life was dedicated to it like it was part of my childhood then one day I was just scrolling through tiktok then I saw this chinese drama and it caught my attention. Yes it was HIDDEN LOVE the story, the plot, the characters! was just chef’s kiss 😘i love it so much that I can’t let go of this cdrama like where can I find my Duan Jia Xu in life 😭 Sang Zhi & Sang Yan were the best sibs like all the characters from this drama were bunch of green flags ughh 💚🥲

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Weekend is Over!

Hello! I’m back with another blog :) Hi guys how’s your weekend? mine was just REST REESSSST more rest!😂✌ yas that’s why I did during the weekend. It’s already monday tomorrow and it’s time to go back work monday blues again, since I don’t feel that tomorrow is monday , I get excited travelling to work and enjoying it at the same time. I enjoy working a lot even though it’s tiring IDK this is the first time I get excited to work even though im just a newbie. So many learnings this past  few weeks I hope I’ll get a long with my boss. 

Though I’m quite nervous of my 6 weeks training that will end on June 2023, I hope i’ll pass this in Jesus Name☺☝ think positive. 

HAVE A GREAT WEEK AHEAD! 

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Isaiah 60:22

“When the time is right, I the Lord will make it happen”

Hi guys! I’m back with another blog :) Just wanna share that the past few months has been a tough battle for me, but it was all worth it and I can say that “WAR IS FINALLY OVER”.

Last month I got Interviewed by a company that I’ve been eyeing last year and it was all worth the wait and I finally got the job that I wanted! FINALLY, I’ve been praying and hoping for this job and so happy for the position that i’ve got.. and yesterday (Friday) is my first day at work and I don’t care if I got a long commute hours to get there as long as Im happy with it :) I’m enjoying it 11/10.

The 1st day was a mixed emotion for me although I get easily hangout with my workmates the saddest when one of them suddenly leave :-( even though it’s just one day it feels like year to be attached to someone, I enjoyed a lot working and laughing at the same time because of a non-toxic work environment I can say that I’m in a healthy environment.

Praying and hoping that I will stay in this workplace and believing that I will pass the evaluation yes this was the hardest part for me, but I know that God will guide me through this I trust and believe him <3 LET’S WALK BY FAITH! In Jesus Name, Amen.