summer listened . didn't interrupt him once . every broken sentence , every pause where he seemed to search for words that didn't quite exist , only made her arms tighten around him . the tears freely escaping , soaking silently into the fabric of his hoodie where her face remained hidden . but the second apology was enough , the first already too much . because summer didn't expect an apology from him , didn't want one . he didn't owe her it , or anyone for that matter . all the femme wanted was him tucked safely in their bed with her again . and so she pulled back just enough to cup his face between both hands , thumbs brushing over cheeks that looked more tired than she'd ever seen them . and her eyes searched his , hers red rimmed and shimmering in the glow of the fairy lights . " no ... no , don't be sorry " she reassured softly , voice wavered by emotion , " you don't ever need to be sorry for needing to breathe . i would have given you all the space in the world if you'd just told me you were okay ... " there wasn't any accusation in her tone . only honesty , only relief , as she leaned forward again until their foreheads rested together . " but you don't always have to be captain noah , or teammate noah , or boyfriend noah ... or everyone's noah who has it together " the words came quietly , nose brushing his gently , " sometimes you just get to be noah . "